God of Wine

Every thought that I repent, 
There's another chip you haven't spent, 
And you're cashing them all in, 
Where do we begin. To get clean again, 
Can we get clean again. 
I walk home alone with you, And the mood you're born into, 
Sometimes you let me in, And I take it on the chin. 
I can't get clean again. I want to know, Can we get clean again, 
The God of Wine comes crashing through the headlights of a car 
that took you farther than you thought you'd ever want to go, 
We can't get back again, We can't get back again, 
She takes a drink and then she waits, 
The alcohol it permeates, 
And soon the cells give way, And cancels out the day. 
I can't keep it all together, 
I know...I can't keep it all together. 
And the siren's song that is your madness, 
Holds a truth I can't erase, All alone on your face. 
Every glamorous sunrise, Throws the planets out of line, 
A star sign out of whack, A fraudulent zodiac. 
And the God of Wine is crouched down in my room, 
You let me down, I said it, 
Now I'm going down, And you're not even around. 
And I said no... 
I can't keep it all together, 
I know...I can't keep it all together, 
And there's a memory of a window, Looking through I see you. 
Searching for something, I could never give you, 
And there's someone who understands you more than I do. 
A sadness I can't erase. All alone on your face.