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Have ya ever been stabbed a thousand times... in your heart?
Have ya ever been hit by a freight train?
Have ya ever been blinded by love and tossed aside?
If ya have, then you would know why this girl cries tonight.
When you love someone more than life and you try, try, try to
Show him that he means so much to ya,
cause without him your life would be empty,
an unfulfillment like the one you can only
experience in your deepest nightmares.
Now I've experienced the dark side of my life,
the one I cannot escape from,
the complete blackout of my existence,
not only for missing the man I love,
but the man that completes my puzzle.
I never asked for big things out of my life,
and when everything seemed to be going according to plan,
then maybe, just maybe, it wasn't my turn
to get what I should have.
A man to love, a man to take care of.
Every night I cry, I can't stop the tears;
I can't mend this broken heart.
Maybe I am just making a big deal out of everything.
Would that explain why I end up crying every night?
Or get that lump in my throat whenever I see lovers together.
Nope, I am not the one meant to experience these pleasures out of life.
Not me, not here, not now. Yet, I am grateful about my life,
with all the twists and turns, tumbles, deceptions, contradictions, dilemmas,
I have a fair life, a good Life,
I enjoyed living those moments that I will always
hold close to my heart.
But, even thou I enjoyed living those moments
My life without you is incomplete you are the ultimate
supreme fulfillment of my every dream.
The hours creep; my loneliness runs very deep;
my heart, dear love, can only weep - while I'm awake -
while I'm asleep for my life has lost all color.
How much I truly miss you my words alone cannot express;
for deep within my heart is the greatest emptiness.
But I don't know if you want to hear
the reasons and experiences of my soul.
You just should know that these are a few of the reasons
why this lady cries tonight.
I am only me, that is all that I can be
No more, No less, don't second guess
I love, I laugh, I live and cry,
I've wished at times, that I could die,
Some days I'm funny, others I'm not,
sometimes I'm in overdrive and can't stop.
I am a loyal and honest friend,
You know that I'll be there until the end.
I am a mom/dad, my child is my greatest gift,
The smile on his face always gives me a lift.
I'm romantic, sensual , sexual, and passionate too,
to the love of my life, I'll share this with you.
I can be sweet an shy or sassy an bold,
I'm quite a handful, or so I've been told.
I'm not perfect, I do have my faults
like when I get scared I put up walls.
Or I'm not as forgiving, as I'd sometimes like to be.
My logic is all my own, at times misunderstood,
because I don't always do things for my own good.
I have many facets, like a diamond you see,
I am only me, and thats all I can be.
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As we drift apart because of our circumstances,
We let go a love so strong and full of romance.
I can't live without you.
This I never denied and will say it till my last
breathe is gone. I love you now and always.
I know someday we will be back into each others arms.
Reuniting what we had that was so deep and warm
A love like ours will someday come again to stay...
