i no longer fear death anymore
cuz all i fear is life 
and all these feelings i abhor
this pain and strain and strife
//and when im 80 will you look at me and love me just the same? 
will i be the person you wanted me to be, or just be lame?
i hope youre happy now
and well be together again somehow.
and when im 80 you will look at me and love me//
you were so brave and kind and nice,
considerate and sweet
you helped me love myself and others
no one else could compete
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your smile lit up my day, you always helped me find a way
you listened and you shared, you loved me and you cared
and now youre free from suffering
and all the pain a mortal life can bring
and when im 80 will you look at me and love me? 

ill always be in love with a 16 year old boy.
no one ever in my life could bring me as much joy as when you looked at 
  me and i knew that you loved me
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i dont want to be 80 but i hope that youll still love me
when i am 80 i know that ill still love you
and when im 80 you will look at me and love me