Adam's Song

I never thought Iād die alone
I laughed the loudest whoād have known?
I trace the cord back to the wall
No wonder it was never plugged in at all
I took my time, I hurried up
The choice was mine I didnāt think enough
Iām too depressed to go on
Youāll be sorry when Iām gone
I never conquered, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldnāt wait to get outside
The world was wide, too late to try
The tour was over Iād survived
I couldnāt wait till I got home
To pass the time in my room alone
I never thought Iād die alone
Another six months Iāll be unknown
Give all my things to all my friends
Youāll never set foot in my room again
Youāll close it off, board it up
Remember the time that I spilled the cup
Of apple juice in the hall
Please tell mom this is not her fault
I never conquered, rarely came
But tomorrow holds such better days
Days when I can still feel alive
When I canāt wait to get outside 
The world is wide, the time goes by
The tour is over, Iāve survived
I canāt wait till I get home
To pass the time in my room alone