Forgive me. You didn’t deserve this.
But when you entered my life
all the loves I ever loved
resolved themselves into you.
All the sexy clothes so enticingly
worn by all the lithesome girls
their eyes so sparkling bright
offering endless delights;
all the lips pursed and poised to be kissed,
all the lingering looks ignored,
all life’s secrets gone unexplored~~
all these and more I give now to you.
All the soft words never spoken
to all the pretty girls thus forsaken
I speak now to you.
All the times in my life
I refused to cry,
all the held back tears
over all the many years
I cry now for you.
All the words of all the songs
I never sang to all the loves
I might have loved and did not.
All the tunes I did not whistle
all the manly scheming
upon pretty woman‘s soft flesh
now I give to you.
All the love I hoarded for so long
fearfully, secretly alone in my soul
all the years of my life now resolved
as I openly announce for you.
I cannot stop writing.
I cannot stop this crying.