Diana Ah Naid

Track Listing

Socially Defunct

I don’t want to walk before I run

I’m as simple as I am

I can’t even stand

Try to hold a conversation and I’m lost before I start

Stealing the silences again

I don’t want to talk to anyone

These days I’m social on my own

It’s much more fun alone

I get more done at home, and I

Don’t have to look real good and now it’s

Okay to be rude, I think you’re right

You were not half through, but it’s not that bad without you

it’s not that bad without you (x2)

I don’t wanna wait for anyone

I think I’d rather walk alone

I don’t know where I’m going

Try to hold on to a sense of direction

And I’m lost before I start

Can’t find my way again

It’s not that bad without you (x2)

It’s not the only way to be

I only want you to understand

It’s not the easy way

Maybe you and I have changed

And there’s not much left to say

It’s just the way I am

It’s just the way I

It’s not the only way to be

I only want you to understand

It’s not the easy way

Maybe you and I have changed

And there’s not much left to say

It’s just the way I am

Without you

It’s not that bad without you (x3)

Perfect Family

how do we go halves in a dog or a house at the beach?

How do you intend to make this all up to me?

What if love is just like war, with no-one to clean the mess?

What if we hold court and I invite my relatives?

Ch: I thought this was it for me

We got a house and a colour tv

We’ll have a dog instead of a kid

We’ll be the perfect family

What’s the reason we broke up?

Weren’t we trying hard enough?

Now I’ve had to sell the ring

Just to pay for everything

How did it go wrong with all the promises we made?

How do you take back all the things you said and never meant?

What if there’s no right and we’ve been fighting for a wrong?

What if you had known we wouldn’t get along?

Repeat Ch.

I gave you the best of me and now I want it back

Who am I to question what is fair in love and war?

They were your cds but it was me who bought the stack

Now I just want half of everything to get you back

Repeat Ch.

Love Song for a Girl

she’s slightly crooked, but I like it, for

what’s underneath

she hogs the bed

and talks in her sleep

her room’s like one big pillow you can

dive right into if you dare,

but she’s usually there

she’ll make you wish you were her,

or wish she were dead

she has the most peculiar effect on men and me

and I’m a few days older

I’m like her sister

Only I fell so easy

this is a love song for a girl, this is for a girl (or variations, x4)

she’s a butter babe

she’s a crumpet queen

she’s everything I’m not, but

we’re sharing

and she drives around the countryside

with me in a tour bus and we’re

telling jokes and laughing out the window

and I remember screaming my face off on her shoulder

and I think I died in her arms once or twice

and whenever I need her

she knows and she’s there

before I am

just like supergirl in disguise

this is a love song for a girl, this is for a girl (x4)

I couldn’t sleep before dawn

She didn’t mind

And we’d find so many crazy things to do

To pass the time

We’d leave the curtains drawn so

We wouldn’t sleep too long

And sometimes I’d face the day

Or she would drive me into town

And I look up to her, because she’s

Clever

I follow her around

Cos she’s me on a good day

And I watch her real close cos

She’s so pretty, and

I hear everything she has to say

Piece of Me

I don’t know what we did last night

I hardly recall

I don’t remember your name

You should have slept on the floor

I was awake when you left

Creeping ‘round my bed

Now I’ve got a headache and you’ve got a girlfriend

Wants me to keep it quiet, well

What does that mean

I can keep it from her if you can keep it from me

You said I was a good fuck

I’m surprised that you’d know

You grew up like a drunk with two seconds to blow

And I played the part

I did what you asked

I dunno who you thought you were or who you thought I was

Wants me to keep it quiet, well

What does that mean

I can keep it from her if you can keep it from me

Wants me to keep it quiet, well

What does that mean

I can keep it from her if you can keep it from me

A little piece of meat

Piece of meat

A little piece of meat

Well all my friends say ‘you did it again’

They say ‘damn, you’re stupid,

You’re a sucker for pain.’

But I can keep it under my breath

I won’t ever mention it

I guess I can put it all down to experience

‘if you can keep it quiet’

Well, what does that mean

I can keep it from her if you can keep it from me

you say ‘keep it quiet’

Well, what does that mean

I can keep it from her if you can keep it from me

A little piece of meat

I don’t know what we did

I don’t remember at all

I don’t know your name

You should’ve slept on the floor

I was awake when you left

Creeping round and round my bed

And now you’ve got a girlfriend and I’ve got a splitting head

I can keep it quiet, oh

What does that mean

I can keep it from her if you can keep it from me

Piece of meat, OF MEAT

Piece of meat

PIECE OF MEAT

Short Song

what if I died on an aeroplane

would it take my fear away

what if I died at a football game

would I make the front page

will I see lights, will I be free

will I be there with god and me

will I be famous now

or what if it doesn’t matter, anyhow

what if I died while I masturbate

well I’d be disowned and disgraced

what if I died on heroin

would somebody get a raise

remember when I said it’s okay if I’m dead

remember when I said it’s okay

what if I died of an STD

and I’m never on late TV

what if I’m not on Letterman, or Oprah Winfrey

what if I die at a masquerade and no-one knows my name

what if I’m gay and I died of AIDS

what if it’s okay?

I Don't Think I'm Pregnant

I don’t read books but

I know you do

I walked into a bookstore

Thinking of you

It was early in the morning, and I’m not sure yet

I was feeling sick but I don’t think I’m pregnant

I feel like talking

If I thought I had some money –

If I’d leave in half an hour I’d go see somebody

I don’t watch TV

Unless I’m lonely

I don’t like junk food but it reminds me of you

And it’s cold in this city

I’m lost and accidentally been away too long

I don’t like the road I’m on

I don’t feel like walking if I‘ve got nowhere to go

Don’t wanna find somewhere to stay if I still have to sleep alone

Why should I bother any more

You only get what you paid for

I’ll leave a message on your phone but I won’t wait for you to call

Maybe we should talk

I don’t think I am

pregnant any more

Maybe we should talk

I don’t think I am pregnant any more

I feel like talking

If I thought I had some money –

If I’d leave in half an hour I’d go see somebody

No-one listens any more

You only get what you paid for

I’ll leave a message on your phone but I won’t wait for you to call

Maybe we should talk

I don’t think I am

pregnant any more

Maybe we should talk

I don’t think I am pregnant any more

Forola

every tree has your face

though the water tries to erase your name

my dreams are just the same

I could be touched

but it isn’t like you

find myself crying the night time through

wish that my pillow could lie

tell me you’re here by my side

how could I leave

I know you grieve for me

so many tears to remember the laughter you gave

always on my mind

like a book with one page

I didn’t mean to treat you so cruel

I wasn’t sure of what I was doing

now it’s all done, now it’s all said

you know I felt the same as you did

you were so strong

I was so wrong

I can’t believe my naivety

you kept your cool

though I was a fool

walked through the rain of stupidity

you were so strong, it all seems different now you’re gone

you went away so long

and now I know I was so -

I didn’t mean to treat you so cruel

I wasn’t sure of what I was doing

now it’s all done, now it’s all said

you know I felt the same as you did

you were so strong

I was so wrong

I can’t believe my naivety

you kept your cool

though I was a fool

walked through the rain of stupidity

you were so strong, it all seems different now you’re gone

you went away so long

and now I know I was so wrong

you were so strong

it all seems different now you’re gone

you went away so long

and now I know I was so wrong

You Don't Have to Take It

taking on the world

junked out boyfriend – and you

making a statement while all your friends are making it through school

without you

thought you wanted a little piece of mind

and you didn’t know how to make it

we thought you were already fine

but you don’t have to take it from him any more

you don’t have to take it from him

you don’t have to take it from him any more

he’s not your type

you can readjust yourself to his way of life

but he’s not your type

everybody wants to flirt with danger

but why’d you have to stand so close to it

I don’t think it’s brave or noble

I know what you mean when you say you’re sick

he’s not your type and you were mine before you two met

when’re you gonna realise that you don’t have to take it

from him any more

you don’t have to take it from him

you don’t have to take it from him any more

you don’t have to take it

he’s not your type

you can readjust yourself to his way of life

but he’s not your type

taking on the world

junked out boyfriend – and you

making a statement while all your friends are making it through school

without you

thought you wanted a little piece of mind

and you didn’t know how to make it

we thought you were already fine

and you don’t have to take it from him any more

you don’t have to take it from him

you don’t have to take it from him any more

he’s not your type

you can readjust yourself to his way of life

but he’s not your type

he’s not your type

he’s not your type

you can readjust yourself to his way of life

but he’s not your type

Don't Believe in Love

what would it take

for me

to convince you

I’m not like all the other girls you’ve known

And before we get it all confused

And you jump to all the wrong conclusions

It doesn’t have to mean

That much

Would you like to meet in a month

Accidentally hold hands at the end of the pier

Kiss and walk back again

Watch the world disappear

Make a wish on a friend

I hope you find her somewhere

I hear you don’t believe in love

what do you hold on to

If you don’t believe in love

what do you hold on to

I hear you don’t believe in love

if you don’t believe in love

what do you hold on to?

What can I say

To even dare try to explain

I don’t know any better than you

This is all new

I’ve got a bet with a friend who says

You won’t want to see me again and I wonder

what you think

‘Cause I bet everything

would you like to meet in a bar

you could stand me up and then make it all right

we’ll take the long way home

you could tell me while you’re going

just one night alone and I will

wake you in the morning

I hear you don’t believe in love

what do you hold on to

If you don’t believe in love

what do you hold on to

I hear you don’t believe in love

I hear you don’t believe in love

What do you hold on to?

Aren’t you lonely, it’s so sad

You’re so scared to love me back

Aren’t you lonely, it’s so sad

You’re so scared to love me…

…back

I hear you don’t believe in love

what do you hold on to

If you don’t believe in love

what do you hold on to

I hear you don’t believe in love

I hear you don’t believe in love

What do you hold on to?

What would it take

For me

To convince you

I’m not like all the other girls

You’ve known

Blues Singer

I’m not a blues singer

I don’t like to be classified

I’m not a blues singer

I just get blue sometimes

This time

I’m not here to stay

I don’t believe you

And What you say

Are you so sure

Remember we’ve been here before

This time I won’t do it alone

You stare

Through me all the time

Pretending to be blind

Ignorance is a crime

You’re guilty and so am I

It’s not right

You’re guilty and so am I

And I don’t think it’s right

I’m not a blues singer

I don’t like to be classified

I’m not a blues singer

I just get blue sometimes

You’re right

I’m wrong

You decide

Maybe I’m the one who’s out of line

I’m stealing your excuse

I never had a reason to lose

I’m stealing your excuse

I never had a reason to lose

But this time, I do

I’m not a blues singer

I don’t like to be classified

I’m not a blues singer

I just get blue sometimes

You’re a blues junkie

You’re a top ball monkey (?)

Masterplan

you’ve got to understand

I don’t have some kind of master plan

I’ve got some ideas and a little attitude

I don’t have that much up on you

You say I’m hard to deal with

I don’t think you try

I’m not that hard to satisfy

You say I’ve changed but it’s a lie

I am just busy getting by

So what

So, what’s it to you

so what

I don’t mean to be rude, but

So what

So, what’s it to you

I accept your criticism

I take all that you give

I respect your cynicism

Take it all out on me

And it’s funny, what you say

But nobody takes you serious anyway

and it’s funny, for all your friends

why are you the only one not laughing?

So what

So, what’s it to you

so what

I don’t mean to be rude

So what

So, what’s it to you

so what

I don’t mean to be rude, but

So what

So, what’s it to you

so what

I don’t mean to be rude, but

So what

So, what’s it to you

You’ve got to understand

I’ve got no master plan

There’s still no great ideas or anything

Besides, I’m still busy getting by

So what

So, what’s it to you

Wicca Basket

finding god in a wicca basket

passed around like a bucket of food

she’s hungry, but she’s been

starving before and still refuses

she handles situations like an expert

no-one ever has to help her

doesn’t mind hanging out with me

says sometimes she gets lonely

she says she’s never felt like this

she likes to be in trouble

but only as a team

she says that together we could get our way out of anything

she has a ‘B’ in survival

taught me everything she fought to know

takes to the city like a playground ride

says she thinks I’m alright

she says she’s never felt like this

I like the way she walks barefoot

And how she smells of flowers and dirt

And when she touches me I think she’s right

God is in a wicca basket

finding god in a wicca basket

passed around like a bucket of food

she’s hungry, but she’s been

starving before and still refuses

she handles situations like an expert

no-one ever has to help her

doesn’t mind hanging out with me

says sometimes she gets lonely

she says she’s never felt like this

I like the way she walks barefoot

And how she smells of flowers and dirt

And when she touches me I think she’s right

God is in a wicca basket

Paper Hat

if all was said between us just as we thought it for once

you’d understand me

you’d be a lot more friendly

and I’m just speechless all of a sudden

you ask if I’m okay

I had a really bad day

you’d wanna have a better reason than that

I said I would share my paper hat

if walls could smile, they’d be just like me I guess

‘cos I’m not all that talkative you may have noticed

so if I have something to say

you might want to really concentrate

otherwise you’ll miss it

you’d wanna have a better reason than that

I said I would share my paper hat

you say you’d be my king if I was a queen, well I am

so good at pretending

and I fought so hard

but now I’m giving in

so we can share this paper hat I’m wearing

if all was said between us just as we thought it for once

you’d understand me

you’d be a lot more friendly

and I’m just speechless all of a sudden

you ask if I’m okay

I had a really bad day

you’d wanna have a better reason than that

I said I would share my paper hat

you say you’d be my king if I was a queen, well I am

so good at pretending

and I fought so hard

but now I’m giving in

so we can share this paper hat I’m wearing

SECRET TRACK! Little Fux

I can walk in your footsteps, wet on the rocks before me

I could fall and you would catch me

I sit on the mattress

swing you underneath me

head over heart

listen to you breathing

I lay in the water

want you to take the tide with me

It’s making me crazy, they’re still biting

I hear we found a spot that was round and soft

I tried to dive in your eyes

and got distracted, I

see that look creep on your face again

I never thought anything could take my mind off you

It’s amazing what those skies could do

your eyes tell me where you’d rather be

making it through with me

I can sit in your wet glance

shy on my skin before you turned a second ago

you were smiling while the temperature’s rising

(why) don’t we try a cold cave

hope they don’t like the change

It’s unpredictable but here I am again in the rain

on a slippery surface in a strange place

other things to do

other things to say

see that look creep on your face again

I never thought anything could take my mind off you

It’s amazing what those skies could do

your eyes tell me where you’d rather be

making it through with me

I sit on the mattress

swing you underneath me

head over heart

listen to you breathing

see that look creep on your face again

I never thought anything could take my mind off you

It’s amazing what those skies could do

your eyes tell me where you’d rather be

making it through with me

your eyes tell me where you’d rather be

making it through with me