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September 13, 2001 Today I got to thinking. How can someone possibly say they love Daniel more than anyone else because unless you can feel how much anybody else loves him, which you cant, you don’t know if you do love him more. It’s strange. Although I worship him, I live for him and I would die for him, I even inflict physical harm on myself because I think he would be proud of me, there is nothing to say that I love him more than anyone else, many other people may feel exactly the same. So, unless we know, nothing is certain. We all remain on the same level.