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Tuesday, July 16th

New layout... kept it simple. I've added new quotes, updated the music section, and added a few more pics. Let me explain one of the drawings (you'll know which one I'm talking about if you go look). It's a drawing of a pic of Holli and me. I don't remember what we were doing... haha... but Cameron added his own captions =)

Thursday, July 11th

Hi. How's it going? Ah, good to hear.
Friday I went down to Austin... had fun. Saturday night went to [DARYL] 80's prom, it was great. Tons of bad 80's gear, it was one of the best proms I've been to. Not much has happened this week so far. Got a phone call from an old friend, it was really nice to hear from him. I've missed him. Tonight, I think I'm going to Clearview to see Deathray Davies play.

Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you,
And everything you do,
Yeah, they were all yellow.

I came along,
I wrote a song for you,
And all the things you do,
And it was called 'Yellow.'

So then I took my turn,
Oh what a thing to have done,
And it was all 'Yellow.'

Your skin
Oh yeah, your skin and bones,
Turn into something beautiful,
You know, you know I love you so,
You know I love you so.

I swam across,
I jumped across for you,
Oh what a thing to do.
Cos you were all 'Yellow,'

I drew a line,
I drew a line for you,
Oh what a thing to do,
And it was all 'Yellow.'

Your skin,
Oh yeah your skin and bones,
Turn into something beautiful,
And you know for you,
I'd bleed myself dry for you,
I'd bleed myself dry.
It's true, look how they shine for you.

Tuesday, July 2nd

I came across this in a book... found it interesting. What do you think?

The Rules Of Love, by Andreas Capellanus, 1185.

1. The state of marriage does not necessarily excuse anyone from loving.
2. He who does not feel jealousy is incapable of loving.
3. No one can love two people at the same time.
4. It is well-known that love is either growing or declining.
5. Whatever a lover takes from his lover's will has no savor.
6. A male does not fall in love until he has reached manhood.
7. A mourning of two years for a decease lover is required by the survivor.
8. No one should be prevented from loving save by reason of his or her own death.
9. No one can love save they are compelled by the eloquence of love.
10. Love is acoustomed to be an exile from the house of avarice.
11. It is unseemly to love anyone whom you would be ashamed to marry.
12. A true lover only desires the passionate embraces of his beloved.
13. Love that is made public rarely lasts.
14. Love easily obtained is of little value; difficulty in obtaining it makes it precious.
15. Every lover regularly turns pale in the presence of the beloved.
16. On suddenly catching sight of the beloved, the heart begins to palpitate.
17. A new love drives out the old.
18. A good character alone makes someone worthy of love.
19. If love lessens, it soon fails and rarely recovers.
20. A man in love is always fearful.
21. The feeling of love is always increased by true jealousy.
22. A suspicious lover and the sensation of love is increased.
23. A man tormented by the thought of love, eats and sleeps little.
24. Everything a lover does ends in the thought of the beloved.
25. A true lover considers nothing good but what he thinks will please his beloved.
26. Love can deny nothing to love.
27. A lover cannot have too much of his beloved's consolations.
28. The smallest supposition compels a lover to suspect his beloved of doing wrong.
29. A man troubled by excessive lust does not usually love.
30. A true lover is continually, without interruption, obsessed by the image of his beloved.
31. Nothing forbids one woman being loved by two men, or one man by two women.

Monday, June 24th

She likes to watch the moon as it travels through the sky 'cos she's heard that it's romantic, though she really can't see why. Someone should have helped her through the day. Someone like the moon. So she drinks a cup of coffee & telephones a friend & she asks if she can make it so this night will never end. Someone should have helped her through the day...etc. But the light comes and the day bleeds through the sky & the sun, the sun makes it hard to get through & the radio only plays love songs so she cries, though she knows it's such a bad thing to do. In the evening it gets better & she thinks how it's not right that someone so stupid can so easily screw up your life. Someone should have helped her through the day...etc. But the light came and the day bled through the sky & the sun, the sun made it hard to get through & the radio only played love songs so she cried, though she knew it's such a bad thing to do. Can't you see? Can't you see? Someone should have helped her through the day. Someone like the moon. - Pulp

Sunday, June 23rd

How can one moment you feel all emotions at once and you don't know how you feel... then the next feel completely emotionless... dead inside. Why do I care and get worked up over something between me and someone else. Why should I care anymore? It's over... what's done it done. I'm wasting time, energy, emotions on something that's not going to go anywhere and not make a difference in the slightest. One moment you have everything to do with someones life. They tell you everything. Perfect friends. Then it all seems to disappear once you're not "theirs". But what made you good friends just can't go away. So why does the sharing of each others life have to go with the relationship? Because we're not together anymore doesn't mean we should stop sharing our lives with each other. One day you seem to like my company and we get on like we always do... then the next day you're all weird. I don't fucking get it. I'm confused. I don't if any of this is making sense, I'm just typing as I go.. it's all random.... but then again, it really doesn't matter if it's clear to you. What's the point in caring for someone...they're just going to go away. Why fucking bother with anything anymore? Fuck it all.

I know I'm done... why does it feel like I should keep going? Perhaps I haven't had enough closer. I don't know anything anymore. It's all a blur.

Friday, June 21st

Hi. I'm still alive =) Not much to report. Last night went to Clearview. 1100 Springs weren't too bad for country... the $1 drinks helped =P I woke up before noon... I know, scary.... so I need a nap. Got to rest up for work and more than likely I'll head back to Clearview to see I Love Math.

Ok... the end.

Tuesday, June 11th

If you look over to your left, you'll see that I've added an "events" link... so click on it and see what happens.

This past weekend was pretty laid back for me. Friday night, just sat around watching movies. Saturday, went to see Chomsky at Trees... rocked as usual. Doosu opened for them, I can't say I cared for them too much. The guys have great voices, it's just a shame the music sucked. I liked them better when they were the Jump Rope Girls. Sunday, went over to a friends house to watch Adult Swim... haha gotta love Sealab. Monday night I cut Holli's hair. Then we headed to Bennigans for fries and drinks. After that a few games of really bad pool. I would like to see Guided By Voices tonight, but I'm poor.. *shrug* what can you do?

What I'm I listening to right now? I thought you'd never ask =) It would be the New Pornographers. Great album.

Music section has been updated.

Alright... till next time. Later.

Saturday, June 8th

"If you want to improve - be content being thought as foolish and stupid"

Thursday, June 6th

What's wrong with these mothers killing their children... yes, you brought them into this world, but it doesn't mean you can take them out. For christ sakes, if you don't want them give them to someone who does. I was at work the other day and this woman came in with like a billion kids. Of course they're running around playing, that's what they do. She's just smacking them around and yelling at them. Seriously, if you can't control them... don't have them. It's called birth control... duh. I don't have any children of my own, so I can't tell you how to raise them.. but come on.. this shit falls under common sense.

Thank you. Have a great day.