OMG, What a freakin absoloute gorgeous,dreamy nightmare!
The records on me...
Institutionalized:
1999
Placed under intensive observation:
October, 2003
Diagnosis:
Chronic infatuation and associated delirum
Initial cause as of record start:
Tall, longer blonde hair, hazel eyes, quiet- type, reputation of being a prankster
Current causes of diagnosed disorder:
height, hair in general, hazel eyes, smile, quiet- type, sense of humor, kind and caring nature, out look on life and people, the natural "darkness about him," his "gothic" appeal - patient quote- "his personality as a whole is awesome, not including that he's incredibly hott."
He is the ties on my straight jacket. He is what keeps me intacked. I know it sounds ludacris, but it's true. When I'm upset- no matter how badly, or over what he can make me smile. He can make things all better. He gets down and depressed, and thinks that no one loves him, and I sit here and bang my head on the comuter screen wondering where I ever went wrong. It's no big secret. I love him, and I would do anything for him. Somtimes it's hard to find that, and other times it's not. I'm not really concerned about that. But I know what love is now. It's when you think about someone once every hour. You wonder where they are and if they're alright. You dread that they're sad, and pray that they're happy. They are the first thing you think of when you wake up, and the last thought to caress your mind before you drift off to sleep. "Love" is the word I am most frightened of, and I do not use it lightly, but I love this tall, dark, deep, handsome guy, heart, mind and soul.
It's impossible to describe him competly the way that I want to. I can't give him justice. I just, I love his "dark" side, the black, and the eye liner and everything. I love the way he thinks. His personality is unbeatable according to the ranks of ~Leesie~!
Now this is true obsession...or love... is there that much of a difference?
The Shadow in the background of the morgue
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The Shadow in the background of the morgue
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My plea of insanity...the evidence written in blood
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The unsuspecting victim
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of darkness in the valley
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we can live like Jack & Sally
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if we want
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where you can always find me
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we'll have Halloween on Christmas
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and in the night
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we'll wish this never ends
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don't waste
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your time
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I mean
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You're already the voice
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Inside my head
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The Asylum
Institutionalized:
1999
