(Myself)
My mind's confused, it gone into a daze,
And I'm wondering what's going on?
I try to get out of bed, but my body can't
Summon the courage, not since you gone...
And I give up, falling back in bed...
And my eyes, starts to swell up into tears
Trying to forget you, and I start to remember,
All the times we had over all the years...
(Chorus)
I look back onto the past,
Wondering why this never last,
And I reflect upon our times together,
And I wonder, why this never lasted forever...
I remember all the times we laughed in the spring,
And our picnics in the fall,
I cry myself back to sleep from exhaustion,
Trying to forget it all...
(Myself)
I get out of bed, put my clothes on,
Go outside for a breathe of fresh air,
And when I try to forget you, I start to
Remember your face, your hair,
And I start to remember those lips,
And from those, all the kisses...
And I walk across the street
With my head down, hiding the tears,
And when someone asks what's wrong,
I mumble something, covering the fears,
(Chorus)
I look back onto the past,
Wondering why this never last,
And I reflect upon our times together,
And I wonder, why this never lasted forever...
I remember all the times we laughed in the spring,
And our picnics in the fall,
I cry myself back to sleep from exhaustion,
Trying to forget it all...
(Myself)
I walk to Starbucks, getting a cup
Of coffee, and inside, I saw you,
And she turns around, reopening my wounds,
And I cannot deny it, it's true...
I'm still in love with you, But before
You try to explain anything,
I turn around and run, running from
My fears, trying to cover up everything...
(Chorus)
I look back onto the past,
Wondering why this never last,
And I reflect upon our times together,
And I wonder, why this never lasted forever...
I remember all the times we laughed in the spring,
And our picnics in the fall,
I cry myself back to sleep from exhaustion,
Trying to forget it all...
(Myself)
I ran all the way home, wondering
Why I never conquered my fears,
But then again, if I tried to conquer them,
It would mean revealing my tears...
I look back onto the past,
Wondering why this never last,
And I reflect upon our times together,
And I wonder, why this never lasted forever...
I remember all the times we laughed in the spring,
And our picnics in the fall,
I cry myself back to sleep from exhaustion,
And I try to forget it allllllllllllllllllllllll...
(Instrumental finale)
