lol, so its time to recap a major break from school. thank god for spring break or else my brain would have exploded. Nico has to be the chillest person on the planet. i mean seriously ppl just breath him in, and are intoxicated by his being. i personally think he's a kickass kinds fella, but then im biased cause he's my older bro. that aside, his housemates rock. ami kinda wishing i went away to skool...YUP! only cause i think you grow allot more when you kinda don't have a chance.
anypooh, visiting nico was a blast. i was in a kickass student film about ____________(its a secret so sorry i can't tell, but it was soooooo much fun). So see someone else's vision come to life infront of your eyes. AIR HIGH FIVE is all im gonna say... oh and Jeff sorry about making you pick up garbage!!! tee-heeeeee. FIlming at the hole was an experience i shall never forget!
smewchies,
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, ok so its a horrible thing to want someone who isnt available. but when your drawn to this person its even worse! love is all good and stuff but ahhhhhh whats up with yummy guys and ape like girlfriends. ok ok so its not all that nice to compare someone to a ape. butchy is more likeit, but then again she's a full force athlete so its prolly muscle right? anypooh, how in the world do u cool your feelings for the boyfriend?? answer i dont have the foggiest clue. painting the picture whats worse is that the boy toy in question is infact a friend of your bro.
lol....so the whole situation came to be like this: i went to visit Adeon at school and he lives with a whole bunch of kickass fellas. one in particular is kinda yummy. anypooh i got in at like 5 and everyone was sleeping so i didnt see anyone till later that day. when i got up everyone was in the tv room, including the boy errrr man in question and his gf we'll call her sarah. from the moment sarah saw me, we were not friends. i'm chummy with evryone and everyone likes me so when she started with her tude I was all "whatever"...
da da da to be continued... cause the saga goes on and on and on.....lol and cause im tired!!!
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she calls out to the man on the street. sir can you help me? its cold and i've no where to sleep. is there somewhere you can tell me.
he walks on, doesn't look back. he pretends he can't hear her. starts to wistle as he crosses the street. seems embarrased to be there.
oh, think TWICE, 'cause it another day for you and me in PARADISE... you and me in paradise...think about it
she calls out to the man on the street, he can see she's been crying. she's got blisters on the soles of her feet. she can't walk but she's trying.
you can tell by the lines on her face, you can tell that she's been there. she's probably been moved on from every place,
memories don't live like people do...but they linger like the frost on a cold winter day. now you think its funny, you forgot when you were down, I was around.
I say this now but in hind sight, meeting you and experiencing you, meeting and discovering who you were and what i had to offer is the biggest present you could have given me. so now that your gone and love is scilent, im waiting for love to walk throught my door once again, but this time i hope it comes in the form of a friend!
so par-tee time has come and so has the end of the year for many of us Saturnites. Skools out for the summer and that leaves a large ammount of time on our hands. whatbetter thing to do with it then party it up? eat krispy kream donuts and have fun with those that you waab. we'll i dunno!!
so now the next question is what do you do when your friend likes the host but he's too into his beers to notice.. I dunno is my answer, except act the fool and enjoy yourself regardless of who's around! I say this cause u know what life is too damn short to really care about fronting (even if he's a hottie)! my bestest Anniepooh ,her pal and myself blew into this shindig as the best dressed and blew out the same way! is that important?? the answer is YES. feel free to act the fool but look damn good while you're doin' it. cardinal rule number 141 tee-hee...:P
if your a cjicka with class and you know you have a whole buncherros to offer. DO NOT Settle. and flings are a real bad bad thing. Go for the gusto and weedout the bad from the Good. Nuff said...till later....
yup it has happened again. i have gotten introuble with friends for bouncing all over the content without calling. yes to a point i agree that i should tell people before i take off across the country but when i have like a few hours to pack, i really don't remember too. its totally serious. i have a bunch of great friends that put p with my crap and its kewl. but when it comes to travelling, i kinda forget about anything and everyone, except for what im goign to wear and what im gonna bring home for them. so its not like i totally forget, but i always seem to be introuble with them. i guess the question is can i change and better yet am i willing. heading on to 22, i think i should, but its damn hard!!
today i headed out to support my baby and yours Sir Vin Diesel. XXX was opening and there was not a chance that i would let the opening day go by without seeing it. So a group of us headed out and unfortunatly got there alittle late and ended up in the dreaded front seats. Half and hour into the movie, my neck was cramped but i was still inthralled in the movie. the visual effects were super and vin although his character was cocky as hell, it was also great. I even loved the russian bad guys, especially the one who was a chain smoker making sure to say he would smoke in his sleep and after death. That was a line!
Asia and her pale, dark, ugly outfits were lacking as were the other female characters. I guess this movie set out to give the chickas eye candy and not the men. Yippe for that. I simply loved it, and had a great day No worries man..none in sight when Vin is on screen whether your in the back seats or up front with a wicked crank in your neck!
so its kinda pathetic to become 22-teen so i am finally going to accept what everyone else has already. Teenage dom does end and becomming an adult is enevatable. Booooooooooooooooooooo i say to that. I don't wanna grow up, i dont want to lose my toys r us status, i don;t want to have to deal with the stressess of life, and i sure as hell dont want anymore grey hairs. I have two already that I have named Algebra and Geometry, heheheh!
So today blue crush opened and I was there of course, and after watching girls kick ass and have fun i have decided that my fait is to find a guy and move to hawaii where i can rase my family, learn to surf and never really grow old. Those parents, were teaching their kids how to surf even when they were babies and thats to beautiful to mee and thats what I want. None of this north western hecktic unnecessary stress and for what??? its not worth the stress, when you can live life and have fun without accumulating billions of dollars to just have them sit in a bank. Maybe im just cooky but money isn't everything in my opinion.
-Kosi 9 (not eargerly ready to grow up!)
time didn't freeze, earth didn't halt and i was unable to hold back the enivatble which was my birthday. i am now 22 years old. wowwy... thank god im not aging tee- hee. but man oh man when you hit this asge you yealize that you seriously aren't in kansas anymore and that growing up is something that we all must face whether we want to or in my case not. had a blast though. Maybe being older isn't such a bad thing.
SATURNS TECHNOBABBLE CONTINUED
star date: Febbi 3rd, 2002
a day without rain
Life is back to normal. But with a new twist. Life is to be lived people. So don't half ass it. Enjoy your friends,. don't bother with ignorance or people full of drama. There is no need to surround yourself with downers. Uplifting people is the way to GO.
Be bold, be alive, tell those that you care about that you care about them. Tell those that you have a crush on that you dig them...Why bother be a pessimist, when your other option is to be a OPTIMIST...
Always look for th pot of gold at the end of the rainbow. Each hardship what comes your way will only make you stronger so no worries. Hold tight to your faith, believe in the impossible, and aim for the sky...Never be shamed of who you are. Listen to you parents some times cause they aren't always WRONG!!! Be wise, cause wisdom will get you everywhere... And know that alittle help from you friends goes a long way.
Never take things for granted, like seeing the sun rise, being able to talk, walk, feel, cry, scream, smile, laugh etc....
Aim for your dreams, and GO TO YOUR DESTINY!!!!!!!
star date: Febbi 14th, 2002
calling in the replacement killers - meet yew at the hole in the wall
i traveled to the embarassment capital of well my life which happens to be Windsor, to visit my brother Nico.
oh and Melissa danced for a few mins on the drive home..for all those who said she doesnt dance, I just proved you wrong..lol the week was pretty kewl, sleeping till noon, in a house full of boys, how could it get much better then that!!!
jazzy belle
star date: Febbi 16, 2002
whats love got to do with it
that same night we were all bunched up on the couch watching movies and one of the guys was spinning old skool tunes and then the phone rings. Sarah decides she's gonna roll over at 4am.
over the next few days the boy and I would become more chummy and the girl "Sarah" would become more miserable and the final draw was...
Kosi
star date: Febbi 26th, 2002
paradise, is it really promised?
HOLD ON, IS THERE NOTHING THAT ANYBODY CAN DO...HOLD ON, THERE MUST BE SOMETHING THAT YOU CAN SAY...
'cause she didn't fit in there...
Think Twice, cause its another day for you and me, YOU and Me in
P A R A D I S E..just think about it... it's just another day for you and me in para- para- paradise...
star date: Ape-ril 21st, 2002
mohogany soul
its it ironic, when i was down You weren't around. I cant eat I can't sleep anymore, I wish I didn't miss you anymore.
star date: Mai 4th, 2002
par-tee time- dress to impress
a few friends? of mine has a party/well old skool night for their bdays and for the end of the year and thats where this chicka spent her night. waring a hole in the dance floor cause i literally didnt leave the floor. the horrible thing about it was we were acting the fool the whole night and we're not dancing to our best potential. to this we say who cares! Act the fool cause it pays...exactly what I dunno? but it pays nevertheless...star date: Mai 15th, 2002
promises you can't afford
star date: June- Ju-Lie, 2002
NEW
all about bouncing
star date: Au-Gust 8th, 2002
NEW
the tripple threat
star date: au-Gust 16th, 2002
NEW
time warp countdown
star date: au-Gust 31th, 2002
NEW
it has come
