This is my first entry in here. Well, first things first. Amber broke up with me, and even though I was mad at first, I'm actually kind of glad now. If you want details you're gonna have to ask me, cause it would take to long to write out. Anyways ___. I got a car now, and I'm starting to look for an apartment and a roommate. Look out ladies, I'm single again.
Mood: Relieved
Song I'm Listening To: Offspring-She's Got Issues
Feb 16,2004
Went and saw 50 First Dates last night with Tiffany, Patsy and some other people, and I have to tell you, it was one of Adam Sandler's best movies. But it was such a chick flick, and of course because I'm eternally cursed, I actually DID have something in my eye at a sad part. I tried to ignore it, but it kept bugging me, so I finally wiped it, and right when I did, Patsy looked at me. But that's just my luck. The night before I went out with Nathan and Josh, and I'm not going to go into details, because I've bitched about it enough, but I was ___. That's about it except that I may have found a house to live in, so until next time kids, laters.
Mood: Bored
Song I'm Listening To: Weezer-El Scorcho
March 1, 2004
A few things that I've learned over the past few days.
-Listening to music from like 5-10 years ago is cool.
-Don't start talking shit about somebody until you know who you're talking to. You could be talking to the the guy that you are talking about.
-Go out even if you don't want to. You might end up having fun.
-People you thought you didn't like can be cool and people you thought you liked can be losers.
-There's no shame in begging an ex-girlfriend to take you back, and even if there is, who cares?
-Laurenashley is ALWAYS right.
-You know youre either old or out of shape when you get tired walking up the stairs.
-Don't make fun of senior citizes, because one day you'll be one.
Mood: Getting ready to get out in the real world. And I don't care if that's not really a mood.
Song I'm Listening To: Goo Goo Dolls-Iris
April 1, 2004
I really suck at keeping this thing updated, and today is no better. Today all I have for you a is random thought. I think I've matured since high school and the reason is I don't prefer blondes anymore. I don't no why, but I find brunttes more appealing right now, and I think that's a sign of maturity.
Mood: Mature :)
Song I'm Listening To: Metallica-Fade to Black
July 4, 2004
Holy shit, it's been a while since I've updated this thing. So much has happened so I'll give you a quick update to start off with. I've been through 2 jobs(Hyatt, and Applebees) though I quit both and wasn't fired and now I work at Alamo Cafe. New girlfriend now. Going on 3 months. Her name is Kira, and I actually like this one. I've moved into an aparment with 3 people and I'll give you my opinion of all 3 of them, even though they may read this.
Amanda-My favorite. Very nice, with almost no bad additude or mood swings. She's kind of cute too.
Kristine-Melodramatic, codependant, hypocondriac of a bitch. I reall can't stand her or her boyfriend(who seems to have moved in with us, although he doesn't pay rent).
James-As long as I don't piss him off or vice versa we're ok. Can be a jerk or a cool guy depending on what's going on.
All in all it's ok, but I try to go out as much as possible. I can't wait until Kira gets back in August. I don't if I like her, or if I like having a normal relationship, but I really don't want to think about it too much right now. Anyways I've rambled on for too long. Look for another entry in another 3 months.
Mood: Sick of people(except for you)
Song I'm Listening To: Bush - Everything Zen
July 8, 2004
A little survey that I took
Here we go:
*****FIRSTS*****
First best friend: Brian from Virginia
First real memory of something: Crying my first day of preschool
First funeral: Friend Krissy when I was 4
First crush: Courtney Call, neighbor 3rd through 5th grade.
First pet: Kengi the cat. Awsome cat.
First enemy:?
First big trip: Mexico when I was 6
First play/musical/performance: Piano performance when I was 8
Lasts -
Last kiss with someone other than a family member: Jacinda, but that doesn't count so Kristine(oops, lol)
Last good cry: can't remember
Last library book checked out: library?
Last movie seen at movie theater: Troy, with Kira
Last beverage drank: Coke, just now
Last food consumed: sandwhich consisting of 4 pieces of bread 4 pieces of turkey, 4 pieces of cheese, and a whole lot of mayonaise and mustard
Last TV show watched: Seinfeld, classic
Last time showered: this morning
Last song played: Eve 6-Inside out
Last disappointment: every day
Last soda drank: Coke
Last website visited: ultimate-guitar.com
Do You (Yes or No) -
Keep a journal: I guess this counts
Like to cook: N
Have a secret you have not shared with anyone: Y
Set your watch a few minutes ahead: N
Believe in love: Y
Take a shower every day: Y
Have any crushes: Y
Think you've been in love: Y
Have any tattoos/where: N
Have any piercing/where: N
Think you're a health freak: N
Get along with your parents: lol, riiiiiight
Get jealous: Y
Have a passion: Y
Love someone: N
Have a dream: Y
Put someone else before you: Rarely
Think you could do better: Y
Get convinced easily: N
Play a musical instrument: Guitar
Random -
Sign: Aries
Natural hair color: Blond
Current hair color: Blond
Eye color: Blue
Height: 6'0
Shoe size: 12
Birthplace: Independence, Missouri
Favorites -
Number: 33
Color: Blue
Day: Friday
Month: December
Song (Current): The Used-Blue and Yellow
Song (All-time): Offspring-End of the Line
Food: Philly Cheesesteak
Season: Fall
Drink (alcoholic): Skyy Blue, and hypnotic
Drink (non): Sierra Mist
Vegetable: Cucumber
Fruit: Grapes
Preferences (NOT both) -
Cuddle or make out: Make out, but it takes a real man to cuddle
Chocolate milk or hot chocolate: Hot chocolate
Dark or white chocolate: Dark
Vanilla or chocolate: Vanilla
In the last 24 hours, have you -
Cried: N
Helped someone: Y
Bought something: Y
Gotten sick: N
Gone to the movies: N
Gone out for dinner: N
Said I love you: N
Written a real letter: N
Talked to an ex: Y
Missed an ex: N
Written in a journal: This one
Had a serious talk: N
Missed someone: Y
Hugged someone: Y
Kissed someone: N
Mood: Waiting for things to get better
Song I'm Listening To: AFI-Days of the Phoenix
Fall Out Boy - Chicago Is So Two Years Ago
my heart is on my sleeve
wear it like a bruise or blackeye
my badge, my witness
that means that i believed
every single lie you said
cause every pane of glass that your pebbles tap
negates the pains i went through to avoid you
and every little pat on the shoulder for attention
fails to mention i still hate you
but there's a light on in chicago
and i know i should be home
all the colors of the street signs..
they remind me of the pickup truck out in front of your neighbor's house
she took me down and said
"boy's like you are overrated. so save your breath."
loaded words and loaded friends
are loaded guns to our heads
cause every pane of glass that your pebbles tap
negates the pains i went through to avoid you
and every little pat on the shoulder for attention
fails to mention i still hate you
but there's a light on in chicago
and i know i should be home
all the colors of the street signs..
they remind me of the pickup truck out in front of your neighbor's house
you want apologies
girl, you might hold your breath
until your breathing stops forever, forever
the only thing you'll get
is this curse on your lips
i hope they taste of me forever
but there's a light on in chicago
and i know i should be home
all the colors of the street signs..
they remind me of the pickup truck out in front of your neighbor's
with every breath i wish your body will be broken again
