Today
Today is a day that makes
me feel sad,
I have a son, this is not bad,
Today, I celebrate another birthday
without him here,
For being with his father
is where he belongs,
this is clear,
But, my heart aches as
each birthday rolls around,
I feel such a fool
to have let him down,
I tried with all my being
to make our lives happy,
but his father always made it unhappy,
I have him in my heart,
and that is where he will
always be a part,
Of my life that feels like a void,
But I love him and that
I can not avoid...........
So, happy birthday my son,
For one day you will find me,
And that part of my life will be done....
© Rø×îé
august 2000
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