Shut Up

talking too much, I don’t know how to stop
I know I do it, I want to stop
voice too loud, people stare at me, all the time

uncontrolled brain says stop, but I don’t
hurtful things are said, cruel, perhaps insensitive
I didn’t mean that, honestly didn’t mean it

blunt, plain spoken, brutally honest
is this you? Can you stop?
I want to be stoic, want to be cool

I didn’t mean it, you know I didn’t mean it
I’ll stop this time, don’t leave, don’t go,
never again, never again, you know?

I’ll stop, I promise I’ll stop
one more time, just one more time
but I don't know how to stop  

Damn bitch!