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New Era

August 2004 - August 2005

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You are my harmony
You sound so good with me
We sound too good to be
    never in the same song

Your name should be the title of this song
I blame you for ending all of whats wrong
I blame you for making me smile so long

Lets make a chord that sounds just right
    and hold those notes all day and night


Forever
Ill change forever
Theres no avoiding
my life evolving

Discover
our minds together
We're living a dream
that I dreamed before I knew you


I get up every morning to
know youre up every morning too

Warmth I receive from you
makes me believe that you
are always above the horizon,
no matter what number the hands are on

Your blonde rays and blue eyes...
I have to squint youre so gorgeous
Even when youve set at night
my heart remains just as bright
My sunshine


Im falling
Im falling right at your finger tips,
begging wont you steal my heart today?

So call me
wake me
stall me
fake me
Do whatever it takes
to steal my heart today

Lock your eyes right on mine
My life just began with this rush
Feel my heart skip a beat
Misery will rest for this rush


The bees are still searching
but I found my honey,
forgot about money,
forgot about fear.

Forgot about life
that just flies through each year.

As long as the bees are still working,
as long as the world keeps on spinning
will you please stay here,
and help me pass time?


For some reason I think I forgot...
that a world existed outside of
where I was,
what was right in front of me:
That same smile
that makes me unaware of the backround
everytime I recall of it.
everytime I recall of it.

For some reason I think I want...
to be oblivious of everything except
where I was,
what was right in front of me
that same world i get lost in
that puts beside all surroundings
everytime I think about it.
everytime I think about it.

Remind me.
Youre the only one that can
remind me


Ive traced all of my cries
back to the first day I lied
to myself.

The truth is I survived
knowing that someday lies would die
and honest would pry
into myself

Every night Id reconstruct
what I was like before drugs struck
and realized it would be luck
if morning I was not still stuck
outside the truth
that tried to be
inside the life
that was once me.

Today I tried
to tell a lie
and fake my mind
about my life
but realized
that if I tried
to tell myself
the truth tonight
I know Id cry
cuz Id realize
the next sunrise
this trap would die,
these last 2 years
would pass on by
and once again
Id be alive


Its always trying to pull me back
This force shows itself
Tempts me
I was friends with it for so long
that I almost miss it

Reaching its hands out
It wants me to touch them
"Just touch one," it says,
"Leave the crowd that surrounds you
Dont tell a soul what youre up to
Get in your car
Drive away
Find me
Ill shoot you to space
We'll let music decide which way
to go"

This darkness is still visible and clear
like im wearing sunglasses
I still see life through them
But I know Ive changed
and should not go back
Even still, its right there

I want to get rid of it forever...
yet being bad feels so good


The more you wait
the more the hole burns in your heart

You dont realize that if they knew of your guilt,
if they saw the puddles your eyes created,
they would put on a raincoat
and jump in them
just so the water would splash on you
and cleanse your mind,
cleanse your soul

But for now its always raining
just for you
No one else has an umbrella

If you would just put it down and let the rain hit you,
i'd face the pain with you

The clouds will then give up
cuz theyd know that you looked up
and realized youre stronger than them

CoNFeSsIoN


Will I ever stop justifying
the mistakes I do?
the bad things I say
to you?

Excuses are lies to yourself
Put a blindfold on and walk around
Your mind will rationalize
everything your eyes
cannot see

Every justification you make
is blinding you from your mistakes


If you talk behind my back I will cut you off
Cut you off from
my feelings
my thoughts
my world

If you judge me for who I am I will rebel
Rebel against
your feelings
your thoughts
your world


Why do we always ask ourselves "why"?
What if we told "what if" goodbye?
Would we live for today,
or would we dwell in what is to come?

Too much
thinking
we have
done

Seeking
present
is more
fun


Did you ever notice that someone with a secret is someone with power?
Everyone wants to know your secret, and would do anything to know it
Everyone has a secret, so everyone has power

Would you care more if
I knew of a secret about you that no one else knew,
or a secret about me that you didnt know?

Why dont we all try to figure out everyone's secrets?
Are we too scared to ask?

Does friendship know all secrets?

If I wanted to know your secrets,
would you think that I care about our friendship,
or would you think that I just want to experience your power


Love is a real feeling
But nothing has ever felt as real
as when youre mad at me

I cant take it
I cant fake it

Ive lost what I confide in
Where do I go?
Who do I turn to?


I wont let you fall
down like I did

You helped me back up
Ill never forget

You
Ill never forget You


Sometimes I wish...
I wish for nothing else,
because You are everything I need


Can we do only certain things during one time of day?

Ive drank in the afternoon
Ive been depressed in the morning...

Whatever you want to do
Whenever you want to do it:
Do it

For the only way you yourself will know not to do something
is by figuring it out yourself
and figuring yourself out

What do you do inbetween important and necessary times?
Chase your dreams...
Listen to your thoughts...
Its the only way youll succeed
Its the only way youll accept yourself...

'Till I collapse I will chase my dreams
'Till I lose I will try to win
my mind and my heart
the only way to start
living


Just as soon as we walk in
our mouths stop moving
Reserved like were in a library
we keep our thoughts to ourselves
so that everyone can stare at each other
and realize there is no point to whisper
what everyone is thinking

The one who walks in with no style or looks
gets stared at until a seat is taken
We are a bunch of hawks
staring down our prey
so that our self-esteem can devour them
and climb one more step
to be the most important person in the room

What we mind sticks to our fear
What we fear sticks to our mind


Energy flows straight through my mind
like spaceships shoot up through the sky
everytime you simply,
just walk by

Why is my mind so inspired?
I dont ever get tired
everytime you are simply
just near by

The time that I spend with you
beats to the minute
that held sixty seconds of a happy life.
My life changes every beat
Can you be involved in each one?

Let me explain
Ill paint a real clear picture for you
Then you'll look at the colors
and realize that each one reminds me of you.
All the colors
All the shine
Everything
All the time


You can discover a lot through someone's eyes

I looked into my eyes through the mirror
I wanted to see what you see
when you look at me,
and I saw my eyes looking back at me.

My eyes were glass shaded blue.
I pulled up the blinds,
my mind reflected a light.

The light showed me a picture
of myself looking into my mind.
As the world moved on,
I stopped my mind's time.

The image was sent back into my mind
as I created a memory
of distorting time.

I watched myself create a memory,
but as I look back,
the only thing I remember...

was the light that showed me a picture
of myself looking into my mind..
As the world moved on,
I stopped my mind's time.
The image was sent back into my mind
as I created a memor
of distorting time.
I watched myself create a memor,
but as I look back,
the only thing I remember....

is the world that moved on,
as I stopped my mind's time.
The image was sent back into my mind
as I created a memo
of distorting time.
I watched myself create a memo,
but as I look back,
the only thing I remember...

was the image that was sent back into my mind
as I created a mem
of distorting time.
I watched myself create a mem,
but as I look back,
the only thing I remember...

was that I watched myself create a m,
but as I look back,
the only thing I remember...

was that I looked back
The only thing I remember...
The only thing that I rem
The only thing that
The only thi
The onl
The
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Time
Time wi
Time will er
Time will erase y
Time will erase your
Time will erase your mind
Try to stop your time, you must
Look into the hourglass of your eyes


If an object has color in a black and white world
then it is considered beautiful

I could take a paintbrush
and try to color in
a black and white portrait of you,
but the color would only stay within your profile
The rest of the paint would fall off the canvas
to the ground

Forever colorful you will remain
Forever beautiful spells out your name


Im going to write you a song
so I can show you how I feel
to have you in my life
Youre everything that defines what its like
Everything about you tells me why
my sadness was like clouds in the sky
Cuz ever since the first time I saw you
those clouds have been replaced by a blue
The blue sky that Ive always dreamed
The cloudless surreal epiphany

Everytime I think you jade my thoughts
Everytime I walk I have been caught
by my own mind
reminding me that
theres not one single moment passed
that I could not have related with that
of a man who knows he is complete,
of a man who knows every heartbeat
will always be walking the same street
that you are and all thats inbetween

You are the companion of my life
You are the reason that I have life
Without you I would have died
Died from the evil I used to try

Away: August 2005 - May 2006

everything written by Jason Beers