Lived too long now you've come to take me Lived too long and waited to just drown Want to be your solider Only book that I own is called 'how to lose' Lived too long and waited to find Want to be your solider I can’t fight it No more maybes Yeah, I'm a freak of nature If only I could be as cool as you Body and soul, I'm a freak, I’m a freak Try to be different Yeah, I'm a freak of nature I don't really know If only I could be as cool as you Body and soul, I'm a freak, I’m a freak Body and soul, I'm a freak, I’m a freak Freak Need to ask a question C'mon abuse me more I like it Well I don't think you like me C'mon abuse me more I like it C'mon abuse me more I like it Throw the sailors overboard C'mon abuse me more I like it Throw the sailors overboard Throw the sailors overboard Gonna be a liar? Gonna be a liar? Gonna be a while? Lie to me You've never wanted to know me before Couldn't care less if I died right now Need a pathway need a guide Do you? Burn ,a name="#6">Cemetery Need a change I may be late I live in a cemetery Here's your warning I live in a cemetery I live in a cemetery I live in a cemetery I live in a cemetery I live in a cemetery I live in a cemetery Could've been like before Make your mind Wanted to pretend he's dead Make your mind All this and more Let me know if it's Make your mind All this and more All this and more < a name="#8"> Pop Song For Us Rejects Addiction's held you back Since your life was over Now I gotta dump you You're state of mind's improved Since your life was over Now I gotta dump you You died yesterday I wanted to be friends with her too Take the time to learn to hate You betrayed all the trust I gave you I wanted to be friends with her too Take the time to learn to hate As you pump drugs into your bloodstream Take the time to learn to hate Sinking through dark black holes Take another picture off the wall Each day ends quicker Take another drawer out from the shelf Though you had the world at your feet Brain's a square of grass On petrol and chlorine Had the perfect job called life On petrol and chlorine < a name="#11"> Roses Drained as drained can be Smelling dead roses Take your mind with you Smelling dead roses But I won't fall down Smelling dead roses But I won't fall down Laying lost and wounded Head's a crying wasteland His father beats him Head's a crying wasteland As he lies wounded His head's a crying wasteland To see what I can lose again No < a name="#13"> The Closing Welcome to the closing Come again I'm all alone while you're having fun And you know that you can't see my pain Come again I'm all alone while you're having fun Me and shame are the same Me and pain are the same Come again I'm all alone while you're having fun Welcome to the closing
To a place where I can die
Lost my soul, lost my confidence in me
Can't be something but I'll try
In my self pity I keep falling down
Want to be your slave
I have no pride in myself
Pick a chapter, I know them all, just choose
A place where I can die
Lost my soul, lost my confidence in me
Give me something but I'll try
Want to be your slave
I have no pride in myself
That's how I behave
I can’t fight it
I can’t fight it
I can’t fight it
Wait
Your baby's got rabies
Sitting on a ball
In the middle of the Andes
Yeah, I'm a freak
As cool as you
Body and soul, I'm a freak, I’m a freak
Well get a different disease
Seems it's in fashion
To need the cold sore cream
Yeah, I'm a freak
How to put on a 'cool' show
As boring as they come
Just tell me where to go
As cool as you
As cool as you
As cool as you
Body and soul, I'm a freak, I’m a freak
Body and soul, I'm a freak, I’m a freak
Freak
Freak
Freak
Calling out my name
Nothing seems to bother
Wish I had a clue
Well I hate you as well
No one seems to like you
Wish I couldn't tell
C'mon keep talking 'cause it's true
C'mon keep talking 'cause it's true
Throw the sailors overboard
Throw the sailors overboard
Throw the sailors overboard
C'mon keep talking 'cause it's true
Throw the sailors overboard
Throw the sailors overboard
Throw the sailors overboard
Throw the sailors overboard
Throw the sailors overboard
Throw the sailors overboard
Lie to me
Gonna be a liar?
Lie to me
Gonna be a liar?
Lie to me
Yeah
Lie to me
Gonna be a liar?
Lie to me
Gonna be a liar?
Lie to me
Gonna be a liar?
Lie to me
Lie to me
Gonna be a while?
Lie to me
Gonna be a while?
Lie to me
Gonna be a while?
Lie to me
Lie to me
Lie to me
Lie to me
Lie to me
Lie to me
Little or no association
Leave me alone, I want to live
Stop sucking the blood right out of me
Who am I?
I don't know, you tell me
You seem to know everything else
Contemplating suicide
Wish I could be like you
You say you care, but do you?
Not to imitate
But to irritate
All the ones who hate
Always seem to get the wrong date
Well, I guess it's fate
Full of good will and integrity
You see, I have no specialty
I'll give you click, click, boom
I need a change
Not to imitate
But to irritate
I need a change
Not to imitate
But to irritate
I need a change
Not to imitate
But to irritate
I need a change
Not to imitate
But to irritate
I need a change
Not to imitate
But to irritate
Could've had to lock the door
Let the door, let the door swing
Only one
Only one to let the door
Didn't have to pretend
Let the door, let the door swing
Only one
Only one to let the door
Makes no sense to me
All this and more
Makes me drown
Let me know if you just might
Let the door, let the door swing
Only one
Only one to let the door
Makes no sense to me
All this and more
Makes no sense to me
Makes no sense to me
All this and more
Makes me drown
But you don't care
'Cause you're on a high again
And it's not fair
Consuming alcohol
While I gotta drive
Take a hit from the drugs you stole
And try to survive
You haven't yet been sober
You have held me back so long
Everything you do is wrong
Continue my life too
I tried to help you
Don't care what you do
But we're still apart
I visited you'd moved
Don't know where to start
Your life's an open cold sore
Got to get out the cream
Now I'm thinking positive
But I know it's a dream
You haven't yet been sober
You have held me back so long
Everything you do is wrong
Continue my life too
I tried to help you
Don't care what you do
You died yesterday
You died yesterday
You died yesterday
So my relationship could be the same as yours
I hated everyone just like you
Hating you should be introduced as a new law
Come and join the mass debate
Take the time, take the time
It's all uphill you've gotta climb
Now I need therapy to hate a little more
You cannot help me to forgive you
The drugs have given you all kinds of different sores
So my relationship could be the same as yours
I hated everyone just like you
Hating you should be introduced as a new law
Come and join the mass debate
Take the time, take the time
It's all uphill you've gotta climb
I sit observing in disgust
Hoping that you will finally come clean
So I don't have to use this gun
Come and join the mass debate
Take the time, take the time
It's all up, its all uphill
It's never gonna end
Open gash in my ribcage
It's never gonna mend
Sinking deeper every time I fall
And my mind gets slower too
As my life just fades away
I wouldn't have a clue
I'm too weak to do it by myself
You could see it I was blind
Had the perfect job called life
You didn't like it you resigned
Growing on petrol and chlorine
You know just what I mean
You didn't like it you resigned
You know just what I mean
On petrol and chlorine
You know just what I mean
Life is gone from me
Drained if drained is free
If only I could breathe
Smelling dead roses
There's no room for two
I can't handle both
Handle both of you
Smelling dead roses
No I won't fall down
But I won't fall down
‘Cause I won't fall down
Smelling dead roses
No I won't fall down
But I won't fall down
‘Cause I won't fall down
Just myself to blame
Have no life and
Being hand-fed pain
Filled with shame
Cried for help before and
Nobody came
No hesitation
His face left dripping
In humiliation
Filled with shame
Cried for help before and
Nobody came
His father turns to clay
A frozen statue
Can't walk away
Filled with shame
Cried for help before and
Nobody came
For being the victim
Not for love what for?
It's easy to be taken
But to say
Leave again
Waste of time
Come again
You have faith while I feel none
Sleep till late to waste half the day
But I'm happy to live this way
But you know that I can see your pain
Leave again
Waste of time
Come again
You have faith while I feel none
Sleep till late to waste half the day
But I'm happy to live this way
Me and shame take the blame
Me and shame take the blame
Leave again
Waste of time
Come again
You have faith while I feel none
Sleep till late to waste half the day
But I'm happy to live this way