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November 1, 2001 I am so fucking sick of everything. No-one cares, no one even worries. Everyone makes a deal over everyone who don’t have problems. Its not fair. I hate everyone and everything. I’m sick of people being so fucking selfish. I have so much work to do and people who have half as much get all this attention and I am just invisible. Fucking hell, I wish I would just die. 1/11/01