Mood:  a-ok

Originally posted on December 15th, 2004

Life is Decently smooth.

I called Grandpa today. Today is his birthday, he's 78. Said I love you and like always I meant it. he may be be a hard man, but he deserves to hear it and I don't think he hears it often anymore.

However I will not dwell on subjects that depress me.

There is an opening on his street for a house, so we are looking into that.

We got our car but money is tight, I got Mike a present, two actually, but it looks like neither of us can afford much us because I still must pay for groceries this month, so things will be thin.

Which reminds me that coming home from shopping Saturday, I saw the most beautiful rainbow, it was big, faint but so luminous. Truly one of the most beautiful things I've seen in my young life, and hope to see one of that vast beauty again one day.

Still in no mood to work on the website, truly Vesz'aun has been stolen again, and along with that that yesterday I found my first char's name was stolen. Anyone know what to do about this? If so, let me know, it is becoming a great concern of mine.

Mike and I watched Earthsea to relax. It was an okay movie, Willow is still better though, afterwords we went to bed but we ended up making love, to which has put me in this state of mind and calm. It was slow and deeply felt between us both. Mike's moves were much different than other times. He was very slow, tender but so careful, it complimented my mood well.

Today was pretty mellow otherwise, I hope the rest of this week flows like that as well.

Oops 12:01 am..now it's dad's birthday. I need to call him later today, I just hope he'll be home, he needs an I love you as well.

Dunno when I'll write again, so happy non denominational holiday to any who may read this!