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THE A-GAMMA FILES

star date: Nova 3rd, 2001 In my dreams my toys were safe I am drinking far too much GINGERALE today. I have this need for pop all day long. It's the only thing that keeps me going during school and the one think I want when I get home. CAFFINE rules my world!I sip it slowly and a smile creeps on my face and everyone knows all will be well. Hehehe and then I gotta book it to class for yet another boring lecture. But thanks to Caffine it's all worth it. LOL Screw that diet crap. Winter is comin' so hide the pounds with a sweater I shall do. Until its over and then I's back to dance. So I can "sweat to the oldies" and look smashing for summer. Anyhoo back to pop. I like pop with full sugar content. JOLT cola rocks my little world. I like cherry coke too but it's a special occasion pop. It's not like I hate water. Cause that's far from the point. Water is kewl, refreshing but even Britta can't make North York water taste good. Flavoured coffee's are also amazing. Tim Horton's French Vanilla with 3 sugars and cream is YUMMY YUMMY YUMMY. It's the hot equivilant to a 7-eleven slushy. coffee was keepin me up and night and making me way to ansy so I had to look eleswhere for my caffine hook. And smoking was soo not an option cause, well, YUCK! So I found pop. Sweet, sweet pop. I need a new box of crayons. Someone broke a bunch of them and now I can't color with them. In my moments of high stress I bust out the crayolas and Barbie coloring books to shade in the pictures. It's soothing to me as I love the smell of crayons. But smelly markers rule. Especially the cotton candy sky blue and the grape. Red always sucks unless u like cherry. anyhoo back to crayons. I hate the way a broken crayons feel in your hand. There is never enough to gripand it gets all jagged and rough. I feel the way about clay, as I do crayons. Especially when someone drops in the dirt and get stones in it. It totally ruins it. I had the best yard growing up. In Edmonton and Toronto and now Saturn. Man and I delusional. LOL I had a mess of Barbies and lots of ideas. Each one of em got a hair cut from me. Then I found the maxie doll, which I'm convinved was only sold in Alberta because no-one in Toronto knows about it. They don't even know about "The Getalong Gang". Thats just so not right. Does anyone remember the books: "THE HUGABUNCH GANG" this book os soley responsible for my weird ass mentality and immagination. My room had every 80's toy ever. I had the Strawberry Shortcake dolls and Rainbow Brite the whole nine yards. Remember when toys actually had a smell!!! Kids today dont know what they are missin'. There was this mean boy who would come upstairs and break my toys. Thats brothers for ya. He broke my "Rock and Roll Ken doll, ya know the only Ken with comable hair. I was so angry. for like a second or so. Awwwwwww the memories....Can you tell that my mind wanders..IF not then keep reading... I have a question for all the Saturn Visitors up there. Tell my guestbook what was the worst broken toy story you have. Or better yet, tell me something, anything about your imagination. What kicked it off, what killed it etc... Let's see how many of you had the mean brother, sister or neighbour who broke everything you had, stole it and lost it. I've been thinking about my childhood lately, can you tell. stardate: Nova 4th 2001 ten things i hate about sunday night So I spent the whole day doin' homework, chillin' and doing the laundry. The highlight of my day was watching "ten things I hate about you", "the best man" and "go". These movies had me laughin, cryin' and reflecting on how kickass some actor are and how some have fallen away without a trace namely Baily from Party of Five. Is Scott Wolf in the same place as Corey Haim, Jack Ryan from Pretty in Pink(Micheal Schoffling) and Ione Skye??? Who knows... I gotta say though he and Jay Mohr were great in Go. It was basically one of those days where i wasn't too productive. And that well basically bugs me. Whats the point of life if your ot going to use it to the fullest. Or so i've been told. I do however cherrish thouse days wehre you can just chill in your pj's, veg out and today was that kinda day. I did my nails, laundry and cleaned the house basically. Did my readings for tomorrow and actually studied for my up and coming test. Procrastinator I once was, but tonight I wasn't so WOO HOO to meeh!! The reason for this whole entry is my love for the movie's I saw today and cause I know no one out there in space cares about what my psyc books said. Julia Stiles and Heath Ledger were amazin'. Did I mention how HOT HEATH WAS!!! I especially loved the poem so I will be including it at the end of this entry. All mars men out there should learn from his character, oh and also from the best man. Becuase I absolutly love Morris Chestnut. That smile can melt any chick. Nia long and Taye Diggs were pretty freakin kewl in this movie. Nia is a underrated actress in my opinion. The whole cast rock my world. Back too Heath. Well what can I say but DAMN is he FINE!!! and Single. WOO HOO heheheh Delusional, yes I am. But he's my girl Jess' love so I'll just haveta look elsewhere!! lol stardate: nova 21st, 2001 imagination is key i really don't know there the gift to create comes from but i can say that I am very thankful for it. without the ability to create, i think i would be lost or committed. people say that its a a gift and a curse. i can see where they are coming from but to me it is just a huge blessing from god. being able to create, wonderful worlds, stories, ideas, pictures etc, was a way to escape the eternal boredome that was my childhood. stories were my way to travel, to buy anything and everything i wanted. i sold the clouds and bought the stars and it all began with the book called "the huggabuunch books". that was the beggining of my so called life...(to be continued) stardate: Nova 30th 2001 nico's birthday us saturnites would like to wish niko the happiest birthday ever. with heaps of love, blessings and all that other good stuff. we love you kid!!! stardate: decca 21st, 2001 one of those nights i'm having one of thse nights where everything is moving in slow motion. i'm only 21 but it seems like life hasn't yet begun for me. yes i have grown and es i feel like i was way more open to what the world has to offfer but in another way i am not to happy about getting further and further away from the past. i'm having the moments where im running to try to catch up, but yet i kinda don't think i ever will. i'm in that zone right now wondering why im here, whats my purpose and how to they get the caramel into the milk chocolate??? stardate: decca 25th, 2001 merry christmas christmas came and met me, happy andheathy along site m fellow saturnites. we partied, swapped gifts and had dinner with our families. life doesn't get much better then that!! stardate: janni 7th, 2002 silence fell upon us all i have gotten some horrible news and i know it was that a friend of mine had died. which was to horrible for me to really understand. being that he was only 21, he was supposed to live and have a family and i was supossed to see him at our grade school reunion and laugh and say " you haven't changed a bit!" that was not only taken away from us, but he left behind a great family and a awesome twin brother. Who i really had no clue what to say to. dealing with that was soooooo horrible, i'm still in disbelief, not because we were soooooooo tight, but because it makes me really understand that life isn't promised to us. Myself and my friends went though a period where we were just calling eachother and making sure we were ok. kinda scared that if we called and they didnt answer that something was wrong. it sounds childish but we had just lost one of our friends a few months earlier so to be hit with another death was heart wrenching. stardate: janni 25th girls night out, nah, nah night out tee-hee if you remember the song girls night out by Pebbles then your truly a kid of the late 80's early 90's. anypooh im trying toget back to notmal day stuff. each day getting better and better, each day bringing more happiness to my world. Forgetting is not sweet sorrow, but remembering sure is. thank god for video yearbooks, cause they captur you and your friends at your best, with horrible clothes on, and bad hair sytles, but it also catches all the smiles that you gave so effortlessly to anyone and everyone. stardate: janni 30th, 2002 turn out the light, but don't turn out your heart somewhere b e t w e e n the procrastination.... and the homework..... and the incessant forwards..... and the friendships..... and the calls to each other complaining about crushes!!...... Somewhere b e t w e e n the phone calls to old friends..... And the "I miss you's", the "I love you's"....... And the "What are we doing tonight's?"..... And somewhere b e t w ee n all of the changing,growing... Somewhere b e t w e e n the classes........ And the skipping classes...... And the studying for tests.......And the pretending to study for tests....... And the downright NOT studying for tests... I forgot.......... I forgot what high school is all about. I forgot what it meant to cry....... I forgot that pretending to be happy doesn't make you happy........... And that pretending to be smart doesn't make you smart ............ I forgot that you can't just forget the past in fear of the future.......... I forgot that you can't control falling in love........... And that you can't make yourself fall in love........... I learned that I can love......... I learned that it's okay to mess up......... And it's okay to ask for help......... And it's okay to feel like crap......... I learned it's okay to complain and whine to all your friends for a whole day........ I learned that sometimes the things you want most you just can't have. I learned that the greatest thing about high school isn't the parties or the DRiNKiNG or the hook-ups... It's the friendships, which means taking chances........ I learned that sometimes the things we want to forget are the things which we most need to talk about.......... I learned that letters from friends are the most important things.And that sending cards to your friends makes you feel better. But, basically, I just learned that my friends........ Both o l d and new......... Are the most important people to m e in the world. AND.......without them, I wouldn't be who I am today..... So this is a thank you to all of my friends. . For always being there. And even if were not on good terms or we have lost touch... I still care for you.. ~Always and forever love all you guys!~ page two Copyright © 2001- 2002 by Saturns Return Inc. All Rights Reserved.