Mood:  rushed

Originally posted on March 11th, 2004

Been a bit since I last wrote, not that anyone reads this stuff anyway.

For the last few days I've been too tired and worried to write..and before that was a week's vacation for Mike..so of course I took a "vacation" too.

The week went well, though it was strange..we did nothing but RP and web work. We didn't go camping and we didn't go to Pennsylvania. Mike seemed not to mind, we didn't talk about it. I just hope it doesn't bite us both in the ass later. It was his decision alone.

Mom fell of her horse while camping and fractured her back. Hence my worry and stress. She can't pick me up and she has a hard time dressing herself, much less me. I hope it will get better with time, but at this point..it's uncertain which has me afraid.

In other bad news I lost a filling in my tooth last Thursday and will be going to the density on March 23rd for them to clean and drill me. ::shivers:: They take my insurance so have to pay them by cash, hope we can afford it as I'm sure they'll have to drill more than one obvious tooth. I brush my teeth every day sometimes every other day..not as much as I should do and I haven't had a checkup in over 7 years. The reason: Because it's so hard to find a dentist under my insurance.

Needless to say I think I have at least 4 or 5 cavities, so the 23rd will not be a good day for me. I'm terrified of the numbness and pain, plus the gross stuff I know I'll have to swallow.

Maybe Mike will make love to me before then, I hope so, vacation was nice, he was a lot more loose and intimate.

Now time for me to try and catch up on some web work!