"He may not have; never having run into this particular variation has a tendency of leaving even the best and the brightest blind to it. The problem that arises if it comes out in trial that his patients were metahumans - aside from the public backlash in general - is that the prosecutor may give up on the case entirely. If a metahuman's been performing experiments on metahumans, then why should he care?" Pete's voice, even as his hands are tense and hot on Seishi's wire-tight shoulders, thumbs nearly touching behind her neck, is quick and low. Even if Kitty's released /her/ stress, he needed to clarify. "Especially when of late, they've mostly been immigrants, right? We can't force Ballantine's hand. Not with Melanie missing. Best we can hope for - unless we find her - is engineering it so he does something blindingly stupid and doesn't connect it with any of us. Thinks it's his fault, even. With /him/, anyway. The others - yeah." Kitty would've been better at this, she'd've given Seishi hugs. Pete leans over Seishi's head, hands still not moving, raises his eyebrows. "Relax, for Christ's sake. Just a little. I know, not much to relax over. But come on." "I can't," Seishi says quietly, almost reasonably. "Not right now. I have to keep control." And that's what it is--every muscle tensed to secure a grip on her self-control, to keep her from raging at them for things they couldn't help. To keep her from finding Ballantine and doing what she'd refused to let Whisper do. "Is there anything else we can be doing?" she wants to know. A focus, a goal. Work helps; it channels anger and burns off despair. "Watching Ballantine. Watching Blithe. Keeping an eye on Barbara and Constantine. If we can find a way to stress him into a display of temper, before the board review, that might help. We still need to watch the staff - making sure nobody /else/ disappears, now that we know what lengths he's will--" Kitty breaks off midword, her eyes flicking abruptly up to Pete's. One of her hands draws up, fingertips slipping into a pocket of her jeans. Pete's eyebrows go up and he shrugs lightly at Kitty, then nods. His hands briefly leave Seishi's shoulders, and then he moves back to the side of the armchair, leaving just fingertips on the closer shoulder. And he fishes out his cigarettes with his free hand, speaking until he's gotten one into his mouth and the pack in his pocket, and is lighting it. "Possibly also speaking with former and current patients. As far as current ones go, have to make sure we don't frighten them. Watching Sera and Ray. Watching each other. Not letting anyone else disappear. It's a poor substitute, but--" There's the cigarette, lighting now with his free hand. Nothing to do right now, then. Not until she can find Holmes, at the very least. She'll go mad without something to do!--It's an errant thought quickly dismissed. She'll keep control. "All right," she says in that same quiet voice. "Thank you. Both of you." And then she looks to the side, unhurriedly, and observes in a somewhat vaguer tone, "My ice cream is melting." "It wants eating," Kitty says a little more mildly, heedless of hers being barely-touched and looking decidedly soggy around the edges. "Or putting away. Depending." There is /something/ they can do - they can try to put plans together in a more detailed form, they can work out schedules, find ways to run checks, patrols, try to get a step ahead of Ballantine rather than chasing him - but she can't tell whether Seishi's in shape to handle that. Can't tell at all. It's always good to put the suggestion on the table. Pete glances up at Kitty again, putting a light pressure on Seishi's arm before letting go, moving away. And picking up his own ice cream carton, empty as all hell. And forcing himself not to think about Holmes', in the freezer. "I'll toss this, Sei, but you'll have to tell me which bin is the trash. Don't want to fuck up a delicate experiment." Glance at Kitty again, before moving off into the kitchen. Ask her, Pryde. Seishi gets up herself, to put the lid back on the half-eaten Half Baked. Better to save it for when she can enjoy it properly. On some levels, she's running on autopilot. Sort of a pretense of normalcy; it's better than the alternative. "It's there," she tells Pete, angling her chin towards the garbage can. Unlike most things in this apartment, it's rather easily identified. She stows the pint in the freezer, besode the untouched pint of Phish Food (hands off, Pete), and then turns to go back to the chair. But doesn't sit. Just stands and looks at it for a moment. Kitty uncurls carefully from the couch, lidding her own and stowing it in the same plastic bag it was brought in - there, if it drips, it'll do so safely. A couple of steps, and she's less than an arm's length from Seishi ... but not touching. Not right now. "If you're up for it," she says more quietly, "we need a plan, Seishi. We need a little more organization than we've got right now - okay, to half of us that's not a word in the dictionary, but we need to work out /some/ details. If you can handle that. If not, Pete and I'll do what we can, try to keep things under control till we hear from you and Holmes." That's twice she's used his real name in one conversation. Strange. Yep. Toss. In trash bin. Pete's carefully keeping himself out of this part - also strange - and he's peering at the sink, wondering if it's safe to wash his spoon. He glances over his shoulder, then gingerly turns the water on. The sink might, in fact, eat him. It seems safe enough, and, at any rate, Seishi doesn't warn Pete away. Instead, she turns that tightly controlled look toward Kitty. "Honestly," she says, enunciating with care, "I don't know too much about the process of the things we need to be doing. I can try. But working with Holmes would be better." She looks down at her hands, spreads them in a slightly helpless gesture, echoing what she was too polite to say to Kate before. "I mostly just do as I'm told." Kitty reverts to her habitual gesture, tugging fingers through her curls. Her eyes don't leave Seishi. The urge to point out 'but Holmes isn't /here/' is strong - but oh, the other woman knows that already. "Sei ... that you follow his lead doesn't mean you're not intelligent and competent in and of your own right. Yes, it'd be better. But we need at least a stopgap, till," and she quirks just the faintest hint of a little grin, "he tells us what to do. We can probably make Pete do most of the work, but you know the people we're working with better than he does - you know your schedule, Barbara's temper, /much/ more of most of our capabilities. If we can work together on this -" Finishing washing off his spoon and depositing it with the others - even though it's still tinted that odd greenish color - Pete shuts off the water and turns, coming back over, keeping a fair distance. "- we'll not only get far more /done/, we'll get it done with no loose ends. We can tell you what needs doing, and you can tell us when and how and with whom." "I can try, anyhow," she repeats, unhappily--emotion is progress of a sort. Maybe she's untensing a bit? "If we can find her," and if we can trust her, Sei thinks but does not say, "Barbara is ideal for watching someone. We *could* also recruit Erik for this, but I hate to do that unless we've got no other choice." She doesn't elaborate on why. Settling down carefully into a seat--not in Holmes' chair this time, and sitting up straight--she half-lids her eyes, trying to bring various pertinent details together. Kitty settles down again as well: look! No looming! "Barbara's ideal, yes. I'm good, but I can't be as invisible as she can. Barbara also pointed out that Ballantine might not be able to affect her when she's being sneaky - it's not something I'd like to have to gamble on, but it's something we ought to keep in mind." Startlingly, Pete doesn't have anything to say at the moment. He's gone into quiet mode, listening to the two women, thinking. "There are a few other things to consider on those lines," Seishi murmurs, brow creasing. "I have no idea from your description how his ability might work, but I think I have a pretty good chance of beating it. Another thing I'd hate to have to bank on," she inclines her head a little to Kitty, "but it's there. Along with Barbara, Holmes-sama is the best we have for surveillance and tracking. Jack after them. I don't know how good he is in the city--I haven't seen him work much--but he has some advantages on the rest of us. The best I can do is be very quiet and hopefully stay out of sight. Kate will do just about anything we ask her to, but I hate to put her in any risk. John--can make himself invisible, or near to it. He's done it before. I'm not sure what else he could do that way, but it's worth asking." She's definitely relaxing now, if one can call this businesslike focus *relaxed.* Kitty confirms quietly, "And I've dealt with it to an extent - I can work /past/ it, after the initial surprise." But, given her particular reaction to being startled, that initial surprise isn't such a good thing in and of itself. "That gives us at least three people with some degree of resistance; I don't know about the rest of us, but we're likely all better off than the average person, at least." Kitty considers for a moment, her fingertips twitching just slightly as if moving on a keyboard. "Pete, you've had at least a glimpse of Jack working, haven't you?" The circumstances are carefully not mentioned, yes. "So we can watch. And we can be somewhat resistant to being discovered. Should we do anything more active - try to stress Ballantine, or get something out of Blithe - or is that best saved for either after consulting Holmes or necessity presents itself?" The question's directed somewhat at each of them: Wisdom for the practical aspects, Seishi for the ethical. Wisdom's once again found something to lean against, something that doesn't look like it's going to fall over or explode. He fears their apartment. There's a slight, strange grin playing at the corner of his mouth as he answers the question about Jack. "I have. He's very good at ducking and covering, extraordinarily good at sneaking, provided his target doesn't have better ears than eyes. He's a bit gun-happy, which is a vastly different thing from trigger-happy. This is all, mind, from very brief observation." He reaches up to scratch his nose, looking slightly dubious. "I'm not sure what else. Given the fact that he went after the dragon, I'd also be willing to lay odds he's a bit reckless." He finally takes another drag of the neglected cigarette, then finds something ashworthy to ash in. "Yeah, let's wait for Holmes on the last." There are probably impromptu ashtrays scattered throughout the apartment, the way Holmes smokes. Seishi nods quiet agreement with Pete's statement. "First, because stressing Ballantine could result in fallout on Melanie," if she's alive, "or his patients, and trying to shake something out of Blithe could alert Ballantine. And second, because he'll want to explore what you've found out with his own methods before he acts on it, and he's better at finding things out." She pauses, then nods again and says, "I'll confirm everything you said about Jack. I think he's happiest when he has something to hunt. He's also occasionally all but prescient, usually at extremely convenient moments. I don't know if it's experience or something else, but we need it now." Somehow, the impromptu ashtrays seem terribly familiar. Kitty is /still/ trying to convince Pete that coffee cups aren't appropriate to that purpose. "Agreed," Kitty says, looking a trifle relieved. Sometimes it's good to have a pair of fairly sensible opinions to rein in the desperate wish to do something satisfyingly stupid. "Mm. Maybe we should ask /Jack/ to look for Melanie." Not quite joking; not quite not. "Besides the fact that I'd really like to speak with Holmes on the prosecution before he makes any moves - and before we make any moves." Pete is watching the smoke from his cigarette curl up toward the ceiling, not particularly smoking, but at the same time not particularly using it as nearly a prop. "We ought to get Jack to--" He looks up, grinning at Kitty. "No, yeah, we really should." Glancing at Seishi, eyebrows up, he gestures with the cigarette. Illustrating, again. "First, if it makes him happy - then, well, mild prescience at convenient moments. Hopefully, hunting without the end result of shooting the target will be acceptable." Amused look. "Should be," Seishi replies as though it were a serious consideration. "I'm sure he would be glad to try. Particularly if Holmes-sama or any of us could point him at specific areas to look." "Barbara or John might be able to," Kitty contributes, "depending on what they've come up with. I should've asked him the other night, but we were short on time." And just a little preoccupied. Nodding either in agreement or acknowledgement, Pete brings his cigarette to his mouth one more time to take a long drag before stubbing it out. As he's finally exhaling, he straightens up off of what he's been leaning on and sticks his hands in his pockets. He glances at Kitty once more, as if to ask what comes next. Should they go begin acting on what they've decided? Or does Seishi need them to stay? He has no way of telling. Then his gaze turns to Seishi, thoughtfully, wishing he could read /her/ better. "Regardless," Seishi murmurs now, "we still need to *find* Barbara. I'd feel a little better if I knew where *she* was." She lets out a breath, not exactly a sigh, and then she shakes her head slightly and doesn't say anything else. By her lidded, vaguely distant dark eyes and the faint crease in her brow, she's still thinking. ( And the three of them proceed to work out the details and mechanics involved in keeping watch more actively. And forestalling, if at all possible, any more ... disappearances. )