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October 1, 2001 I feel things that you will never feel for me. I know that you wont but there is no way i am admitting it. Everyone tells me, it hurts me emotionally and physically in some cases. I know there is only a one-in-a-million chance that i may be the one who you need, but there is hope. There is light at the end of the tunnel. Although it may only be a pinprick, something may happen and that light becomes the size of the world, the world in which happily we could be together. That world right now may be a pinprick and it may be a very long dark path to the light, but one day, i will reach the end. I will find that pinprick of light and i will go into it only to find the one thing that i want, doesn’t really care about the light. Because the one i want has a million pinpricks of light, each one turning out another person who could be the one you need. But maybe, just maybe…i am the pinprick of light in your dark tunnel, which you need and find love and happiness in.