Despondent
My head is spinning,
And it feels like I’m falling
Nothing is clear,
I’m on my knees and crawling
My thoughts are inside out
And the world is upside down
I’m trying to stand up,
But I can't get my feet on the ground
Now I sit alone
In a room full of faces
I don't know where I am
Cuz I’m in so many places
No I hide it inside
And it is right behind me
The smile that I put on
You can see the lies inside me
There’s too much going on inside
my head
I can’t help thinking its my
fault that your dead
Everyone deals with something they
don't want to
Why weren't you strong enough to
make it through
So where are you now,
Did you make it very far
The guilt I have inside
Is like a knife in the heart
Everything that I say
And everything I do
It doesn't matter now
Cuz I can't get through to you
There’s too much going on inside my head
I can’t help thinking its my fault that your dead
Everyone deals with something they don't want to
Why weren't you strong enough to make it through
There’s too much going on inside my head
I can’t help thinking its my fault that your dead
Everyone deals with something they don't want to
Why weren't you strong enough to make it through
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