what the ---- is wrong with you people?! so what if i made a few mistakes in the past? the reason i told you was i thought you would understand, and i trusted you to accept the fact without judging me!!!! you all thought that i was such a nice little girl, and never thought that i would do something like this?! well then stop thinking!!! I told my supposed "best friend" my deepest secret, and when she started lecturing, i turned my back on her and left. so what does she turn around and do?! tell the whole world what a bad child i am!!! and its not even all that bad if you all knew the things she's told me she's done!!! but do you know any of the things she's told me?! no! and why don't you? because she told me it was a secret!!! and so when people point fingers at me, judging me, hating me, for one little fact about me, i will point a finger back at them, but not the thumb, the index, the ring, or the pinky...its the finger you put up when you just don't give a ---- about the world no more, because almost everyone you thought loved you turned around and laughed at you!!!
i'm not a bad girl, i try my hardest to be the best little girl in the world, but that doesn't mean i don't have a temper!!! I don't have the patience to deal with these cocky b----es!!! they all label me for an angel, so as i rip that label into shreds, i declare to the world that i am not the kind little girl i used to be...no, i am now a young, b--chy woman who will no longer hide in her little corner, watching the world in scared, wide open eyes...no one will ever tell me to express my feelings, but vice versa. all the bottled anger is popping the cork, and out explodes bitter red blood, filling the room with anger...that is what i see in my dreams now...
