How's It Going To Be

I'm only pretty sure that I can't take anymore, 
Before you take a swing, I wonder What are we fighting for, 
When I say out loud, I want to get out of this, I wonder, 
Is there anything I'm going to miss, 
How's it going to be, When you don't know me, 
How's it going to be, When you're sure I'm not there, 
How's it going to be, When there is no one there to talk to about, 
How it's going to be, 'Cause I don't care, 
How's it going to be, 
Where we used to laugh, There's a shouting match, 
Sharp as a thumbnail scratch, 
A silence I can't ignore, 
Like . . The hammocks and the doorways we spent time in, Swing empty, 
don't see lightning like last fall when it was always about to hit me, 
I guess that is how it's going to be 
How's it going to be 
When you don't know me, any more 
How's it going to be 
Want to get myself back in again, 
The soft dive of oblivion. 
Want to taste the salt of your skin 
The soft dive of oblivion