Chapter
130
Two Years
Later
Mark and
Trevor Savage were born three months apart, 21 years ago. Since Mark’s father moved his family from
Canterbury to Sheffield when Mark was 5, the two cousins had been virtually
inseparable.
They
experienced everything together – falling off their bikes, fighting over who’s
skateboard was the coolest, arguing over which soccer team was the best,
discovering girls, young lust, young love and first times for everything. Yes, they certainly did grow up together. And boy, did they ever grow up right!
All the lads
wanted to be like them and all the lasses…well….just plain wanted
them! Good looking, popular and
talented – what more could you ask for?
Though close
as brothers, they were as different as night and day. Mark was swaggering, while Trevor was reserved. Mark was shamefully bold, while Trevor was
coyly shy. Mark had sinful green eyes and
knew how to use them, while Trevor was clueless of the power his hazel ones.
Together, they
were a tandem that no other lad in Sheffield could come close to. Now, for the last two years, they had been
apart – on either side of the Atlantic Ocean, yet they were still causing a
stir. Their looks, appeal and talent
had only intesified as they matured.
Their individual fame had indeed skyrocketed!
And they
certainly wasted no time in reaping the benefits of their fame. Trevor purchased a townhouse in Manchester
and kept a flat in London as well.
Mark, being more of the rock star traveler, had a townhouse in London, a
flat in Manhattan and a penthouse apartment in LA so he could keep commitments
on both sides of the ocean. Their
respective careers turned out to be more than they could ever have imagined as
well.
Since Trevor
took over the starting goalie position 2 months into his rookie season, he had
won the hearts of the Manchester fans by the end of it. His superb playing also won the respect of
his peers, the trust of his coaches as well as the starting position for the following
year.
In his second
full year as a starter, Trevor’s astounding skill as a goalie helped Manchester
to post 8 shutouts that season – a team record. His popularity soared and numerous companies were tripping over
themselves to nab Trevor as their spokesperson for their products. He had graced the cover of every soccer and
sports magazine in England, was interviewed by every sports channel and made
various appearances for charitable organizations. And, the train of female company never slowed. Trevor had his pick, whenever and wherever. Life was good being a somebody.
However, not a
day went by that he didn’t think about the girl who loved him when he was a
nobody.
As for Mark,
well….he was your typical rock star with 3 residences, two sports cars, a high
limit credit card and a bevy of young female celebrities to choose from. And Fusion was your typical young, hot
band. Their sophomore album had gone
platinum 5 times and they would up breaking away in the middle of opening up
for Fractured Soul’s tour and was able to headline small venues of their
own.
When the tour
ended, they struck while the iron was hot and took only a couple of months off
before they were back writing and recording their third album before embarking
on their first ever headlining tour, which was just about coming to a
close. Their third album went quadruple
platinum and their shows were sold out.
At the tender age of 21, Mark Savage was a millionaire.
But he wasn’t
too high and mighty to secretly pine for the girl that he had hurt 2 years ago.
In London,
Tara had finished design school and her work portfolio had earned her an entry
level position at a company who designed clothes for Fire ‘n Ice – a line of
20-something clothing that was very popular in England. Her long term goal was to someday make it to
New York City and work names such as Calvin Klein or Vera Wang. However, her secret dream was to have her
own line someday.
But Tara knew
that, wherever she went, she couldn’t get away Mark Savage. If it wasn’t the fact that he was still in
her head after two years, his face was in videos on the music channels, on
posters in every record store, on the cover of Rolling Stone and his drumming
poured over the radio. He flooded her
senses from every angle. She couldn’t
escape him.
She wondered
if she would ever break free.
Emily also
finished up school, majoring in special education. Her heart was touched a year and a half ago when she watched a
charity event which raised money for children who were mentally and physically
challenged. She knew then and there
that helping these children as her career was her calling.
The fact that
Trevor was part of that charity event had nothing to do with it.
The fact that
her heart ached whenever she saw him had nothing to do with it.
The fact that
she kicked herself for not giving him the benefit of one last phone call two
years ago had nothing to do with it.
She was
haunted by the question of whether or not she would’ve been able to forgive him
for what he did. Unfortunately, her
chance was long gone. Trevor was a
celebrity now - the most popular player on the best team in England. Supermodels, movie stars, even royalty
weren’t off limits to him. It was
painfully clear that Emily was forgotten in his eyes.
She wondered
if that pain would ever go away.
Chapter
131
6 Months
Later
Spring
London,
England
The Sanderson
Hotel was one of the hippest luxury hotels in the heart of London. Tonight, it
was host to Fire ‘n Ice’s spring fashion show.
Behind the
scenes, Tara continued to learn the ropes of the business as an apprentice to
one of the company’s top designers. And
working the backstage of a fashion show really tested her mettle – as well as
her patience.
Tara stood
next to one of the many seamstresses who was fitting Shawna Nicholson - a 5’10, honey haired, silver-blue eyed bitch
of a supermodel. The only experience
that Tara had dealing with supermodels was when she was introduced to Trevor’s
sister Stephanie three years ago. But
Stephanie was an exception in the world of high paid, claw bearing, obscenity
spewing pampered diva’s that Tara had been subjected to since she became
employed by Fire ‘n Ice.
And Shawna
played it up to the hilt.
“For the
fucking last time……where is my iced cappuccino? Its bloody, fucking hotter than hades back here! You?
Do you just have to stand there, or can you get me my drink before I
fucking pass out from the heat, if these pins don’t prick me to death!”
Tara huffed
upon Shawna’s many demands of the day, but bit her tongue and chalked it up to experience. She constantly reminded herself that when
she became a famous designer herself, to only hired pleasant, tempered models.
“Let me see
what I can do,” Tara said as she went off.
She found the refreshment area set up for the the backstage
workers. As she waited for Shawna’s
drink, another young assistant came up to Tara.
“Hey, you’ll
be at the after show party, right Tara?”
Tara smiled at
Wendy, a girl only a year older than herself.
“Oh yeah, I’ll be there!
And…first in line at the bar.
That Shawna Nicholson makes me fume.”
“Yeah, she
thinks the world revolves around her,” Wendy said. “As do most of the models here, but Shawna takes the cake. Poor thing!
Her life consists of being fussed over, pampered and chasing her
boyfriend all over the globe. Yeah, my
heart bleeds for her!”
Wendy took off
with a smile as Tara got Shawna’s drink and brought it back to her.
“Here you go,”
Tara said, handing Shawna the cold drink.
“Thank God!”
she groaned taking a huge gulp of it.
She then made a face, before tossing the remainder of the drink in a
nearby garbage can.
“Did they put
cream in that? I specifically wanted
skim milk!”
“I’m sorry
Shawna, you didn’t specify……”
“Do I fucking need
to specify?? I’m a fucking model. Do you think I get this thin guzzling cream
in my coffee?”
“I’m sorry,
Shawna,” Tara said, wanting nothing more than to smack her in the face. “I’ll go get you another one.”
Before Tara
went off, a cell phone rang on Shawna’s dressing table.
“Nevermind, I
don’t want one now. Quick, grab my
phone! I’m expecting a call from my
boyfriend.”
“What poor
bloke puts up with her?” Tara thought to herself handing Shawna her cell
phone
Without so
much as a ‘thank you’, Shawna clicked her cell phone on. “Yeah?
Hey baby. Did you make it? Cool.
Oh, I can’t wait to see you!
Listen, I’ve got tickets waiting for you in the lobby for the show. There’s gonna be a smashing after show party
in the ballroom afterwards.”
Tara broke
free for a moment to get more pins for the seamstress and missed the rest of
Shawna’s conversation.
“What do you
mean you can’t make it to the show?” she screeched into her cell phone. “Mark, I
know you just got here, but you promised. I flew all over the place to be with you, the least you can do is
be there for me! Yeah, fine, see you at
the party afterwards.”
Shawna clicked
off the phone in a huff. “Fucking rock
stars!”
Chapter
132
Manchester had
just gone ahead of Everton 3-2 at the start of the final quarter. Everyone was playing at their top of their
game for this was the year of the World Cup and only the best players would be
chosen to represent England. Of course,
Trevor wanted to be one of those players.
Besides
allowing two goals this afternoon, Trevor hadn’t been able to do any
wrong. There was no other goalie in the
English league to challenge him for the spot on the World Cup team. Even though Trevor had been dating Brynn
Whitmore, the daughter of the current FIFA president, just about everyone in
the league knew that he needed no outside help. His talent spoke for himself.
Trevor had the
remainder of the quarter to protect Manchester’s lead – a feat that he had
accomplished many times in his 2 ½ seasons.
However, a slow drizzle began to fall on the field making the conditions
less than favorable.
With five
minutes left, Everton had made a huge
steal and was able to volley the ball down deep into Manchester territory with
only 2 Manchester players in the area to help defend. Trevor wiped the rain from his forehead and slicked his hair back
to keep his view unobstructed. He kept
his eyes on the lone Everton player who charged towards his goal. He kicked it with all his might to Trevor’s
left side.
As if a scene
from high school championship at the end of his junior year came back to haunt
him, Trevor lunged to his left side to go for the ball. Only this time, his left foot stepped in a
divet of mud which caused him to lose his balance. He fell on his left side as the ball sailed past him into the
goal, tying up the game.
And, just like
the championship game that year, Trevor fell hard on his left shoulder, only
the crunch he heard this time signaled more than just a separation.
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At South
Manchester University Hospital, Trevor was wheeled into x-ray. Even though he was almost a 22 year old man,
there were times he wished his father were with him, especially since sports
injuries were his area of expertise.
Trevor didn’t doubt that his father was watching the game in Sheffield
and saw him go down with an injury.
The Manchester
team doctor had accompanied Trevor in the ambulance on the way to the hospital
and stayed with him. After his left
shoulder was x-rayed, he impatiently waited for the results. When the doctor came out, the look on his
face was not good.
“I’m sorry
Trevor, but it looks as if you’ve fractured the humeral head of your shoulder
and possibly some articular cartilidge damage.
Now, its only a hairline fracture, but sometimes those can be even more
painful. All I can do is bandage you up
tightly and put you in a sling to keep your arm stable. The fracture should heal in 3-5 weeks.”
Trevor’s face
dropped. “Three to five weeks? Will I be able to play right afterwards?”
“I’m afraid
not, Trevor,” the doctor sadly replied.
“After the sling comes off, you’ll need physical therapy until full
shoulder motion returns. That can take
anywhere from 6 months to a year.”
“What? A year?
But……”
“Now, that
isn’t to say that you won’t fully recover before a year is up. There’s only a month and a half left to this
season, which you’ll be out, so you’ll have the entire off-season to
recouperate. If all goes well and you
stick to your treatment, you should be as good as new come the start of next
season.”
Trevor shook
his head with dejection. “I don’t
bloody care about next season. What
about the World Cup?”
The doctor
glanced at the floor then back at Trevor.
“I’m afraid you won’t be able to compete in that. I’m sorry.”
Trevor’s silence
was his only answer. His spot on the
World team was practically guaranteed until a little over an hour ago. He knew that this would be his prime year to
shine. Now, he’d have to wait another
four years to have another shot.
“C’mon
Trevor,” the doctor said. “Let me check
for any cartilidge damage before I immobilize your shoulder. Then the only thing I can recommend is a lot
of rest and to keep your arm as immoble as possible. Do not lift your arm for any reason whatsoever. If you have any severe pain or swelling, or
if your arm becomes numb or cold, I want you to call me immediately. Over the next few days, you will have a
degree of pain, so I’ll prescribe you something to alleviate it. The medication will be very strong, so you
are not to drive or drink alcohol while taking these. And..only take them as prescribed, understand?”
Trevor
nodded. “Understood.”
Chapter 133
Later that
night
Sanderson
Hotel
London,
England
The Fire ‘n
Ice after-show soiree was in full swing in the hotel’s luxurious ballroom. In addition to the staff and models, various
celebrities clamored about, taking full advantage of the open bar and lavish
assortment of hores d’ourves.
Tara
cautiously mingled, making sure not to overstep her bounds too much. She pretty much followed Wendy’s lead who
had been with the company two years longer than her and knew who to approach
and who not to bother.
She downed her
second glass of champagne as her eyes fell upon Shawna Nicholson, who was
attired in a golden-beige Badgely Mischka mini dress that displayed her long,
endless legs. Her Jimmy Choo sandals
were made up of rhinestones and topaz and probably cost about as much as her
dress. Then again, being a supermodel,
they were probably both freebies.
Tara saw that
Shawna was talking to Veronica West, who was the top designing consultant for
Armani’s New York office. In the last
two years, Tara spent just about every free moment learning the ‘who’s who’ of
the design world for just about every designer. She memorized photos and bio’s on all the important people in the
business so she would be knowledgeable in conversation when the opportunity
arose.
Tara took it
upon herself to walk past Shawna and Veronica as they spoke, hoping for some
kind of an ‘in’ to speak to Veronica.
When she got close, she realized that Shawna’s speech was slightly
slurred – a result of too many trips to the champagne fountain.
When she got
within eye contact of both of them, it was Shawna who noticed Tara first. Gone was the demanding diva bitch from
before. Instead, she was happily
inebriated.
“Hey……you….I’m
sorry, I never got your name,” Shawna said before draining her glass.
“Its
Tara…..Tara Spencer,” she replied, before looking to Veronica. “Pardon my boldness, but you are Ms. West of
Armani, New York Corporate, correct?”
Veronica
looked pleased. “Why yes, I am. Are you with Fire ‘n Ice?”
“Yes, for the
last two years,” Tara replied. “I’ve
been carefully learning the business while working on designs of my own that I
feel will fit the look of the line.”
“Well, you
seem to have a fire in you, Miss Spencer.”
“Please, call
me Tara. And, yes, I do. I’ve been designing since I was fifteen.”
“Well, someone
with drive like yours will go far,” Veronica said.
“Thank you,
Ms. West. That means a lot coming from
you. Um, I’m going to get another glass
of champagne. Can I get you anything?”
“No, thank
you. I’m all set.”
“I’m not,”
Shawna shot out, as she thrust her empty champagne flute towards Tara. “How’s about filling me up while you’re at
it. Oh, and see if there’s a guy at the
bar who looks like he’s out of place here.
If you do, that’s my boyfriend.”
Tara tilted
her head a bit. “Out of place?”
“Yeah. See all the men in this room,” Shawna swept
her hand about. “They either look as if
they stepped off the cover of GQ or dress gayer than the queen mum. If you spot a guy in jeans and a leather
jacket, will you send him my way.”
“What does he
look like?”
Shawna took a
deep breath. “Ohhhhh, you’re typical
gorgeous, brooding rock star,” she slurred out. “Hurry up. I’m thirsty.”
Tara rolled
her eyes and went off towards the bar.
She filled up two flutes from the pewter champagne fountain. She knew that Shawna was probably pouty
because her conversation with Veronica West was interrupted. But Tara didn’t care. She finally got to speak to one of the top
names in the business – face to face.
It gave her a bit of confidence to try to casually speak to some other
big names as well.
As she filled
up the last glass, a British accent tingled her ears from behind as he spoke to
the bartender.
“Double shot
of Jaigermeister.”
Tara froze in
place. Even though the voice was a bit
deeper than she last remembered, she could’ve sworn that………….”
“Excuse me,
luv,” the bartender said, holding out the double shot.
“Oh, here, let
me,” Tara said, putting the champagne flutes down on the bar. She took the double shot and turned to give
it to the man behind her.
And nearly
dropped it when she looked into the incredible green eyes of Mark Savage.
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134
It took Mark a
moment or two to register that it was Tara who was standing in front of him,
holding his double shot of Jaigermeister with a shaky hand. His heart slammed in his chest over seeing
the girl who’s heart and trust he broke 2 ½ years ago.
“T..T…Tara?”
he stammered with disbelief.
“Mark,” she
barely whispered as the drink continued to shake in her hand. Mark quickly took it from her, his fingers
grazing over hers in the process.
“I…I can’t
believe its you,” Mark finally said.
“Are you part of this?”
Tara
nodded. “Y…yes, I am. I’m a design apprentice for the Fire ‘n Ice
line.”
Mark’s mouth
turned up in a smile that almost caused her skin to melt off her bones. “Wow, I knew you’d make it, Tara. Your drawings were always so mega.”
“Well, I….I
haven’t actually made it
yet. But…..I’m aspiring to it.”
As hard as she
tried, Tara couldn’t keep her eyes from inspecting every inch of him. He had certainly matured, there was no
question about that. And, if Mark
Savage was a heartbreaker in highschool, then he had to be a heart-thief
now. He was absolutely, incredibly
good-looking! His wispy, light brown
hair fell over his browbone, his infamous green eyes seductively peeking
through. His facial features had lost
their boyishness and a faint hint of stubble gave him an enticing, graveled
look. His black denim jeans, maroon,
untucked barely buttoned shirt and hip length leather jacket completed his
look. He was definitely every inch the
rock star.
Rock star!
Shawna’s
‘gorgeous, brooding rock star boyfriend’!
“Oh my God,”
Tara murmured to herself upon realization.
Mark’s eyes
narrowed. “What? What’s wrong?”
Tara turned
around to get the two refilled champagne flutes. “Um, listen, I….I can’t stay.
I’ve got to get this to someone and then I have to leave.”
“Leave,
why? Tara, don’t, please. I’d…..I’d like to talk…..”
“So, that’s
what’s been keeping you so long,” Shawna’s voice came up from behind Mark even
as she snaked her hand around his waist from behind. “I see you found him.
Told ya he was gorgeous.
Now….where’s my champagne?”
Tara saw Mark
wince and bite his lip over the absolute horrible timing of the situation. She gathered her bearings and tried to put
on her bravest face, even as tears were beginning to threaten.
“H…h..here you
go, Shawna. Sorry it took to long. I…I was just making sure that…..”
“…….Mark,”
Shawna finished. “His name is
Mark. He’s the drummer for Fusion.”
“Y..y..yes, I
know,” Tara nervously replied. “I was
just making sure that he was the one you were looking for. And, since there aren’t any other guys here
who fit his description, I guess my
sleuth work is done here. Excuse me.”
Without
another look in their direction, Tara took off towards the exit, downing her
final glass of champagne with one hard gulp.
She then hit the elevator button for the lobby and entered. As soon as the doors closed, she collapsed
to the floor and sobbed her heart out.
Back inside,
Mark’s eyes never left Tara as she fled the ballroom. He wanted so bad to get her alone and talk to her. It was something he needed….no, wanted to
do, even after all this time. His heart
and conscience depended on it.
“Hey, earth to
Mark,” Shawna said, tugging on his arm.
“You couldn’t have had that much to drink already.”
“No, I…I
didn’t,” Mark replied, trying to settle the slamming of his heart in his
chest. “I just got here.”
“About fucking
time,” Shawna hissed.
“Look, I made
it, didn’t I? Give me a break,
luv. I just got in from LA. The time change has me off kilter. If I had any hopes of being awake tonight, I
needed a nap.”
Shawna’s arm
around Mark’s waist slid back and forth, as her hand ventured dangerously low
towards his groin. “Good, because I
want you awake later. I’ve got a comp
room here for the night so we can party all we want, then just head on up
later. We’ve got some serious
reconciling to do.”
Shawna
emphasized her promise by giving him a quick squeeze behind his fly, causing
him to jerk.
“Ooooh, hard
for me already! Perhaps we won’t hang
down here too long after all. C’mon,
lets mingle.”
Mark shifted
himself to a more comfortable position and pulled the tail of his shirt down to
cover over his fly.
Little did
Shawna know that his aroused condition had nothing to do with her.
Chapter
135
About eleven
the following morning, Mark slowly opened his weary eyes. He laid sprawled on his stomach in a lavish
king sized bed while cream colored silk sheets entwined his naked, wrung out
body.
He was awake
enough to feel a velvety slender leg hooked around one of his own and a soft
feminine arm thrown over his back. As
his eyes opened more fully, wisps of honey blonde hair were mingled with his
own upon his pillow.
Shawna.
Not Tara, as
he had fantasized while he made love to Shawna several times the night before.
He couldn’t
get Tara off his mind. Part of him
wanted to tell his spoiled, supermodel girlfriend to go to hell and take off
after Tara. But he knew that chasing
after her was the wrong thing to do. It
was obvious that their first contact in 2 ½ years was emotional for the both of
them. Yes, last night wasn’t the right
time.
But today was
a different story.
He just hoped
that Shawna didn’t have his entire stay in London planned out. After he and the band met with their
accountant in LA following the tour, they all headed on over to Hawaii for two
weeks to to absolutely nothing but celebrate the phenomenal financial success
of their tour and album. After that, they
headed back to LA where Mark unwound alone for a few days at his penthouse flat
before heading to his London townhouse.
His first and foremost priority was taking the tram into Sheffield to
visit his parents and grandparents for a spell.
But not before
he tried to hunt down Tara. That is, if
he could get away from Shawna long enough.
He turned on
his back which caused Shawna’s arm to slither down to the lowest part of his
abdomen. The softness of her skin
brushing against him way down there began to stir him, even against his will. His movement caused Shawna to awaken as
well, and realize where her arm was.
“Mmmm, what’s
this,” she said with a groggy voice as her hand found his morning erection.
“Something you
wore out last night,” Mark replied as his hips involuntarily pushed against her
hand.
Shawna then
sat up and straddled him. “Well, I just
missed you so much,” she purred, rubbing her center against him. The feeling so early in the morning when he
was the most sensitive, not to mention most horny, was way too much to bear.”
Mark grabbed
her hips and positioned her. “Well, how
about showing me just how much more you miss me,” Mark hissed and he
impaled her on him.
Shawna threw
her head back and rode Mark as his hands snaked up her long, slender torso to
cup her pert, model sized breasts. He
squeezed his eyes shut and tried to remember the feel of Tara’s breasts and the
way her dark, glossy hair fell about her.
He smiled at the image in his mind as he arched his body up to give over
to his release.
Shawna
collapsed on top of him and caught her breath.
“Wow, you did miss me,” she panted.
“Mmm, hmm,”
Mark lied.
“You didn’t
fuck around on me, did you?”
Mark’s mind
wandered to a few nameless, faceless groupies from the tour and a bikini or two
from Hawaii. He looked at Shawna and
shook his head with a lie.
She looked at
him skeptically, then got off him.
“Well, I want to be out of here before noon.”
“Where you
going?”
“Shopping.”
“I should’ve
known,” Mark groaned. Thank God
supermodels get paid well that he didn’t have to fork over his own credit card
to her. “If you don’t mind, I’m gonna
sleep some more then head back to my townhouse to shower and change. We’ll go somewhere special for dinner
tonight, okay?”
“Okay, I’ll
let you off the hook. I’ll even pick
out something really eye popping for tonight.
A present…..from you.”
Mark turned to
see Shawna’s open hand. “What do you
want?”
“Your credit
card.”
“Crikey,
Shawna, don’t you make like 5,000 pounds a day or something?”
“You owe me
for not coming to the show yesterday, especially after I traveled to see at
least 10 of your concerts.”
Mark blew out
a breath and gave in – if only to get rid of her faster. “Fine, my wallet’s on the dresser. Just take one!”
Shawna
wrinkled her nose at him. “Christ,
Mark….didn’t you guys sell like 7 million albums last year? You don’t have to be so stingy.”
“Yeah, like
you’re so deprived,” Mark retorted.
“Just don’t bring it back smoking, okay?”
“Sure,
sweetie,” she said, kissing him on the nose and heading to the shower.
Once she was
gone, Mark immediately got up and threw his clothes on from the night
before. He immediately headed back to
his townhouse to shower and change. It
was time for him to do some ‘sleuthing’ of his own and hunt down Tara today.
Chapter
136
Manchester,
England
Trevor rolled
out bed with blinding pain coursing through his left shoulder.
He grabbed the
bottle of painkillers off his nightstand and headed to the bathroom. After taking a piss, he placed his
toothbrush down on the counter while he squeezed some toothpaste on it. It was difficult maneuvering with only one
operating arm. Now he knew how his
great uncle Rick felt!
After brushing
his teeth, he left the faucet running and filled up a cup of cold water. He held the bottle of pills in his right
hand and popped the top off with his thumb.
He poured out two, the recommended dosage, and washed them down with the
water.
He then went
to the kitchen to get himself a cup of tea and was startled to find Brynn in
there mixing batter.
“Aye,” he
jumped upon seeing her. “When….?”
“Oh, I snuck
in this morning,” she sweetly said as she put the bowl down. She walked over to him, slipped her arms up
around his neck and kissed him on the lips.
Her hand then lightly touched his left shoulder.
“How is it?”
“How do you
think?” Trevor huffed. “Its killing
me. I just took 2 pills so I can
hopefully get some sleep without the pain waking me up.”
“Well, don’t
fall back to sleep too quickly,” she said.
“I’m making pancakes for you. I
wanted it to be a surprise.”
Trevor grinned
as his eyes scanned her lightly tanned body in khaki green shorts and a white
spaghetti strap tank. Her golden brown
hair was swept up in a messy twist and held together with a tortise shell clip
with little pieces escaping here and there.
Brynn was 23
and the youngest daughter of FIFA’s president.
Her family was respected and very well know, not to mention
wealthy. But right now, her tanned legs
and outfit reminded him so much of the first time he saw Emily sitting by the
pool. And the way Brynn stood there
looking at him with the sweetness of a perfect spring day was also reminiscent
of the way Emily……..
“Trev…..Trev,
are you spacing, or what?”
Trevor snapped
out of his thoughts to see Brynn waving her hand up and down in front of his
face. He couldn’t believe that, even
after 2 ½ years, little reminders of Emily crept back every now and then.
“I…I guess
it’s the pills. Must be working fast.”
She looked
back on the counter. “Well, maybe I
should put the batter away and let you sleep a bit first.”
He reached out
and grabbed her hand. “Nah, I’m hungry
now.”
Brynn regarded
him with her amber colored eyes. “For
pancakes or……something else?”
Trevor
continued to pull her to him as he walked backwards. When he felt a kitchen chair behind him, he sat down, taking
Brynn down on his lap.
“Well, if
you’re in the mood for the something else, I must warn you that I can’t
do anything strenuous or move my arm in any way. I’m basically at your mercy!”
“Oooooh, poor
baby,” Brynn cooed as she pulled his pajama bottoms down and eyed how ready his
was.
“Guess you’re
not that interested in the pancakes after all,” she teased as she stood
up to slide her shorts and panties down.
She then straddled him on the kitchen chair and gasped when he easily
entered her.
Trevor wrapped
his right arm around her back to anchor her to him as Brynn rocked herself back
and forth with him deep inside her soft wetness.
Trevor buried
his face in her neck and quickly released himself, the spontanaity of the
moment combined with his natural morning horniness left him unable to last too
long.
As his spasms
subsided, he leaned back and gave Brynn a sheepish look. “Sorry about that. Couldn’t help myself.”
Brynn slid off
of him with a grin. “Don’t worry. After you rest, I’ll get payback.”
“How about
laying down with me?”
“An offer I
can’t refuse!”
Trevor took
Brynn back to his bedroom where she cuddled up beside him. It didn’t take long for the painkillers to
kick in and give Trevor the relief he needed to get some decent sleep.
However, the
pain returned after only a restless two hours sleep. Trevor grasped his left shoulder and winced as he sat himself up,
careful not to wake Brynn who was sleeping peacefully beside him.
“Crikey, I
just want at least five hours uninterrupted,” he thought to himself as he
went to the bathroom where the bottle of pills sat on the counter. He knew the directions said every four hours
or, ‘as needed’ and, to Trevor, this was an ‘as needed’ situation. He poured out two, thought a bit, then
poured out a third one. If he couldn’t
sleep with two, perhaps three would help.
He swallowed them with water then snuck back into bed beside Brynn and
was peacefully asleep within twenty minutes.
This was only
the start of a vicious cycle that will almost destroy him.
Chapter
137
After several
failed phone calls to different design companies, Mark decided to call the
Sanderson Hotel. It was his last hope.
“Yes, hello,
I….I was wondering if you could help me,” Mark said into the receiver. “Yesterday, there was a fashion show for
Fire ‘n Ice, however, I’m looking for the name of the company who designs for
them. They were part of the show last
night.”
“Just a moment
sir, let me see if I can find anything,” the woman on the other end said. After a few moments, she got back on the
line.
“Sir, the name
of the company is Cutting Edge Designs.
They’re located on Talbot Street.”
“Thank you,”
Mark said before hanging up. He then
called information and got their number.
Taking a deep
breath, he dialed and waited.
“Good
afternoon, Cutting Edge?”
“Yes,
hello….could you please tell me if Tara Spencer is available?”
“I’m sorry,
but Tara is out for the afternoon.”
Mark
sighed. “Could you tell me when she’ll
be returning?”
“She’s taking
continuing design courses today. She
won’t be out until four pm.”
Mark’s mind
went into overdrive to think of something, then he wickedly smiled. “Oh, yes of course. I knew she had her class today, but I was
hoping to catch her before she left.
You see…..I’m meeting her at lunchtime and she forgot to give me the
address of the school.”
“Oh,
certainly. Actually the classes are
being held at the Ambassador Hotel in their conference room.”
Mark smiled
with victory. “Thank you. Thank you very much.”
A little
before 4pm, Mark entered the lobby of the Ambassador Hotel and went to the
front desk.
“Excuse me,
can you tell me if the design classes in the conference room are still in
session?”
“Yes they are,
sir. But, there’s only a few minutes
left.”
“Thank you,”
Mark replied and went over to wait on the leather sofa. His mind reeled with what to say to Tara
once he saw her. Would she avoid him? Shun him?
Run out of the hotel? After the
shock of seeing him last night after so long, he wasn’t sure how she’d react to
him showing up here and surprising her.
But, he needed some closure in his life with her, but that didn’t also
come with the wonder if there was ever another chance for them.
His deep
thoughts were disrupted when he heard doors opening and people filing out. He stood and waited in the lobby as he
watched several people leave the hotel at once. His eyes continue to watch them until they fell upon Tara who was
clutching her design portfolio and a case of pens.
His heart
thumped in his chest upon seeing her again.
She was almost halfway out the door when he called out to her.
“Tara!”
Tara turned
upon hearing her name and froze as she did last night when she saw Mark. Mark cautiously walked up to her, afraid
that she’d bolt.
“Hi. I hope you don’t mind me coming to see you
like this.”
“How…..how
did…..?”
“I got the
name of your company from the hotel. I
called and they said you were taking classes here today until 4. Tara, please….I…..I needed to see you. No…no…I wanted to see you. Well, both actually. Can we please talk a bit?”
“Well, I have
to get back to work for a bit before I go home. Perhaps we can talk later.”
“We could do
that,” Mark said with hope, before he remembered dinner with Shawna. “No, wait.
I can’t. I uh……kinda made other
plans.”
Tara stared
down at the floor. “Shawna?”
“Yeah.”
“How long have
you two been together?”
“Almost a
year. We’re not really serious,
though.”
“Almost a year
is a long time Mark. Sounds serious to
me.”
“Well, it
isn’t - really,” Mark said.
“Did you tell
her you were hunting down your ex-girlfriend today?”
“Uh…no.”
“Well, if
you’re not serious with her, she wouldn’t care now.”
“Tara,
c’mon…..”
Tara pinched
her temples. “Mark, I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to say those things. Its really none of my business. We’ve been out of each other’s lives for
almost 3 years. I mean, you’re not
doing anything different than any other rock star would do – including dating
supermodels. She’s awfully beautiful. Too bad her disposition doesn’t match.”
Mark
smirked. “Yeah, she can be quite a
wench when she wants. Tara,
listen. I didn’t come hear to talk
about her. I need something from you.”
“What?”
“Forgiveness. Forgiveness for what I did and how it ended
between us. You didn’t deserve that,
Tara. I knew that a relationship is
hard to maintain with my kind of lifestyle, but I truly thought I could
overcome it. I was wrong, and you
suffered because of it. We
suffered. I’m so sorry Tara. Please, I need to know you forgive me.”
Tara knew that
Mark went out of his way to track her down just to ask her that. She couldn’t offer him any less than what he
wanted.
“Of course I
forgive you, Mark. I’m not saying that
it didn’t hurt – sometimes it still does.
I mean, you were everywhere. On
the telly, on posters, in videos – everywhere. I couldn’t escape you.”
“Have you
managed to finally do so?”
Tara stared at
him as her heart ached. How could she
ever confess that not a day went by that she didn’t think of him in some
way. Hell, she’d be sitting at her desk
tapping a pencil on it and think of Mark playing the drums! It was impossible. But, its obvious that he has moved on. He’s enjoying fame and fortune beyond his wildest imagination and
is dating a beautiful model. She
couldn’t give him a guilty conscious.”
“Yes Mark,”
she lied. “I have. Like you, I’m concentrating on my
career. I’m taking these classes as
part of my apprenticeship, but I’m going to work my bum off to get out of here
and make it to New York. I don’t care
how, but I will.”
Mark’s heart
dropped a bit. Even though she said she
moved on, the look on her face told him otherwise. He wouldn’t push it.
Perhaps, that’s what she desperately wants to do. And him standing here in front of her wasn’t
helping any.
“I know you’ll
make it, Tara. I believe in you, the
way you believed in me – when I was a nobody in highschool and hadn’t a clue
what do to with my life. I’ll never
forget you for that. Never.”
Tara looked at
him with tears glistening in her eyes.
“Promise?”
Mark gulped
upon seeing her tears and nodded. He
then gave into his impulse and leaned forward to give her a chaste kiss, but
hit her lips instead. It was is not a
day went by since he last kissed her and his mouth immediately opened. He groaned when he felt her tongue and
embraced her hard against him.
After a few
careless moments, Tara pulled away. “Oh
God,” she gasped, holding her fingers to her lips. “I’m sorry. I’m so, so
sorry.”
“No, Tara, I’m
sorry. I shouldn’t have….I…”
“No, you
shouldn’t. You have a girlfriend,
remember? And I shouldn’t have
encouraged it. Again, I’m sorry. I…..I better go. Goodbye Mark. Take care
of yourself.”
Tara spun and
fled through the revolving doors before Mark could even react. He stood there as he watched her flee,
feeling the taste of her still on his lips.
Rock star or
not…….girlfriend or not….there was one thing Mark couldn’t deny.
He still loved Tara.
Chapter 138
Mark made it
back to the Sanderson to meet Shawna in her room in time for dinner. She met him at the door wearing a shimmery,
ice blue dress that just barely covered the illegal parts and a pair of
stiletto’s that had faux aquamarine stones imbedded in them. Mark’s eyes swept her then looked at her
warily.
“Oh, don’t
give me that look,” she huffed out, handing him his credit card. “I kept the price under three figures –
including the shoes.”
“A little
fancy for dinner, don’t you think? I’m
a little underdressed.”
“I’m a model
Mark. I can get away with dressing like
this to go to a funeral if I want.
However, you could’ve at least shaved.”
Mark ran his
hand over the stubble on his cheeks and chin.
“Sorry, didn’t have time.”
“What did you
do all day?”
“Me? Like I said, I slept more then went back to
my house.”
“No you
didn’t,” Shawna said accusingly. “I
came back to my room about a half hour after I left to change my shoes. You were gone.”
Mark rubbed
his face. He couldn’t do this
anymore. He couldn’t lie, even if Shawna
wasn’t the love of his life.”
“Alright,
fine. I went back to my house after you
left. I had…..something to do.”
Shawna folded
her long, slender arms. “What was this something?”
Mark sat on
the sofa and leaned his head back, not wanting to get into this with
Shawna. Not now. Not ever.
“You were with
another woman, weren’t you?”
Mark found his
resolve, stood up and faced her. “In a
way, I was. There was someone I had to
go see.”
“Who?”
“Do you
remember that girl from the party last night – Tara?”
Shawna
narrowed her eyes. “What? You were with her? She’s nothing but a lowly little go-fer.”
Mark clenched
his fists in an effort to control his temper.
“Well, that ‘lowly little go-fer’ happened to be my high school
girlfriend. We met the summer before my
senior year and we went together right up until…..before I started my first
tour with the band. We didn’t end on a
good note and I never felt right about it, especially since she stayed with me
when I was a lowly no-one.”
“So, just what
did you want with her?”
“Forgiveness,
Shawna. Plain forgiveness. Seeing her last night like that brought
back…….a lot of memories. She didn’t
deserve for me to hurt her like that.”
Shawna sniffed
sarcastically. “I don’t’ know…sounds to
me like you still got a thing for her.”
“I’m not gonna
lie to you Shawna. A part of me will
always love her. She believed in me
when I didn’t believe in myself. I
hated myself for what I did and I needed to know that she forgave me for it
after all these years.”
Shawna rolled
her eyes. “Hmm, sounds like a good
basis for a song right there,” she snided.
Mark put his
hands on his hips and shook his head in amazement. “You know, you’ve got a sarcastic answer for everything. I’m trying to be honest with you and all you
can do is mock me.”
“Well, what
should I do? Jump up and down for joy
because you went to meet with your high school sweetheart today? How’s that supposed to make me feel?”
“To be honest,
Shawna, I don’t think you have any feelings at all! As long as your out shopping with my credit
card, you’re fine and dandy. That’s all
you care about anyway. Face it – you’re
only with me because I’m a rich rock star.
You wouldn’t even sneeze upon me if I was who I was before.”
Shawna’s ice
blue eyes narrowed even farther. “Oh,
like your precious Tara didn’t care?” she spat out.
“Yeah, you’re
right,” Mark shot back. “She didn’t
care. Not a wit.”
“Well, then
maybe you should go back to her Mark!
If she was so wild about you when you were nothing, then she’d probably
fall at your feet now.”
Mark headed
for the door before he did something he would regret. “If I could, I would. But
she doesn’t want me anymore. She wants
to move on. And you know what….so do
I!”
With that,
Mark opened the door and left the room – and Shawna – for good. As he got into the elevator, he heard her
open the door and yell after him before the doors closed.
He immediately
headed back to his townhouse. He knew
he couldn’t stay here, else Shawna would show up to pound on his door. He threw his empty suitcase on the bed and
packed it. Then he called the tram
station and got himself a ticket to Sheffield –pronto!
Chapter
139
Mark plopped
himself on his parent’s doorstep and rang the bell. Grace answered it and nearly fell over at the sight of her long
lost son.
“Mark! Oh lad, why didn’t you let me know you were
coming?” she said, throwing her arms around him and kissing his face.
Mark scrunched
his face as he allowed his mother to kiss him.
“Well, I was planning on coming up in about a week, but coming here now
was sort of last minute. Do you mind?”
“Are you
kidding? Come in. Your father should be back soon. Abby’s at rehearsal.”
“Rehearsal?”
“Another
play,” Grace said proudly. “She’s
gotten the lead for the last three.
They’re doing The Hunchback of Notre Dame.”
“So…..is she
the hunchback?” Mark asked with a snicker.
“No,
wiseguy! Esmerelda. If you’ve seen your sister recently, I think
you’d change your tune.”
“Eh, she’ll
always be a little wench. So….where’s
dad?”
Grace made a
scary face. “He took both your
grandfathers to the United-Wednesday game.”
Mark looked
horrified. “Think dad’ll come back in one piece?”
“Who
knows? Your grandfathers may be slowly
approaching 90, but some things still get the blood boiling. I’m sure your
father had to sit between them.”
“I’m sure.”
Grace went
over to him and, with a mother’s instinct, combed her fingers through his hair
and inspected him. “Tired?”
“Yeah,
physically and mentally. The two weeks
in Hawaii did me good, though. I’m just
glad we’ve got a few months off before we began working on the next album.”
“How long will
you be in England?”
“Well, I’ve
got to be in New York in three weeks for the VMA’s. We’re performing and our video is up for Video of the Year.”
“Just think,
not even 3 years ago you were worried about what to do with the rest of your
life. Now look at you!”
Mark sighed
heavily. “Yeah. But, you know mum…sometimes I wish it were
still 3 years ago.”
Before Grace
could question him, the door opened and the sound of two old men biting each
other’s head off rang through the house.
“Now, don’t
pout in front of your daughter,” Sav was heard saying.
“I don’t
fucking pout,” Joe shot back. “Just
don’t start gloating else I’ll knock your dentures down your throat.”
Mark smiled at
his grandfathers when they noticed them.
“I’m guessing Wednesday won,” Mark said, greeting them.
“Aye! Look who’s here,” Joe jubilantly said as he
hugged his grandson. “Now this sure
makes me forget about how Wednesday had to cheat to win!”
Sav rolled his
eyes. “Cheat, my arse. How do you cheat, Joe?”
“Don’t talk to
me anymore,” Joe whined at Sav as Tyler walked in.
“Aye dad,”
Mark said, going over to hug him.
“Whoa, look
what blew into town,” Tyler exclaimed, thrilled to see his son. “I didn’t think you’d be here until next
week.”
“Change of
plans,” Mark sheepishly said.
“Really? I thought you were gonna spend time with
Shawna in London first?”
Joe knitted
his brows. “Shawna? Who’s Shawna?”
Mark rifled
through a stack of his mother’s magazines until he pulled out Cosmo. He handed it to Joe and pointed to the cover. “That’s Shawna.”
“Joe’s
80-something eyes popped. “Hot
damn! She’s your girlfriend?”
“Was my
girlfriend,” Mark corrected. “As of
last night, we’re history.”
“What
happened?” Sav asked.
“Well……there
was someone else at a fashion show after party that I ran into while I was with
her.”
“Who?”
“Tara.”
“Get out!”
Tyler said. “You ran into her after all
these years?”
Mark nodded.
Grace gave her
son a look. “Let me get this
straight….you ran into your ex-girlfriend while you were with your
super-model current girlfriend?”
“Yeah, why?”
Mark asked.
Grace then
gave her husband a raised-brow look.
“Sound familiar?”
Tyler cleared
his throat. “Bloody women remember everything,”
he murmured.
“What’s this?”
Mark asked, suddenly curious. “Spill
it, dad.”
“Yes, do tell
son,” Sav egged him on.
Tyler rolled
his eyes in defeat. “Well, after our
second tour, the band and I headed to Q-Prime in New York for a meeting. Your mother and I had been broken up for a
while. She was working at Q-Prime at
the time, however, instead, I ran into her first at a local eatery in the
city. But I uh….wasn’t alone. I was kinda dating this model too……forgot
her name though…….”
“…..Krysta
Pennington,” Grace filled in the blanks for him.
Tyler silently
cursed. “Like I said, bloody women
remember everything!”
“Oh, I
remember her alright,” Grace sang out.
“You don’t forget a woman who’s so flawless that she mades you feel like
a trash bag.”
“Shit, half
these models are airbrushed anyway,” Joe said, trying to make his daughter feel
better.
“Sorry dad,
but I got a very close look at her. She
didn’t need airbrushing.”
“So, how did
Tara react to seeing you, lad?” Sav asked.
“It was really
awkward, especially with Shawna hanging on me.
She wound up leaving right away.
I think it upset her. Anyway,
the next day, after Shawna wangled me out of a credit card….”
“…..ouch,” Joe
interjected.
“…..I went
looking for Tara,” Mark continued.
“She was taking some continuing courses at a hotel. I met her in the lobby afterwards. I…..I needed to know if she forgave me after
all this time. She said she did and, in
so many words, told me that she’s moved on.
I guess that means she’s over me.
Then, I kissed her goodbye, but it got a little out of hand. She pulled away and wound up leaving the
hotel. Long story short………I spilled the
whole thing to Shawna – I just didn’t care – and walked out on her and,
voila’! Here I am.”
After a brief
silence, Grace spoke up first. “Well,
one things for sure…..Tara’s lying.”
“What…..about
forgiving me?”
“No…..about moving
on,” Grace replied. “If she were
truly over you, she wouldn’t have allowed herself to get carried away kissing
you.”
“Then why
didn’t she say so?”
“Because, at
the time, you had a hot ass supermodel girlfriend, that’s why,” Joe bit
out. “She probably figures she can’t
compete with that.”
“Yeah, but I’m
not with Shawna anymore.”
“But she doesn’t
know that,” Sav said. “If you really
care about her Mark, especially after all this time, then go back after her.”
Mark looked
down and fiddled with the edge of his t-shirt.
“I do still love her,” he quietly said.
“I know you
do,” Grace said.
“So, hop back
on a tram and go back after her,” Joe stated.
“No grandpa, I
can’t. This all just happened
yesterday. I need to give her some time
before I hound her again. Anyway, I’m
here to visit with all of you before I head to New York for the VMA’s in 3
weeks. After that, I’ll head back and
try to hook back up with Tara.”
“You know, it
may be a good idea to head up to Manchester to see Trevor after the VMA’s,” Sav
said. “I don’t know if you know this,
but he’s out for the season. Fractured
his shoulder.”
“Bloody hell,
no,” Mark gasped. “Man, he was gonna
make the World Cup team for sure. He’s
probably bummed.”
“Well, I think
a visit from his favorite cousin will cheer him right up,” Grace said. “Maybe have him come to London to stay with
you for a bit, just to get away.”
Joe slapped
his knees. “Well, since my favorite
grandson is back, lets all go do a shot of Jack.”
“Dad!” Grace
warned.
“Maybe you
should allow it Grace,” Sav said. “He
needs to forget how badly United lost today.”
Joe pinched
Sav’s upper arm.
“Ow!”
“Damn, you’re
so boney,” Joe mused.
Chapter
140
3 Weeks
Later
Manchester,
England
Trevor waited
in line at the pharmacy to refill for his painkillers. He had a hard time convincing the doctor to
refill a prescription that wasn’t supposed to be, but Trevor convinced him that
the pain was still bad.
The doctor
agreed to call in a prescription for only one more refill, but Trevor had a
plan of his own.
As he paid for
his prescription, he went over to the corner of the pharmacy and opened the
bag. He took out his prescription and
opened the bottle. From his pocket, he took out the empty bottle from
his original prescription three weeks ago.
He emptied the current refill of painkillers into the old bottle that had
the old label on it. He then reached
into his other pocket where he had a bottle of over the counter aspirin that
resembled his painkillers. He emptied
those into the now empty prescription bottle with the new label on it.
He then went
back over to water cooler towards the pharmacy and pretended to take one of his
new ‘pills’. As he opened the new
bottle that had the aspirin in it, he purposefully let them spill out all over
the floor.
“Oh crikey,”
he muttered.
A pharmacist
came out. “What happened?”
“I went to go
open the bottle and I fumbled with the child-proof cap. I just spilled my entire prescription.”
The pharmacist
took the empty bottle and saw the current label on it. “No problem lad. I’ll do another refill for you.
I’ll page someone to sweep up those pills.”
“Oh, that’s
okay sir,” Trevor said, spotting a broom in the corner. “Let me take care of it. It’s the least I can do for my clumsiness.”
The doctor
looked back at the bottle and noticed the name. “Trevor Savage!” he exclaimed.
“The goalie?”
Trevor put a
finger to his lips. “Shh, don’t tell anyone,” he mused.
“Sorry
lad. And…sorry to hear about your
injury. How is it?”
“Still very
painful, but I’m on the mend.”
“Good to
hear. Well, I’ll get this replaced for
you in a flash.”
When the
pharmacist took off, Trevor quickly swept up the spilled aspirin and tossed
them in a nearby pail. He then checked to see if anyone was looking then took
two of his real painkillers out of the other bottle and washed them down with
water from the fountain.
He sat down
and held his hands out. They were still
shaking. They’ve been doing that a lot
and only the pills calmed them down. He
knew that the full bottle in his pocket would take care of him for a week or
two and the one he scammed out of the pharmacist will carry him over after
that.
He only hoped
his dependency would disappear after that.
Chapter
141
After arriving
at their rooms at The Plaza, Fusion headed over to Radio City Music Hall to
rehearse for their performance at the Video Music Awards later that evening.
As the guys
waited for their techs to setup and adjust their instruments, they took the
time to catch up.
“So Mark, did
Shawna wear you out?” Troy snickered.
“Didn’t give
her too much of a chance,” Mark replied.
“I broke up with her after only one day with her.”
Rob was
aghast. “What? You broke up with that goddess? Have you lost your fucking mind?”
“No, just found
it,” Mark mused. “Trust me – no fuck is
worth that much bitchiness!”
“She’s a
supermodel. You should’ve been prepared
from the start,” Troy quipped.
“Yeah, well I
just had enough,” Mark sighed.
Rob looked him
over. “I don’t know, I think there’s
more to it than that. Guys just don’t
dump supermodels because of their attitude.
You could’ve at least stayed for the sex.”
Mark
chuckled. “Trust me – even that
was getting tired.”
“Okay, fess up
dude,” Troy said. “What’s the real
reason you broke up with her?”
Mark debated
whether to say anything or not. But
these guys were like his brothers these past 3 years. There wasn’t much they kept from each other nor was there
anything that they hadn’t caught the other doing at one point or another!”
“Okay, fine.
You got me,” Mark gave in. “I ran into
Tara at a party Shawna and I were at.
It was an absolute shock. We
didn’t get to talk much because Shawna was hanging all over me. Tara wound up leaving immediately. I tracked her down the next day. I just needed to talk to her. Even though she’s trying to move on, I think
there’s still something there. There is
with me. I still love her. I ended it with Shawna that night.”
Rob put a hand
on Mark’s shoulder. “Hold on
there. You mean you dumped Shawna
without getting Tara back first? Dude,
you have lost your mind!”
Mark looked at
him. “At least I have peace. Don’t worry, after we get done here, I’m
going back to London to go after her.
I’m gonna have my cousin Trevor come down from Manchester to stay a
bit. He got knocked out for the rest of
the season and won’t be able to compete in the World Cup.”
“World Cup,
huh?” Troy said. “That’s like the Super
Bowl of football.”
“Soccer is
football, mate,” Mark sassed back.
“Hey, don’t
start with me,” Troy joked. “Remember,
I’m a die hard LA Raider fan. We’re
lunatics!”
Mark looked
around. “Aye, where the hell has Paul
been?”
Rob nodded
over to the side. “On his cell with
Bekka. And from the look on his face,
I’m sure they’re breaking up – again!”
“Either he
should break up with her for good, or commit to her,” Mark said. “This on-again, off-again shit is stressing
him out.”
All three of
them then watched as Paul clicked off his cell phone, walked down off the stage
and sat in one of the auditorium seats.
“Uh, oh,” Rob
said. “This looks like more than a
‘break up’ to me.”
The three of
them went over to a very pale looking Paul.
“Dude, what’s wrong?” Troy asked.
Paul looked up
at his three bandmates. They were his
best friends – his brothers. If there
was anyone he could unload on, it would be them.
“Bekka is
pregnant,” Paul let out.
“Oh shit,”
Troy said.
“Damn,” Rob
said.
“Congratulations,”
Mark said.
“Well, at
least someone has something positive to say,” Paul said, trying to find humor.
“So…….what’s
the verdict?”
“Well, of
course she’s gonna have the baby,” Paul said.
“I mean, it is my child after all.
I’m just…….shocked. I know Bekka
and I have been through a lot and she’s always been supportive of me, even with
all my fucking around. Hell, she’s been
with me before I was a rock star.
If there’s anyone I can trust, its her.”
Mark silently
agreed to himself, thinking of how Tara’s love for him never waivered when he
had no direction in his life.
“Maybe this is
what you need to wake you up, mate,” Mark said. “The both of you can never quite know whether to break up or stay
together. Maybe this baby is the kick
up the arse you need. And….its not like
you’re just starting out either. You’ve
got 3 albums under your belt and getting ready to start a fourth one. You’re established. You’re what…..25..26 years old? How many more groupies can you shag before
you realize that one is no better than the next?”
Paul looked up
at Mark with a smirk. “Since when did
you become the voice of wisdom?”
“Since he
dumped his kick ass gorgeous supermodel girlfriend after he ran into his high
school sweetie,” Troy joked.
“Yeah, he’s in
love and he wants everyone else to be,” Rob said, putting his arm around Mark.
“Fine, have
your fun with me,” Mark said.
Paul sat back
in the chair and thought a bit. “You
know, it really is exciting. I
mean…..I’m gonna be a father! Maybe
I’ll look at things differenty now. I
do love Bekka. Always did. Sometimes I felt as if I didn’t deserve
her. Just knowing how she put up with
all my bullshit should be enough for me to wise up. This may not be as bad as I think.”
“There,
problem solved!” Rob said. “C’mon, lets
go rehearse.”
As much as Rob
tried to make light of the situation, his heart was a bit heavy. He, too, was tired of the ways of the
road. Sex with groupies became less and
less fulfilling. In fact, it made him
feel filthy at times. It would take an
angel – a fresh, innocent angel to wipe away the dirt of the last three tours.
He wondered if
someone like that even existed!
However, for
Mark…..he knew someone did exist for him.
And that person was Tara.
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Trevor packed
his belongings for his trip to London.
He had a soccer commitment first to do an autograph signing before
heading to his flat to wait for Mark to return from New York. He hoped that reconnecting with his long
lost cousin and catching up on old times would put an end to the constant
anxiety that had taken over his body.
Not once did
he think that his steady addiction to the painkillers was the cause.
As he finished
packing, he heard Brynn enter with her key.
“Yoo-hoo, Trev?”
“In here,” he
called out.
Brynn entered
his bedroom. “I just wanted to come to
say goodbye. When will you be back?”
One of the
changes in Trevor’s personality, due to the pills, was an increasingly short
temper. “Crikey, I haven’t even left
yet! I’ll be back when I get
back.”
“You know,
you’ve been acting like a real bear these last few weeks,” Brynn said. “I know you’re bummed about getting injured
and…..”
Trevor turned
on her. “You have no idea how I
feel, Brynn! None whatsoever!”
“Why are you
yelling at me?”
Trevor stopped
himself and pinched his temples. He
went into the bathroom to get his pills.
He took two to tie him over through the tram ride into London then threw
both bottles into his overnight. He
brought it out and tossed it on his bed.
“Trevor, are
you sure you’re okay?”
“I will be
once you stop asking me questions.”
While he
continued to pack, Brynn sneaked a peak in his overnight and saw not one, but
two full bottles of painkillers. She
picked them up. “Trevor, what are you
doing with all of these? Its been four
weeks since you fractured your shoulder.
You don’t need these anymore.”
Trevor looked
at her with the look of an animal.
“Brynn, put those back in my bag now,” he softly said.
“Trevor, I
think you better call your doctor and…..”
“I said…now!”
Trevor screamed the last word.
Brynn threw
the bottles back in the bag and backed away a bit. “Trevor, please…I’m…..I’m worried about you. You shouldn’t be taking those still. And….how come you have so many?”
“For the
bloody last time, stop asking me questions!
Crikey, why do I put up with this?”
“Trevor, I’ve
seen this too many times with other players.
I think you’re getting hooked on those. You need……”
“What I need
is for you to stop harrassing me like you’re my mum or something!”
Brynn took her
key to Trevor’s townhouse and placed it on his dresser. “I’m sorry you feel that way Trevor. You have a problem and you need help. Until you realize it, I don’t think we
should see each other anymore.”
“Fine,” Trevor
replied, unaffected.
“You don’t
care?”
“Nope!”
“Then why did
you stay with me so long?”
The pills were
beginning to kick in as a calmness came over Trevor. However, they caused him to speak before he thought.
“Because………because
you look like my ex-girlfriend, that’s why?
I’m sorry, Brynn. You’re a
wonderful girl. Really you are. But I don’t think I could love you. Not the way I loved her.”
Brynn bit her
lip to try to stop her tears, but it didn’t work. She knew better than to attack Trevor for hurting her like this,
especially in his condition. She just
took a deep breath.
“I’m sorry you
feel that way, Trevor,” she trembled.
“Whoever this girl is, I hope she’s worth what you’re putting yourself
through. Either that, I hope that you
can find her so you don’t destroy yourself further. Goodbye.”
With that,
Brynn left his life for good. Trevor
didn’t even react as he continued to pack.
As hard as he tried to block it out, not ever hearing back from Emily
three years ago still tore him in two.
He never was given one last time to either explain himself or even talk
to her. Even though he betrayed her,
being brushed off like that by someone he loved so much, cut him to the bone.
Fortunately,
the pills were killing a lot of the pain.
If they didn’t
kill him first.
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Trevor winced
as his hand shook while signing autographs.
It had been several hours and he hadn’t taken his prescription. However, he couldn’t get up now. He had a line of children ranging in ages
from 10-16, some of whom were physically disabled, who were there for the sole
purpose to get the star goalie’s autograph.
He kept
guzzling glasses of water, as he began to break out in a sweat. All he could do was pray that he could last
this next half hour.
When the last
autograph was signed, he excused himself as politely as he could and headed off
to the loo. He pulled the bottle of
pills out of his pocket and quickly popped them in his mouth. He ran the faucet and stuck his mouth under
it to wash the pills down. He then
splashed some cold water on his face before checking his appearance.
His eyes were
a bit sunken and were rimmed with dark circles. A ring of sweat appeared around the collar of his shirt and his
hands continued to shake. He took
several deep breaths to stave it off.
He kept hearing Brynn’s words about him having a problem. Maybe she was right. He was afraid that he wouldn’t be able to
live without the pills.
He gathered
his wits and exited the loo, only to almost run smack into someone.
“Oh, sorry
miss, I………”
Trevor’s words
were lost as he looked in the startled, golden brown eyes of Emily. His Emily. No, not his anymore.
“Emily,” he
dragged out in a raw whisper.
Emily put a
hand to her mouth. “Trevor? I..I didn’t know it was you who was going to
be here today. I just got here. I work with these children in the
afternoons.”
All Trevor did
was stare – a blank stare that was a result of the pills. They also gave him arrogance.
“So, after all
this time our paths finally cross,” he bit out. “Tell me, if you knew I was gonna be here today, would you have
shown up?”
Emily was
taken aback. This was not the Trevor
that she knew. The Trevor she knew was
reserved and respectful. Not even being
a celebrity would change that – she knew it for sure. Something else had to be wrong.
“Trevor,
that’s……that’s not fair to ask,” she replied.
“I don’t have anything against you.
I never did……”
“Bullshit,
Em,” he spat out a bit too loudly. “If
you didn’t, then how come you never returned any of my numerous calls after you
left me in Manchester? Hell, I know I
made a huge mistake, but I was willing to do whatever – crawl on my knees if I
had to, but you didn’t even want to hear my voice. I knew you got my messages.
I left enough of them. You just
chose to ignore me and just wait for me to go away.”
Memories of
what happened 3 years ago assailed Emily as tears welled up in her eyes. “That’s not true, Trevor. I mean, I know I never called you back, but
I was so hurt. So betrayed.”
“Well, I was
hurting too, Em! But I was willing to
reach out and bend over backwards to make it up to you. You didn’t even give me the chance. If you ever loved me as much as you said you
did, you could’ve at least given me the opportunity to……”
Trevor’s voice
began to crack as he had to turn away for a moment.
Emily put a
soft hand on his arm. “Trevor?”
He turned his
face back to her and it was a face that frightened her. “I loved you,” he said with a graveled
whisper. “I loved you so much, Em. These past three years you’ve tormented
me. I was torn between trying to forget
you and being reminded of you everywhere I turned. All I have is soccer. I
threw myself into the game to be the best I could, even though I didn’t have
you to share it with. Yeah, there were
always other women, but only because of who I am. All I wanted was the girl who loved me
because of who I was. But I
guess I wasn’t worth a phone call back.
That’s okay Em. I don’t care if
the pain and memories linger. I’ve got
something now that’ll take care of both.”
With that,
Trevor brushed past her and out of the building. Emily stood there shaking.
That wasn’t Trevor. That was
someone she didn’t know. Someone who
frightened her. Someone who didn’t look
good at all. Someone who may do himself
harm.
Now, it was
her turn to hang. She wanted to find
him, call him, meet with him and talk to him more about what he’s been
feeling. She had no idea it was this
bad for him. But she had no way of
getting a hold of him. Unless……she
called his parents in Sheffield.
Yes, she could
do that. She had always regretted never
calling him. She put her pride before
love and she wound up hurting him even more.
Now that they were both older and more mature they could both talk about
this rationally.
And seeing him
again, even as a shock and surprise, reminded her of how much she did love
him. And knowing how he had felt these
last 3 years made her realize that she still does.
Chapter
144
No sooner
that Mark stepped foot back into London, he dropped off his luggage at his
townhouse then headed to Tara’s place of business. Knowing that Trevor was already in London, he called him on his
cell.
“Yeah?”
“Trev....is
that you?”
“Who else
would be answering my phone?”
Mark was a
bit confused by Trevor’s disposition but quickly shrugged it off. “Listen, I just got back in London. I’ve got to go run a quick errand then I’ll
meet you. You at your flat?”
“No, I’m at
Southside getting drunk.”
“Trev....what’s
wrong?”
“I just ran
into Emily and now I’m trying to forget,” Trevor said.
Mark winced,
knowing that it probably wasn’t best to tell Trevor about trying to win Tara
back. “Trev, listen stay there. And don’t get too pissed. I won’t be long, okay?”
“Yeah,
whatever,” Trevor drawled before clicking off.
Mark raced
his car through the streets of London until he found Cutting Edge Designs. He went inside and came face to face with a
young blonde man first who looked him up and down with appreciation. Mark was immediately uncomfortable, but was
polite.
“Uh, yes
could you tell me if Tara Spencer is here?”
The blonde
man eyed Mark almost seductively and smirked.
“She was here. Don’t know if she
came back or not. If you have no luck
with her, maybe I can help.”
Mark
nervously cleared his throat. “Well,
thanks but I need to see Tara.”
The blonde
main shrugged. “The receptionist would
know if she’s back.”
“Thanks
mate.”
“Any time,
sugar.”
Mark cringed
at being called ‘sugar’ by another guy and just hightailed it quickly to the
reception area. A fortyish woman
greeted him with a flirting smile. Mark
just seemed to have that effect on women - and men!
“Can I help
you lad?”
“Yes, can
you tell me if Tara Spencer is back?”
“No, I’m
sorry. She’s out on an appointment and
won’t be back until five. I have some
messages and mail for her to pick up when she returns. Would you like to leave a message?”
“Yes, I
would. Can I write something, please?”
The
receptionist handed him a piece of paper and a pen. Mark scribbled a note to Tara then asked for an envelope. He put the note in the envelope then sealed
it, writing Tara’s name and ‘Personal and Confidential’ on the front. He then handed it to the receptionist.
“Thank you,”
Mark said.
“I’ll make
sure she gets it, lad.”
Mark winked
at the woman who promptly blushed. He
turned to walk out and immediately locked eyes with the blonde man who winked
at him. Mark gulped and nodded then
left.
The blonde
man huffed. “Always the gorgeous ones
who are straight!”
***********************************************************
Meanwhile,
back in Sheffield, Scott’s phone rang.
“Hello?”
“Doctor
Savage, hello. I don’t know if you
remember me, but this is Emily Prescott.”
Scott smiled
wide. “Emily! Of course I remember you, lass.
How have you been?”
“Fine,
sir. I’m working with physically and
mentally challenged children in London.
Its really fulfilling.”
“Well, my
wife would love to know that you’re working with children. Sounds like a noble profession.”
“Doctor
Savage, I’m sure you’re wondering why I’m calling.”
“I’m gonna
guess that it has something to do with my son,” Scott replied with a smirk.
“Actually,
yes,” Emily said. “We just ran into
each other late this morning. He had an
autograph session for the children where I work. I.....Dr. Savage, please.
The next time you hear from him, will you please give him my number and
have him call me. I need to speak to
him. There are some things that we have
to make right between us.”
Scott nodded
to himself, knowing the vague details of how they split up three years
ago. “Of course I will, lass.”
Emily gave
Scott her number and he wrote it down.
“Dr. Savage,
can I ask you something, well....personal?”
“What is
it?”
“Is
Trevor.....is he okay. Physically. He didn’t look too well.”
“Well, he
fractured his shoulder 4 weeks ago.
He’s close to being fully mended.
He’s no longer in a sling, but he still has to go for physical therapy
to get full movement back. Why?”
Emily
figured that had to be it. She
hoped. “Oh, nothing. I”m sure that’s why he looked so under the
weather. Please make sure he gets my
message. Its kind of urgent.”
“I’ll be
sure of it lass. Hopefully, we’ll see
you again soon.”
Emily smiled
and blushed to herself. “That would be
nice. Thank you sir.”
Emily hung
up the phone not fully convinced that Trevor’s shoulder was the reason for his
outburst today.
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Mark rushed
into Southside and found Trevor in a corner booth slouched down with a pitcher
of ale in front of him. By the looks of
him, it was probably his second pitcher.
Mark sat
across from him. “Trev...bloody hell,
how much did you drink?”
“Not nearly
enough, cous,” he slurred, then looked up at him with glassy, hazel eyes. “‘Aye, is that any way to greet me? We haven’t seen each other in so long.”
Trevor’s
head flopped to one side and Mark shook him.
“Crikey, Trev! That’s
enough. No more ale. Tell me what happened.”
“Emily,” Trevor
continued to slur in choppy sentences.
“Ran into her. I poured my heart
out like an idiot. Doesn’t care. Hell, I don’t care.”
Trevor’s
eyes were beginning to close and Mark shook him again. “Trev, wake up. Dammit, let me go get you some strong coffee.”
“Noooo, I’m
fine. I just.....I just want to
forget. The pain’s almost gone
now. It’ll be back soon, though. As soon......as soon as they wear off.”
“As soon as
what wears off?” Mark asked.
Trevor just
shook his head, not wanting to answer. Mark got up. “I’m getting
you coffee whether you like it or not.”
Trevor
waited until Mark was out of sight then got up. He headed to the door to leave, not wanting any help from
anyone. He just wanted to forget. Mark turned just in time to see him try to
sneak out of the pub.
“Trev!” he
called out, running after him.
Trevor made
it to the curb to hail a cab. When one
wouldn’t stop, he walked in the middle of the street and stood there as a cab
headed towards him. Mark ran out just
in time to see it.
“Trevor, no! Stop!”
Mark
furiously waved at the cab who slammed on his brakes to avoid hitting
Trevor. All the time, Trevor hadn’t
moved as if he were paralyzed and dazed.
As soon as the cab came to a halt, Trevor turned to look at Mark one
last time before he collapsed in the street
********************************
Back in
Sheffield, Scott’s phone rang again.
“‘ello?”
“Uncle
Scott, its Mark.”
“Aye
lad. Two surprise phone calls in one
day. How are you?”
“Uncle
Scott.....you’ve got to come to London.
Trev.......they’re taking him to the hospital. We were in the pub, he was drunk, he ran out into the street and
nearly got hit by a cab. Then he passed
out. The ambulance is on its way now.”
“I”m on my
way,” Scott said with his heart in his throat.
******************************
Several
hours later, Scott stormed into the hospital and to the admitting desk. He was told that Trevor was no longer in
emergency and had been admitted. He
went to the floor where Trevor was on and immediately passed by the waiting
area where he spotted Mark.
“Uncle
Scott!”
“Mark,
where’s the doctor? What happened to
him?”
“I......you
better talk to the doctor.”
Scott found
the phyician attending Trevor. “Yes,
I’m Dr. Scott Savage, Trevor Savage’s father.
My son was admitted here after being brought here by ambulance. What’s wrong with him?”
“Dr. Savage,
your son is stable right now, but he’s not out of the woods. We had to pump his stomach.”
Scott
squinted. “What, he had food poisoning
or somthing?”
“No
sir. Your son overdosed on
painkillers. That combined with the
alcohol he was drinking caused him to black out. He’s fortunate that he didn’t have a good amount of pills in him,
else.....”
Scott rubbed
his face. “Oh my God,” he murmured. “He was given painkillers for his fractured
shoulder.”
“When did he
fracture it?”
“Four weeks
ago.”
“He
shouldn’t still be taking pain killers by now,” the doctor said. “Dr. Savage, according to the signs he was
displaying, your son was addicted to the painkillers. Even though we emptied his stomach, he’s going to go through a
withdrawel. Its not going to be
pretty. We can keep him here for a few
days till he gets over the worst, but after that....I suggest somewhere for him
to get some help. He can very easily go
back to the pill if he doesn’t.”
Scott felt
like someone ripped his insides out.
The last thing he ever imagined his son to be was an addict.
“Yes, I
understand. Can I see him?’’
“Right in
there,” the doctor said, pointing to a room.
Scott nodded
then turned to see Mark. “Lad, why
don’t you go on home. I”m gonna stay
with him now. Just do me a favor and
call your dad to let him know whats going on.”
“Sure uncle
Scott,” Mark said, giving him hug. “I’ll be by to see him tomorow.”
Scott then
went into Trevor’s room and saw the figure laying in bed and gasped. Trevor looked painfully thin, his face
sunken and dark circles around his eyes.
He was hooked up to an IV and was having his heart monitored just in
case.
Scott got
close enough for Trevor to hear someone walk in. He slowly turned his head, saw his father, then began to
cry. Scott sat on the edge of the bed
and took his hurting son in his arms.
“Dad,” he choked out. “Dad,
I’m sorry. I’m so sorry. It hurts so much. Please....please help me.”
Scott held
his son with a death grip and cried harder than he ever did in his life. “Don’t worry, Trevor. I’m here.
I’m always here. We’re gonna get
you help.”
Trevor
continued to shake and sob his words out.
“I ruined it, dad. I had a chance with her and I ruined
it. I could’ve forgotten about her not
giving me another chance, but instead I got back at her for it. I just wanted the pain to go away, but not
her. Not Emily!”
Scott
remembered Emily’s phone call earlier.
She noticed a problem with Trevor right away. It was obvious that she still cared for him. He certainly hoped so, because she may have
to play an important part in Trevor’s recovery.
Scott
planned on placing a call to Emily as soon as possible.
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146
Tara
returned back to the office around six that same evening. And she wasn’t alone.
For the past
3 weeks she had been seeing Julian - a 28 year old assistant buyer for a large
department store in New York. She had
met him when he arrived at her company for a meeting about possible purchases
of Fire ‘n Ice’s new spring line. When
he cast his eyes on Tara, he was lost.
However,
when Julian saw her own original designs that she had been secretly working on,
he was impressed. Very impressed. His store was considering launching their
own name brand, which would consist of chic, hip outfits at non-New York chic,
hip prices. He was impressed enough
with Tara’s designs to take a private meeting with her to run the idea past
her.
Tara was
dumbstruck. She couldn’t believe that
someone would want her designs. Even
though they wouldn’t carry her name on the label in the store, it was still a
way to get her work noticed. And, it
would complete her dream of finally getting to New York. Everything was happening so fast - too fast.
However,
Julian was even more excited than her.
He was almost 100% sure that the store would go for Tara’s designs. By scoring such a find would ensure him the
clout he needed for the promotion to Senior Buyer and a six figure income. He would do anything to ensure that Tara
make it to New York and her designs into his store.
When they
both arrived back at her office, Tara went to the message center at the
receptionists desk and pulled a stack of messages and mail out of it. She was too tired to sift through it and
decided to take it home with her to look at later.
Julian came
up behind her and nuzzled her neck.
“Want to go get some dinner Tara?”
She craned
her neck to look at him and smiled. She
liked Julian. He was older, established
and knowledgable of the business. She
knew he could open a major door for her.
Although things started to become romantic, she didn’t feel that spark. She knew it was only three weeks, but when
something is right, you just know.
She
immediately thought of Mark. Even
though she pretended to despise him when she first met him, she couldn’t ignore
the pull he had on her. It had always
been there. It was the fate thing - her
being Randy Spencer’s sister and Mark’s father being Randy’s bandmate and close
friend. However, fate didn’t take into
account the reality they would face after high school.
But....did
fate have a hand in him running into her four weeks ago at the party? Did fate have something to do with him
showing up after her class the very next day?
Was that trying to tell her something?
“Tara?”
“Hmm?”
“You didn’t
answer me. Dinner?”
“Oh, yeah
sure. Fine. Just let me go to my desk and check my voice mail.”
Tara left
her things on the reception desk then went in the back to her own. As Julian waited, the young blonde man made
his way out from around a cubicle nearby.
“Oh, I
thought I heard someone come in,” the blonde man said, taking an opportunity to
size up Julian.
Julian
crossed his arms and cleared his throat.
“Yeah, well Tara and I went on appointments today. And now, we’re headed out to dinner.”
The blonde
man raised an eyebrow and took on a haughty look. “Hmm, well, if I were you, I’d make sure to protect my
interests.”
“What do you
mean?”
“I mean.....while
she was out, a guy came in looking for her.
A very good looking guy. Was
adament about seeing her. I,
uh....believe he left her a sealed message.”
The blonde
main eyed the stack of Tara’s mail on the desk before turning on his heel and
disappearing behind his cubicle.
Julian went
over to Tara’s mail and sifted through it until he came across a sealed
envelope with her name on it and ‘personal and confidential’. He had no idea who this guy was, but,
whoever it was, he wanted to make sure that it was no one who would keep Tara
from leaving London. His coveted
promotion and large salary raise depended on him bringing Tara to New York.
Julian
folded the envelope and put it in his dayplanner.
Chapter
147
Two days
later, Trevor sat up in his hospital bed to get some much needed food into
him. But, he had no appetite. All he could think about was the rehab
clinic that he was ordered to enter the following day.
Fortunately,
the hospital was very discreet about his condition to the public and
press. Trevor feared that his
reputation would be tarnished if word got out that the golden boy goalie for
Manchester United was a drug addict.
Even though he wasn’t doing cocaine or anything illegal, misuse of any
drug of any kind was considered an addiction.
A Manchester
representative, along with the team doctor, visited Trevor in the
hospital. They assured him that his
position with them was safe as long as he got treatment. Trevor knew how close he came to possibly
dying and finally admitted to his problem.
He agreed to a 30 day stay at a local rehab.
Even though
the pain in his shoulder had slowly faded, the pain in his mind and heart did
not. All he could think of was running
into Emily 2 days ago. He came to
realize that she didn’t ‘owe’ him a second chance for anything. He betrayed her and she had every right not
to want to see him or return his calls.
She was still in his heart and he had a chance to find out if his was
still with her, but instead....he pushed her away by scolding her for not
forgiving him for cheating on her. He
now knew where she worked and, hopefully, once he got out of rehab, he can go
make amends with her. He wondered if he
could last the 30 days till then.
As he moved
his fork around the food on his place, Scott came in. “Aye son.”
“Aye dad,”
he blankly replied.
“Trevor, are
you going to play with your lunch or eat it?”
Trevor just
shrugged.
“C’mon, you
lost a lot of weight and you’ve got to get your strength back. The next 30 days are going to depend upon
you being strong enough to handle them.”
Trevor was
silent for a few moment then looked at his father. “Dad?”
“Yes?”
“Am I a
loser?”
“Absolutely
not!” Scott adamantly stated. “Trevor,
you just used bad judgement. You
convinced yourself you weren’t addicted and you believed it. Thank God that your collapse
wasn’t........fatal. Trevor, if I ever
lost you.....”
Scott’s
voice cracked a bit with the thought of Trevor dying. Losing his only son would devestate him beyond words.
“Thanks
dad,” Trevor whispered. “Between you,
mum, Mark and the team, I...I have a reason to get better and get back with my
life.”
Scott moved
back towards the door and smiled.
“Well, you do have another
reason too.
“What?”
“Not what, Trevor. More like who.”
Scott turned
and left the room. Five seconds later,
Emily walked in. Trevor dropped his
fork and stared at her, afraid to blink that she’d disappear.
“Em?” he
said in disbelief, suddenly feeling humiliated having her see him like
this. “Em, how.....?”
Emily walked
over towards his bed and took his hand.
“Trevor, after I saw you two days ago, I was worried. You looked.....sick. I took it upon myself to call your dad to
see if you were okay. It was obvious
that they didn’t know. I gave your dad
my number to give to you. Your dad
called me and told me what happened.”
Trevor was
more than grateful to see Emily, but wondered why she was truly here.”
“Em, why did
he tell you? Why are you here? You must hate me after the other day.”
She sat on
the edge of the bed and cupped the side of his head. “He told me because he knew I was concerned. I”m here because I want to be. And.....I don’t hate you. I never could. Trevor, I know you have to go into rehab tomorrow. I want you to know, that I’m going to be here
for you. I”m going to come and see you
as often as I can. I want you to get
well. I want.......”
“What
Em......what do you want?”
Tears slid
down Emily’s cheeks. “I know its three
years too late, but I want to know if there’s another chance for us.”
Trevor
couldn’t believe what he was hearing.
He pushed his food tray aside and took Emily in his arms and hugged her,
letting tears of his own slide down his face.
His father
was right. He did have one more reason
to get well. He had his Emily back!
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Two days
later, Tyler arrived in London to meet Kevin at the studio for some production
work. He took the time while he was
there to visit his nephew Trevor in rehab before tracking down his own son at
his townhouse.
“Aye Mark,” Tyler
said, entering Mark’s house. He looked
around. “Um....when does housekeeping
arrive?”
Mark shoved
his hands in his pockets. “Sorry
dad. I don’t do much entertaining so
I’m not too concerned about making a mess.”
“Maybe this
place just needs a woman’s touch,” Tyler said, wiggling his brows. “How’s it going with Tara?”
Mark flopped
on his couch. “Well, I went to her
office four days ago and basically poured my heart out in a note I left
her. I haven’t heard a thing.”
“Did you try
going back again?”
Mark shook his
head. “I don’t want to push her,
dad. Maybe she just needs a few days to
think about it. I don’t know.”
Tyler slapped
a hand on Mark’s knee. “Well,
c’mon. Lets go meet uncle Kevin for
lunch. If you want, head on over to the
studio with us and hang out.”
Mark
grinned. “The last time I hung out at
the studio with you two I wound up in a rock band!”
“Then who
know’s what’ll happen this time?” Tyler grinned back. “C’mon, lets go.”
Mark
reluctantly went with his father.
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Later that
evening, Tara packed her suitcase as a steady rain began to fall. Tomorrow, she’d be heading to New York. If things went well, the only return trip
she’d make to England would be to tie up any loose ends and say goodbye to her
family and friends for good.
One of those
loose ends was Mark. She had this
nagging desire to see him one last time, if only to say goodbye. Or perhaps, she wanted to know if there was
a reason for her to stay.
She shrugged
off her thoughts. Why would she want to
stay? Getting to New York was her
dream. What in the world would be
enough to keep her from going.
“Mark, thats who,” her inner voice said.
She slammed
her suitcase shut, trying to shut her thoughts off as well. She was going to New York and that was
that.
She headed out
to her little living room where Julian was waiting for her. “Listen, how about staying in and ordering
some takeout instead,” Tara said. “Its
starting to rain outside and, well, I really just want to get to bed early
tonight.”
“Sure baby,
whatever you say,” Julian replied.
“Listen, I’m
gonna take a shower. I just want to
unwind. Order whatever, I don’t care.”
Tara
disappeared into the bathroom. As soon
as he heard the shower running he picked up the phone to order dinner. However, he thought of doing something else
first.
A devious grin
spread across his face. He went to his
dayplanner on Tara’s kitchen table and unzipped it. He then retrieved the note that someone named ‘Mark’ left Tara
four days ago. And, by the contents of
it, he was her ex-boyfriend who wanted her back. Julian decided to put the finishing touch on making sure that
absolutley nothing would prevent Tara from getting to New York and boosting his
career.
He took his cell
and punched in the number Mark left in his note.
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Mark stayed at
the studio long enough with his dad and Kevin.
He was getting antsy and felt like he needed to go for a drive. Maybe he’d go visit Trevor.
“Dad, listen,
I’m gonna get going. Guess being on the
road made me unable to sit still for too long.
You and uncle Kevin want to go to breakfast tomorrow?”
“You buying?”
Kevin asked.
“Sure, why
not?”
“Sounds good,”
Tyler said. “Oh, wait Mark.....I got a
new cell number. Your mother ‘washed’
my phone by mistake. Had to get a new
one, but I went with another company.”
Mark took a
piece of paper and wrote down ‘dad’s cell’ and the number then put it in his
wallet before leaving.
As soon as he
got in his car, his cell phone rang. As
it did every time since he left the note for Tara, he thought it was from her.
“‘ello?”
“Yes, would
this happen to be ‘Mark’?”
“Yes. Who’s this?”
“Listen Mark,
you don’t know me, but I do know Tara.
And, I know you’re wanting her back.
I found the little note you left her at work. Very touching.”
“Who the fuck
are you?” Mark yelled into the phone.
“Where’s Tara.”
“As of
tomorrow, she’ll be out of England and out of your reach. I’m taking her to New York. She’s gonna make a name for herself . So, whoever you are, just forget about
trying to get her back. She wants to
make it to New York and nothing is going to hold her back, so don’t bother
trying to contact her. Have a nice
life, dude.”
“Wait...wait!”
Mark screamed into the phone as the caller hung up. He looked at the caller ID display and saw that the number was
blocked. He angrily clicked off his
phone and shoved it in his pocket. He
had no idea who that guy was, but it was obvious that he was close to
Tara. How else would he get a hold of
that note? And...he was taking her to
New York....where she always wanted to go.
Mark had no choice than to accept the fact that she was lost to him
forever.
He started his
car, put his windshield wipers on and sped off outside of the London city
limits.
*********************************
Back at Tara’s
flat, Julian clicked off his cell phone with a victorious grin. He then placed a call for takeout then
flopped back on the couch. Tara emerged
from the shower in a terry robe and a towel wrapped around her head. She came out into the living room.
“What did you
order?”
“Just
Chinese. Should be here soon,” Julian
answered.
“I think I
have a bottle of white wine in the fridge.
I’m going to pour myself a glass.
Would you like one.”
“Sure, luv.”
Tara went into
the kitchen and got the wine and two glasses.
She put the glasses on the table to pour and halted when she saw a note
addressed to her signed from.......Mark!
She almost
dropped the bottle of wine when she realized who it was from. She put it down and picked up the note. She must’ve read it three times before her
mind began to churn. Next to the note
was Julian’s open dayplanner with an open envelope laying inside with her name
on it and ‘personal and confidential’.
Realization hit her like a lightening bolt. Mark had left her a note and.....Julian intercepted it. But...how?
She slowly
came out of the kitchen with the note in her hand. “Julian, where did you get this?”
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Julian turned
his head to look at her and paled when he saw her holding the note from
Mark. He sprang from the couch.
“Now
Tara....listen, I can explain....”
“I said!” she
said with a much stronger voice, “where
did you get this? No, wait......why
have you opened it?”
Julian took a
deep breath and calculated his words.
“Tara, listen to me.
Please. I saw this in the mail
you picked up the other night. You were
at your desk getting your voice mail, so I took it. Tara, I....I was just protecting you....”
“Protecting me?” she asked with
absurdity. “From what?”
“From making a
mistake. An emotional mistake. Tara, you are less than 24 hours away from
making it to New York. You don’t know
what an opportunity this is for a young woman like you with very little
experience.”
“Oh, I see,”
Tara said with sarcasm. “So you took it
upon yourself to steal a personal and confidential letter to me to protect me
from a mistake? Nevermind that.....why
is it laying open on my table? Did….,
did you call Mark?”
“I didn’t
think he should be left hanging,” Julian said.
“I explained that you were leaving tomorrow for New York to follow your
dream and, if he wanted to do anything for you, then it should be that he not
stand in your way.”
Tara was
shaking inside. She couldn’t believe
the utter audacity of this man. “How dare you! she seethed. “How
bloody dare you!”
“Now
Tara……don’t get...”
“Get out!”
“What?”
“What part did
you not understand, Julian. “I
said....GET OUT!”
“What about
New York? We’re set to leave tomorrow.”
“No, you’re set to leave tomorrow. I’ll have to do New York another time.”
“Tara, trust
me....you will never get the
opportunity I”m offering you. And all for what? Choosing some guy who’ll probably just break your heart
again. Then where will you be? Alone and still stuck working for a mediocre
designer. You’ll never make it,
Tara. You don’t have what it takes.”
Before he went
out the door, Tara decided to have the last word. “You’re wrong, Julian. I
will make it. And not alone! Goodbye!”
No sooner than
Julian slammed the door, Tara fell upon the couch with Mark’s note in her
hand. She couldn’t keep herself from
reading it one more time:
Tara,
I came by your office today because I
have no other way of getting a hold of you.
I haven’t been able to stop thinking about you since I saw you. You affected me so much that I broke it off
with Shawna. Tara, I’m gonna lay it all
out. I still love you. Now more than ever. Having people want you because you’re famous
only makes you realize how much more special the people are who wanted you when
you were nothing but a teenage lad without any direction in his life. We ran into each other that day in school
for a reason - the same reason we ran into each other at that party. We can’t avoid each other. We can’t escape. Lets give us another
try. Please call me on my cell.. I’ll be waiting.........love Mark.
Tara’s heart
turned over in her chest as tears slipped down her cheeks. She couldn’t deny that she still didn’t love
him - even when she hated him! She decided
ot to wait one more minute to make the most important phone call of her life.
*****************************
Mark raced his
sports car through the rainy outskirts of London. All he could replay in his mind was the conversation he had with
that nameless bastard.
“As of tomorrow, she’ll be out of
England and out of your reach. I’m
taking her to New York. She’s gonna
make a name for herself, not to mention make me a lot of money, I hope. So, whoever you are, you can forget about
trying to get her back. She wants to
make it to New York and nothing is going to hold her back, so don’t bother
trying to contact her.”
If this were
really true, then Mark was at an impasse.
He knew New York was her dream.
How could he expect her to chuck it all away to take a chance on a guy
who betrayed her heart three years ago?
He loved her enough to know that he wanted her back in his life. Now that love had to be strong enough to let
her go and make her dreams come true.
He was too
late.
He shifted his
car into fourth gear and almost floored the accelerator, trying to run away
from the memory of the girl who he let get away. His tormented mind and heart didn’t see the slick spot in the
road which caused his car to skid into the other lane.
And into the
path of an oncoming car.
The only sound
that was heard within the carnage of the wreck after impact was the ringing of
Mark’s cell phone. What could not be
heard was the message left on his voice mail:
Mark, its Tara. Please call me. I...I know about Julian calling you. Its all a big mistake.
Mark, whatever he told you is no longer happening. I’m
not with him and I’m not going to New York. I can’t avoid you either, nor can I escape you. Here’s my number. Please call me as soon as you get this.”
“I...I still love you too.”
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Tyler was
finishing up a late night in the studio with Kevin when his cell phone rang.
“Tyler?”
“Yes……sir, are
you Mark Savage’s father?”
“Yes I
am. Who is this?”
“Mr. Savage,
I’m calling from North Middlesex Hospital.
Your son, Mark, was involved in a car accident. They just brought him into the emergency
room now. We found your number in his
wallet.”
Tyler fell to
the chair behind him. “Is…is he okay?”
“I don’t know,
Mr. Savage. Like I said, he’s in the ER
right now being tended to.”
“I’ll be right
there!”
Tyler clicked
off his cell phone then turned to Kevin.
“That was the hospital…… Mark’s
been in a car accident…….they couldn’t tell me anything…….I gotta get down
there…..”
Kevin felt his
own heart sink, as well as a spark of pain in his weak leg upon hearing the
words ‘car accident’.
“I’m right
behind ya, Ty,” Kevin assured as they both raced out of the studio together.
******************************
Tyler and
Kevin entered North Middlesex Hospital within minutes and raced right to the
emergency room admittance desk.
“Yes, I…..I
just got a call about my son, Mark Savage.
He was just brought in here from a car accident.”
The attending
nurse checked a sheet in front of her.
“Yes, Mr. Savage. I think your
son is still in the ER being triaged.
I’ll try to get a doctor to come out to give you an update. Here…”
The nurse
handed Tyler Mark’s wallet and cell phone.
“These were in your son’s pockets.
I’m sure you’d like to hold onto them.”
Tyler held the
cell phone in one hand, the wallet in the other and just stared at them,
wondering if Mark’s injuries were so bad that they had to cut his clothes
off. Just then, the emergency room
doctor came over.
“Mr.
Savage? Are you Mark’s father?”
“Yes…yes….where……how
is he?”
The doctor
took Tyler over to the side as Kevin hung back, leaning against the wall,
dreading every single moment of this.
“Mr. Savage,
your son was involved in a car accident just outside the city limits. It happened a little over an hour ago. He must’ve lost control of his car on the
rainy streets and slid into the other lane.
An oncoming car swerved to try to avoid him, but couldn’t. The other driver wound up slamming into the
passengers side of Mark’s car, but, because it was a sports car, it didn’t hold
up well against the impact. The other
driver wasn’t hurt too bad and immediately called for help. But your son appears to be critically
injured. We’re still assessing
him. He’s barely conscious and his
vitals are unstable. If you’d like, the
ER waiting room is there. We’ll let you
know when we know more.”
The doctor
turned to leave, but not before Tyler grabbed his arm. “Doctor, is he gonna be alright?”
“I don’t know
that sir. We’re still trying to uncover
all of his injuries. I’ll let you know
of everything as soon as we find out.”
When the
doctor left, Kevin went up to Tyler.
“Ty, what is it?”
Tyler stood
there numb, not knowing what to do or say first. “Its an almost 30 year nightmare come back to haunt me, that’s
what it is. The doctor said his
injuries are critical, but don’t know the full extent of them.”
“Ty,
c’mon…lets go wait in the room.”
“No, I….I
gotta call Grace. She has to know.”
Tyler decided
to turn on Mark’s cell to place the call since it was already in his hand. When he did, a beeping went off signaling a
voice mail. Tyler decided to listen to
it, in case it was anyone related to Mark’s band that needed to know what was
going on. Instead, he got Tara’s
voice.
Mark, its Tara. Please call me. I...I know about Julian calling you. Its all a big mistake. Mark,
whatever he told you is no longer happening.
I’m not with him and I’m not
going to New York. I can’t avoid you
either, nor can I escape you. Here’s my
number. Please call me as soon as you
get this.”
“I...I still love you too.”
The corner of
Tyler’s mouth turned up in a grin. It
seemed that Mark and Tara finally succeeded in hooking up again. And she was waiting to hear from him. She would have a long wait.
Tyler decided
that, after calling his wife, he’d call Tara.
He had a feeling that she’d want to be here.
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Tara entered
the hospital and headed right for the emergency waiting room. She saw Mark’s father who was standing
facing a wall, his arm resting on it, his head bowed.
“Mr. Savage?”
Tyler turned
to see the beautiful, sweet face of his son’s girlfriend. Reliving the horror of almost 30 years ago
also caused Tyler to see shades of Randy in his Tara’s face.
“Tara….thank
you for coming,” Tyler said with a hint of hopelessness in his voice.
Tara
approached him. “Is…..is he okay? Did the doctor say anything more?”
Tyler shook
his head. “No. They’re still working on him. That worries me because it may mean he’s got
a lot wrong with him. I just wish I
knew something.”
Tara put her
head down and shook it. “This is all his
fault – it has to be! He upset Mark, I
know it!”
“Who?”
Tara explained
the entire scenario regarding being
offered a position in New York, Mark leaving a note for her at work, Julian
intercepting it and taking it upon himself to call Mark to basically tell him
to bugger off before Tara finally telling Julian to buggar off!
“I think Mark
may have been in his car driving when Julian called him. It was about a hour and a half ago.”
“Probably,”
Tyler said. “So, you ditched the
wanker?”
“As soon as I
found out what he did,” Tara said. “If
I never saw that note from Mark before I left for New York, I may have
regretted it forever.”
For the first
time in the last 45 minutes, Tyler smiled.
“Fate’s been intervening with you two since you met. You were meant to be together.”
“I know that
now,” Tara said. “Mr. Savage, can I get
you something?”
“No, thank you
lass. Actually, Kevin is here with
me. He just went to go get some
coffee. And my wife and daughter are
taking the tram in as we speak.”
“Are you
sure?” Tara asked again. “Maybe I can
call your brother.”
“No, I don’t
want to bother him just yet. He just went back to Sheffield yesterday after
spending 5 days here getting Trevor situated.”
“Emily called
and told me,” Tara said. “I’m so glad
they’re back in each other’s life and that Trevor is getting better. That’s how I know that Mark’s gonna be fine. Those Savage cousins do everything
together!”
Tyler grinned
a bit. “Yeah, you’re right. You know, Tara, when I turned around and saw
you, I swear it was like looking at Randy.
Its so ironic, since the last time I saw him……”
“Its okay, Mr.
Savage. Mark’s gonna be alright. We’ve got fate on our side, right? If we’re meant to be together, then he has
to live.”
Tyler looked
at her and smiled. “Right.”
**********************************
In the
emergency area, doctors and nurses still feverishly worked on Mark’s
semi-conscious body. His clothes had
long been cut from his body as numerous cuts and and gashes were assessed on
his arms and face. His right arm
appeared to be broken from the impact from the passengers side. His neck was put in a brace to keep him
stable until the checked for any damage to his spinal column. The one good sign was that his abdomen
wasn’t swelling up, which was a sign of internal bleeding. Even though Mark was faintly conscious,
doctors were concerned about a deep gash on the left side of his head from
where his head slammed against the drivers side window upon impact from the
passengers side. The area was also
starting to swell as well. They had to
get him in for a CAT scan immediately to check for any damage to the brain.
As soon as the
doctor felt it was safe to move Mark upstairs for internal tests, his vital
stats suddenly began to drop.
“Doctor, his
pressure is dropping,” one nurse said.
“Pulse is
erratic and dropping as well,” another said.
The doctor
looked up at the screen monitoring Mark’s heartbeat and saw that it was slowly
fading.
“Pressure
still dropping fast,” the nurse said again.
“He has to be
bleeding inside,” the doctor said, as he felt a slight hardness in Mark’s
abdomen. “We have to prep him for
surgery – stat!”
“Doctor, I
have no pulse!” the other nurse said.
The doctor
looked at the heart monitor and saw that it had flatlined.
Mark Savage was dead.
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Mark slowly
sat up and swung his legs to the floor.
He slid off the gurney and took a few steps forward before turning to
look back. He watched with an
emotionless expression as the emergency room doctor attempted to revive his
lifeless body. He watched hands
furiously pump his chest in an effort to start his dead heart before a nurse
wheeled in the paddles to shock his heart to life.
Mark seemed
unaffected as he turned and walked about the emergency room, suddenly intrigued
by a glowing white light at the end of the hall. An unexplained sense of comfort overcame him as he headed towards
the light.
When he got to
the end, there was a door that he was unable to open, however he could see
through to the other side. He saw a
figure walk towards him. When it got
close enough, Mark smiled upon seeing the face that he only knew from pictures
and videos.
Randy Spencer.
Randy looked at Mark from the
other side of the door. He took it upon
himself to be the one to take Mark over.
But he couldn’t help himself from imagining the torment that his friend
would go through when the doctor came out of the emergency room to tell him
that his only son had died. If only
Randy could provide some comfort.
Randy left Mark on the other side of the door
while he disappeared into the emergency waiting room. He stopped short when he saw two of the people who meant so much
to him in his young life – and one that he regretted never getting to know.
Randy went over to Tyler
first, who was sitting forward on the couch, elbows on knees, hands clasped and
head bowed. Randy bent down next to him
and embraced him.
“I’m so sorry, mate.”
An unexplainable chill
went through Tyler that made the hair on the back of his neck stand on
end. It was a mixture of anguish
and…..comfort. He felt as if something
was enveloping him, but knew he had to be imagining it. But he wondered if the eerie feeling was a
sign. That……..
“Mark,” his raw throat
choked out as he bolted off the couch and out into the emergency area. Something was wrong with his son. He just knew it.
Randy straightened up, knowing
that, in a few moments, his friend would find out the worst. He didn’t deserve this and Randy couldn’t
help but wonder what Tyler went through the day he and Mark Shepard perished in
that car accident.
Randy then looked over to
where Kevin was. He remembered going
out that night like it was yesterday.
The last time Randy saw Kevin while he was alive, he was laying across
the backseat of his ’69 Corvette before it was demolished by a drunk
driver. Randy’s spirit knew how Kevin
fought to stay alive through almost paralyzing injuries.
He went up behind Kevin and
put a hand on his back. “I’m so glad
you made it, mate,” Randy whispered, before laughing. “I remember when I first met you, you hated me calling you
‘mate’.”
Kevin swiftly turned when
he felt something very warm touch his back.
When he realized that his mind must be playing tricks on him, he sat
down on the couch that Tyler had abandoned.
Randy then set his eyes on the
one person that he wished he had known.
His sister Tara. She was sitting
in a chair with her legs curled under her, her arms hugging her body. Randy bent down in front of her and studied
her face.
“You’re such a beautiful
lass,” he said. “I can’t believe our
father abandoned you and mum like that.
But you’re strong, Tara. You and
mum survived all those hard times. I
knew you would make it into Mark’s life.
I can see how much you still love him after all you’ve been
through. Oh lass, I’m so sorry that he
has to be taken away from you. I want
to see you laugh and smile and be so in love.
Not like this.”
Randy sat on the arm of the
chair and wrapped his arms around his sister’s shoulders and cried for her.
Tara sucked her breath in
at the chilling feeling that coursed through her. At first it felt like comfort, but then……..it felt like
sorrow. Like someone was crying on her
shoulder.
Just then, Tyler came back
into the waiting room and had to hold onto the wall for support. His face was anguished and pale.
“Ty, what?” Kevin said,
going over to him.
“Kevin,
he……they’re…….they’re trying to revive him.
His heart stopped. Oh my God, my
son’s gonna die!”
“No!” Tara cried out as
she curled her body before sobbing into her hands. “No, please!
Please…..no!”
Randy backed away from the
scene. It was too torturous for him to
witness. He left his devestated friends
and heartbroken sister to drive the knife of sorrow in even further.
Randy made his way back to the
locked door to which Mark was on the other side…..waiting. Randy locked eyes with him, assuring him of an eternal comfort, even as he put his
hand on the doorknob to let him in.
As the door opened, Mark began
to step over. The closer he did, the
more Randy was assailed by the heartwrenching sobs of Tyler and Tara. They tore at him, even in his peaceful
state. He knew how unfair this was, for
he was a little older than Mark when he was taken from this earth. And now, his friend would lose his only son,
who was partially named after him – who played the drums, just like him, and
his sister would lose the lad that she loved enough to give up her dream.
He couldn’t do it. He just couldn’t.
Randy slammed the door shut
back in Mark’s face, leaving him on the other side
“Doctor, I have a pulse!”
one nurse called out.
“Blood pressure’s slowly
rising,” the other nurse said.
The doctor had just
finished jumping Mark’s heart with the paddles for the third time before he
looked at the monitor – the tiny blips signaling life in his sleeping heart.
Mark Savage was alive.
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Two Days Later
Word of Mark’s near fatal
car accident quickly made all the music news channels. Although he sustained serious injuries that
would require a few months of recovery, he was alive. Fortunately, Fusion was on hiaitus following their last tour so
Mark would have sufficient time to recouperate before the band regrouped to
write and record the next album.
Mark laid in his hospital
bed, his mind weak and his body banged up.
His right arm was in a splint, the left side of his head bandaged and
throbbing and numerous other areas either cut or bruised. A fresh scar below the left side of his rib
cage where his spleen was removed matched the one below on the right from when
his appendix was removed three years ago.
Today was his first day
since being released from ICU into a private room. Only his parents and sister were allowed to see him, but today,
Mark was able to receive other visitors.
He turned his head to
stare out the window next to his bed.
His mind trying to piece together the fragmented details of what
happened before the accident. All he
could think of was Tara, but he didn’t remember why.
Tyler walked in the room,
still unable to get over almost losing his only son. He’ll never forget almost collapsing to his knees in thanks when
the doctor came in to inform him that Mark had been revived and was to be
wheeled into surgery to stop his internal bleeding. He went over to his bed and lightly put his hand on his
shoulder.
“Aye son.”
Mark turned his head
slowly to the left, wincing a bit from the pain from the bandaged bruise
pressing into the pillow.
“Aye dad.”
“Go easy Mark,” Tyler
said, turning his head a bit so that the there was no pressure on the left side
of his head. “That’s quite an ostrich
egg you got there.”
“That’s the least of my
problems,” Mark said.
“You’re gonna be fine,
Mark. You’ll need sufficient recovery,
but you’ll be fine. You had me so
scared. You have no idea.”
Mark looked his father
dead in the face.
“Dad?”
“Yeah?”
“I died, didn’t I?”
Tyler stilled, not knowing
how to answer. “What….what do you mean?”
“I think I died – if only
for a short while. I…..I had a……what’s
it called…..an ‘out of body experience’.
I saw Randy.”
Tyler sat down in the
chair next to Mark and kept his hand on his son’s shoulder. “You did?”
Mark nodded. “I……was standing in the emergency room,
watching the doctors try to revive me.
I……I then saw a light. A really
bright one. There was a door at the
end. Randy was on the other side. When I recognized him, he left me for a
bit. I ….I don’t know where he went. Then….he came back and opened a door to let
me in. Then he hesitated and shut the
door. It was like……he didn’t want me
to……come over yet.”
Tyler’s heart was pounding
as the eeriness of his son’s experience reminded him of the dream he had. Or….was it ever a dream?
“I don’t doubt that that
happened, Mark. A lot of people have
those. Its….its true. Your heart did stop a bit, but the doctor’s
revived you. I cant begin to tell you
what that was like for me.”
“Brought back some bad
memories, huh?”
“You have no idea,” Tyler
half whispered.
“So…..where’s everyone
else?”
“Your mum and Abby will be
here in a while. I let them sleep since
they were here so late with you last night.
Rob called me. Said he and the
other lads will be out here within a few days.
Uncle Scott is arriving today.
He’s going to see about Trevor getting a day pass from rehab so he can
come see you.”
“Oh, that’s great. How’s he doing?”
“Pretty good. He’s antsy, but he knows he has to do
it. Plus, Emily goes to see him just
about every day.”
Mark sombered. His cousin has his high school love back in
his life, but Tara was nowhere.
Realization suddenly hit him.
The note he left for Tara. The
phone call from some guy saying she was leaving for New York.
“Mark? What’s
wrong?”
“N…n..nothing. Its…….I’m glad they’re back together.”
“Then why do
you look so sad?”
Mark turned
his head and shook it, unable to speak his heart.
Tyler then
heard someone at the door and turned.
Grinning, he turned back to mark.
“Well, I think someone’s here who may cheer you up.”
Tyler got up
as Mark turned towards the door and cast his eyes on Tara.
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155
If ever Mark
wished he could jump out of that hospital bed it was now. His mind had a hard time registering being
told that Tara was leaving for New York and having her here right now. All he wanted to do was make sure she
couldn’t get away.
“Surprise,”
Tara softly said, walking in as Tyler walked out. The closer she got, the bigger Mark’s eyes got.
“Tara,
how……I…I thought you were gone to New York.”
Tara sat in
the chair next to his bed, her eyes never leaving Mark’s beautiful green ones,
and shook her head. “I didn’t. I couldn’t.
Mark, I wound up finding out about Julian taking the note you left me –
and him calling you.”
“Julian?” Mark
said with jealousy skepticism.
“Trust me –
he’s no one to worry about. He promised
me a chance to design for his store’s label.
And you know….for someone who wants to make it as bad as I do as a
designer, it looked like the opportunity of a lifetime. But….when I found that note from you……..the
words you used…..Mark, I couldn’t leave.
I called your cell and left you a message, but……you never got it. It must’ve been………after the accident. Your father retrieved my message and called
me. I came right away. I’ve been waiting since that night to see
you.”
Mark’s eyes
watered, so overwhelmed with emotion he was.
He couldn’t believe it. He
thought he had lost Tara, when all along she never left his side these last few
horrific days.
“What…..what
did you say in your message?”
Tara leaned in
and gently stroked his hair, careful to avoid his bandaged left side. “That……I couldn’t avoid or escape you
either. That……I still love you too. Everything seems so much more in
perspective, now that we’re older. You
were still a teenager and starting out in a rock band. Although it hurt, I guess the temptation to
test the waters was too great. Same
with Trevor and Emily, I suppose. But
they’re on their way to getting to know each other all over again. I’d like the same for us. Us ‘cousins’ have to stick together, you
know!”
Mark reached
his left hand up and stroked her face.
“You mean it, Tara? Truly?”
Tara nodded as
tears appeared in her eyes. “I love
you, Mark Savage. Even when I didn’t
want any part of you when I met you, I couldn’t escape you then. You chased me and caught me. I got away a bit, but now I’m back.”
Mark’s left
hand slid from her face to the back of her head and pulled her down. For the first time since he saw her almost a
month ago, their lips met and this time it was without guilt or
reservation. Mark threw himself into
the kiss a little too much and Tara pulled away.
“Mark, you
better not overdo it. I don’t want you
having a heart attack on me!”
Mark flashed
his Savage grin and twinkled his infamous green eyes. “What a way to go!”
Tara
chuckled. “I have a feeling that you’re
going to recover just fine!”
“So….you want
to date a rock star, eh?”
“No….I want to
date Mark Savage, who just happens to be a mega rock drummer. Even when we were apart, I followed your
career. I can’t tell you how proud I
am.”
“You’re gonna
have the same success, Tara. I just
hope you didn’t give anything up that was important to you.”
“You’re important to me,” she adamantly
said. “New York isn’t going
anywhere. Besides, now that I think
about it, I don’t want my original designs, that I’ve worked so hard on, to
have some store label on them. If
anything, they’ll have my name on it.
And, since I had already quit the company to go to New York, I think I’m
going to seek a position at a high end store here. I mean, if I want to know what the public wants to wear, I need
to be around the merchandise. I need to
see whats popular and what’s not. After
some research, then I’ll work on trying to market my designs.”
“Tara, you
know…if you need help….financially….”
“Don’t even
suggest it, Mark. You are not going to
support me.”
“I didn’t say
support….I said help. And….its
not like I don’t have the money!”
“Yeah, well
save it for when you’re old and decrepit and can’t rock anymore!”
“Will you
still love me then?”
Tara pursed
her lips wickedly. “Well, if you grow
up to be a hot looking old man like your grandfathers, then…yes!”
“Don’t ever
tell my grandpa Joe you said that. I
think you’d give him a boner!”
“I’d rather
give you one……when you’re a little more recouperated.”
“Too late,”
Mark said. “Already have one.”
Tara glance
down and saw that Mark was hard under the sheet and blanket. Suddenly, Tyler peeked his head in.
“How are things
in here?”
Tara turned
and smiled. “Oh….lets just say your
son’s back to his old self already!”
Chapter
156
Mark had a
steady stream of visitors over the next few days. When his cousin Trevor walked into his room, it was as if every
day that they spent together since they were 5 flashed in front of him.
“Aye cous,”
Trevor said, giving him a cautious hug.
“What were you trying to do – outdo me for attention?”
“A little
drastic, huh?” Mark asked with a grin.
“Just a
little. You scared the crap out of us,
Mark.”
“Yeah, well I
can say the same for you. Don’t you
ever go collapsing in the street in front of me again.”
Trevor took
his hand, as their bond was still as strong as when they were younger. “I’m glad your okay, cous.”
“Same for
you,” Mark replied. “So….how’s it going
in rehab?”
“Well, I was
made aware just how dangerous my ‘problem’ was. I didn’t think it was bad, but just the fact that I couldn’t stop
was as bad of an addiction as if it were coke or something. I never realized how out of control I was.”
“And
uh…..how’s things with Emily?”
Trevor
unabashedly smiled, his infamous shyness shining through in the renewed sparkle
in his hazel eyes. “Good. Real good.
Better than when we were in high school. I mean, we missed out on three years of each other’s lives. We’re really just getting caught up on each
other and learning things we never knew.
Its like I’m meeting her for the first time all over again.”
“I know what you mean,” Mark replied. “Tara and I have been doing so much talking
these last few days. Probably because I
can’t do much of anything else!”
“I see your
injuries haven’t affected your sex drive!” Trevor mused.
“Man, I’d
settle for a hand job – anything!” Mark complained.
“Don’t look at
me! I love ya, but…..”
“So, you
sneaking any action in rehab?” Mark asked, wiggling his brows.
Trevor blushed
anew – a habit that he’ll probably take to his grave. “Well…….there was this one time that we snuck into the activity
room. It was a beautiful day out, so everyone
was just about outside. We hid on one
side of a large bookcase and….did it standing up.”
“Oh man,
forget I asked!” Mark groaned. “That
just made me hornier than I already am!”
Suddenly,
Tyler poked his head in. “Got room for
two more in there?”
“If they’re
hot looking nurses, yeah!” Mark joked.
“Will you
settle for two incredibly wrinkled old blokes,” Sav said as he slowly made his
way inside.
“Speak for
yourself,” Joe said, making his way in afterwards.
Mark and
Trevor’s grandfathers seemed to have aged even more these last three
years. They knew that they’re time left
on this earth was extremely limited with each passing year, so they knew that
it was as important as ever to make each moment count.
“Mark, I’m
supposed to be the one laying in a hospital, fighting for my life, not you,”
Joe said. “Don’t you even dare think
that you’re going before me.”
“That’s my
job,” Sav said.
“Don’t start
that shit again, Sav,” Joe said.
Trevor stood
up and embraced his grandpa Sav and uncle Joe before offering them both
chairs. Since Trevor sufficiently
visited with them earlier, he left them to visit with Mark in private.
Before they
sat down, Joe and Sav sat on either side of Mark’s bed and hugged him.
“We love you
Mark,” Sav said. “You have no idea how
bloody scared we were.”
“And you know,
it doesn’t take much to scare me,” Joe said.
“But, the thought of losing my only grandson…….it wouldn’t be fair for
me to live this long.”
Mark sat there
hugging his grandfathers – thankful for second chances and miracles.
Chapter
157
The following
day, Tara was helping feed Mark his lunch since he was incredibly clumsy with
his left hand. Truth be told, he just
liked being waited on! They were
interrupted by a very welcomed voice.
“Dude, this is
no way to tell us you want to quit the band!”
Mark looked up
to see that Rob had finally made it.
“Aye mate,” Mark grinned. “Glad
you were able to pull yourself away from whoever you’re snogging at the moment
to make sure I’m still alive.”
Rob laughed as
his eyes went to Tara. “Well, hey
there, beautiful! Long time, no
see. This is a… uh……good thing?”
Rob eyed Mark
who nodded. “Oh yes…..very good thing.”
“Its good to
see you again, Rob,” Tara said. “I’ve
been following your career all these years.
You guys are absolutely awesome.”
“Why thank
you, sweetheart. And…something tells me
that we’ll be seeing each other quite often.”
Rob, again,
looked at Mark. “Aye, just because I’m
convelescent doesn’t mean that I can’t get out of this bed and try to whoop
your arse! Go hit on a nurse, will ya?”
“If I can find
one that isn’t hideous.”
“Well, I’ll
leave you lads to visit,” Tara said. “I
think your parents and sister went to the cafeteria. I’ll go join them.”
Tara gave him
a kiss then left the room. Rob gave
Mark a raised brow look of surprise. “Well, well, well…….I see things are back
on track with you two.”
“Yeah, too bad
it took me getting twisted like a pretzel for it to happen.”
Rob sat on the
chair beside him and gave Mark a good once over and turned serious. “God Mark, that must’ve been some wreck.”
“Totaled my
bloody Viper!”
“Lucky for
you, you can afford a new one. Only
next time, get a Porsche.”
“I may just do
that, mate. So…..I’ve had enough people
ask me about my injuries. What’s up
with you?”
Rob bowed head
a bit then glanced his eyes up.
“Well….I finally made peace with my brother.”
“Zak? Really.
Aw, mate, how’s he doing?”
“Okay. Been in therapy for the past two years. I guess his problems went deeper than just anger
and obnoxiousness. He’d been hiding it
for a while, then finally told my parents because his therapist wanted to see
them. They told me and, well…..the two
of us finally sat down and had a real long talk. He forgave me for booting him out of the band – even understood
that I had to do it. He still has a
ways to go, but at least its in the right direction.”
“Glad to hear
it,” Mark said. “Didn’t want the bloke
hurting himself anymore. So…..how are
those other two losers?”
Rob
chuckled. “They should be here tomorrow
or the day after. Paul went with Bekka
to the doctors for a…….I think it’s a sonogram. She’s having a boy.”
“No shit! A little Paul! Daddies better start locking up their baby girls now!”
“Yeah, well,
he’s changing. This fatherhood business
is really grounding him a bit. He just
isn’t sure about marriage. They’re
committed to each other, but he still gets jittery. I’m sure they will when the time’s right.
“And what
about Troy?”
Rob’s face lit
up. “You’re not going to believe
it! Remember that redhead with the gold
bikini from Hawaii that he had the major hots for? He ran into her in Starbucks!
She just moved down from San Rafael.
He’s in absolute heaven. They’ve
been practically inseparable since.”
“Seems like
everyone’s hooking up,” Mark said.
“Everyone but
me,” Rob replied.
“Still holding
out for that virgin who doesn’t exist?”
“She
exists….somewhere! In Cambodia, maybe.”
“Why don’t you
do one of those ads? You know…..like
for a Russian mail order bride or something.”
“No thank
you! I’ll just wait for God to kindly
drop her in my lap.”
Mark feigned
looking up to heaven. “Did you get that
order, big guy?”
A doctor came
in to check Mark’s splint on his fractured arm. Rob stood up. “I’ll come
back when you’re done. I’m gonna go try
to find a nurse who isn’t a hag.”
“If you’re
lucky, maybe she’ll be a virgin too!”
“Smart ass!”
Rob walked out
of the room and down the hall. He
passed by the desk that had 3 40-ish
nurses behind it. He flashed them his
well-honed rock star gorgeous smile and midnight blue eyes as he walked
by. The three older women
simultaneously sighed on cue.
Rob walked by
the waiting area and glanced in as he did.
He halted in his tracks at the sight of a young woman standing in the
far corner, staring out the window. Rob
stepped in the waiting room and slowly approached her from behind. As he got closer, her indescribable beauty
began to unfold before his eyes.
Glossy, tawny
colored hair with deep gold highlights fell straight and shiny to just graze
the tops of her shoulders. From her
profile, her pert nose, full pink lips and cheekbones that could cut glass gave
her a look that was a cross between a girl and a woman. However, her body was all woman. Her white, hip-hugger jeans and pale green
spaghetti strap tank with white and gold designs on it fit her tall, slender,
sweetly curved figure to perfection. It
was enough to make every thought leave Rob’s brain.
And…when she
turned to see him looking at her, he felt as if his brain left his head.
Eyes that put
an emerald to shame, framed by long fluttery lashes, made his mouth suddenly
dry. But, it was when those magnificent
green eyes widened, and that delicious pink mouth of hers opened with surprise,
did Rob consider falling to his knees and profess his undying love to her.
“Rob? Rob Silver?
Oh my God, is…is it really you?”
Rob rapidly
scrambled for words that made sense as he drank her her youthful beauty. She had to be a fan – how else would she
know him?
“Y…yes….that’s
me. Do…do I know you?”
The young
woman blushed, giving her that enchanting girlish look.
“You don’t
remember me, do you? I’m Abby
Savage. Mark’s sister.”
Epilogue
6 Months
Later
Two Days
Before Christmas, 2049
The Savages
and Elliott’s were, once again, getting ready to celebrate their most cherished
holiday. They had so much to be
thankful for this year, that they didn’t know where to begin.
Most obvious,
was the full recouperation of Mark from his car accident, as well as Trevor
successfully completing his 30 day stay in rehab. The two cousins have since gotten back into the swing with their
careers.
Trevor pushed
himself with physical therapy the entire off-season to be ready for
Manchester’s opening day game. With a
fully repaired shoulder, a cleansed mind and body and, most important, the love
of his life by his side, Trevor played as if that entire nightmare never
happened. With Emily still based in
London with her teaching job, she and Trevor spent a fortune in phone calls and
tram tickets to talk to and see each other.
When the difficulty of being apart became too much to bear, Emily sought
out a teaching position in Manchester in order to be closer to Trevor. Little did she know, but Trevor had a very
special gift for her to open on Christmas day!
As for Mark,
he was home from the hospital after a three week stay and decided to spend his
recovery in Sheffield where his mum could pamper him. Tara eventually found a position as an assitant merchandiser at a
high end department store and kept a sharp eye on the changing fashions, even
as she feverishly continued to create her own unique designs. Every weekend, she took the tram into
Sheffield to spend with Mark during his recovery.
By September,
Mark was sufficiently well enough to head out to LA to meet with the rest of
the band to begin writing for the next album.
His fractured right arm healed beautifully and was expected to be 100%
before they began recording. He and
Tara had many long talks about the demands their individual careers would have
on their relationship, but they loved each other enough to be willing to do
whatever they had to do to make it work.
Tara was hopelessly committed to Mark and he positively adored her!
Joe and Sav
had turned 87 and 86 respectively that year and was more grateful for each
passing day. They were amazed that they
lifestyle that they had lived decades ago had allowed them to live this long,
even though time had taken their three bandmates earlier in the year. It was ironic that the two original members of Def Leppard would be the
last to remain together. All they could
do was live each precious day as it was afforded to them.
And today,
Grace and Chelsea were busy preparing several Christmas dishes ahead of
time. Tomorrow, the entire family would
be gathered for two days of Christmas celebration.
“I bet you
can’t wait to see your granddaughter, Chels,” Grace said. “How old’s Isabella now?”
“Amost four,
and just as brash as her mother,” Chelsea said. “I feel bad for poor Frank – surrounded by females!’
“Ha, I’m sure
he loves it. Oh, hell, I forgot to call
the bakery to make sure the cake is delivered for tomorrow.”
“Cake?”
“Abby’s
birthday. Nineteen years old. I can’t believe my baby is practically a
grown woman.”
“And soon to
be a famous actress too,” Chelsea replied.
“How’s she doing out in LA on her auditions?”
Grace rolled
her eyes. “She must’ve been on 15 of
them – everything from commercials to some bit movie parts. However, she did call me about a script her
agent wound up getting his hands on for a newly created television show for an
American station called The WB. Seems
that the shows on that channel cater to a teen to 30-ish age group. She seemed really excited about it.”
“Wow, Abby a
telly star,” Chelsea exclaimed. “That
would be amazing. So….is Mark having a
rough time keeping an eye on her?”
“Who bloody
knows?” Grace said. “We thought it
would be a perfect scenario with Mark being out there to write the same time
that Abby got auditons. Not much he can
do while he’s writing with the band and she’s off traipsing all over LA. Just because they’re staying together at his
flat out there doesn’t mean that he can watch her every move. I don’t know….I have a feeling that
something’s going on with her and ……..someone.”
“Who?” Chelsea
asked.
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Meanwhile, at
a tiny Las Vegas chapel, the minister said his closing words.
“I now
pronounce you husband and wife. You may
kiss your bride.”
Abby bit her
lip as she received her first kiss as Mrs. Rob Silver.