Mood:  irritated

Originally posted on April 19th, 2004

Blah this blog deleted my stupid post!

Mood:  happy

Originally posted on April 13th, 2004

Well on my last entry I gave ya an update. The next day not much happened except that Mike and I made love again and instead of writing about it, decided to wait and see if anything else would happen.
Well it did.

On Saturday I got a Urinary tract infection.
On Easter Sunday I got a fever blister.

I'm being punished for making love to my man. ::evil grin::

I put orajel on my cold sore right away and today it scabbed over.

I didn't get meds for my infection until yesterday so by Thursday I should be all better.

Mike is being fairly supportive, he got upset a few times that I went on myself while he fell asleep, but it's understandable. He got another Orphen video and Ninja Scroll the series 1 & 2.

For Easter, didn't get much cause Mike had to take care of me, but I got two stuffed animals, some Yu-Gi-Oh cards and a sweet Easter card, all in a purple basket.

Still not totally well, but well enough to write this up and try to make some web updates.

Mood:  hug me

Originally posted on April 8th, 2004

Yesterday was crappy. My old school grandfather just now received news that we are not getting married till next year and now he's upset.
Now, Mike and I need to sit down with him and talk with him, but I know Mike's volatile temper and talking with these two men might prove to be difficult.

That night though, Mike and I played the video game and then we made love. God it felt so good, I wanted more, but was too tired, lol!

I'm off my period too, yay!

Kay Allen accepted my commission and I should get it in 6 to 8 weeks.
Jurty hasn't gotten back to me yet though, I want a raunchy pic.
Guess I'm horny! Oh my!

Mood:  irritated

Originally posted on April 5th, 2004

No sex.

No RP.

On my period.

All this equals to a very frustrated woman.

'Nuff said!

Mood:  hug me

Originally posted on April 2nd, 2004

Still no sex, it's driving me crazy!
I have my cleaning and possible drilling on the 22nd. ::shivers::
The divine spells haven't come in yet.
My mom's periods are happening two or more times a month.

These things have me stressed.

The commissioned art from suechan came in, they look great.
Encyclopedia magica one through four came in
The graphic builder came in (where you can make floor plans with, coupled with a map maker).
Baldur's Gate Dark Alliance 2 is real cool and gives us, the "us" time. (But I'd sex him if I could...)

The good and bad are even, but my period is to start soon so the bad will slightly outweigh the good.

Mom's birthday was yesterday, we went out to eat, Mike bought her some gifts. I hope she had a good one, she seemed like it.

No Role-play with our group either, or even with Mike but I've been RPing on the Chosen of Vhaeraun boards. It's decent.

Guess I'll do web work to pass the time.

Later!

Mood:  amorous

Originally posted on March 29th, 2004

Still no sex, and role-play very minimal but all is good otherwise. Mike did apologize for being mean.

His day off did happen, and it was wonderful, we spent most of the day outdoors and shopping. It was nice and fun, though I think we spent too much. Mike said not to worry though, so I won't until he does.

We got Buldar's Gate, Dark Alliance 2 and we played that, Mike enjoys it immensely so hope to that more today, if he's up for it.

Other than the above, not much has been going on, so I'll go now and maybe do some web work done.

Mood:  lazy

Originally posted on March 25th, 2004

Well my dentist appointment hurt but not the way I expected. They didn't do a cleaning or even drill.. (that will happen on April 22nd at 2:45pm). They, instead X-rayed it and picked at it, putting sensitive gel on it.
In any case it stopped hurting the morning after but they think it's cracked and want to either pull it or put a crown on it. Either way it's expensive and Mike won't make a decision until April. My insurance does not cover dental care except in Richmond which is like two hours away.

In other news Utopia has started again but I stayed but none of my friends know it, I wanna lay low, I'll see what to do if they find me out later.

Dunno if we'll RP tonight Mike and I went to bed at 3:30 am cause he wanted to stay up and reply to the chibi artist for more comissions..to get them all done in one clump. I think the group will like them, however like I knew I would I paid the price for his choice to stay up. I won't be asking grandma to take care of the dogs, if he truly wants her to HE can ask her. He got up at 6:30 this morning..having to get to work at 7:30, was being stupid and once again tried his old habit of taking the dogs and me out at once. It failed and made him late...yet he states it's my fault.
I think I smoothed it over by kissing him and telling him I love him, but if he starts this anger bull again, I think I'll just leave him. I DON'T want to go through that again for months on end.
I truly hope it won't come to that and that all is okay between us. That he was just very tired and rushed. Maybe we'll go to bed early tonight or make love, that would be nice. I'll find out today if he has tomorrow off or not. If so, he might have Saturday off too but I'm trying not to get my hopes up. I think I'll be extra cuddley when he picks me up. Wish me luck!

Mood:  not sure

Originally posted on March 22nd, 2004

Well nothing much to report, haven't been writing cause not much has been going on except Role-play here and there.

Mike coupled on Thursday night and it was explosive! I'll spare the details as it would be inappropriate should anyone actually read this.

Anyway my dentist appointment is tomorrow and I'm scared. It's not until 6:15pm. I hate the dentist period, especially when I know I have cavities. I probably have 5 of them. I brush only once a day, eat a lot of sweets and haven't been to the dentist in 7 years because most will not take my insurance.
So if I have more than 1 cavity (the one the filling fell out of), I would not be at all surprised. Seven years of no check ups really hurts. I should really try to fix that. I don't want to be toothless by the time I'm 30.

Mood:  rushed

Originally posted on March 15th, 2004

Short entry today as I'm busy with web work, trying to keep awake, but I need a place to organize my thoughts.

I'll be going to the dentist, not this Tuesday but the next one, not looking forward to it.

Mike and I didn't role-play this weekend or make love, we were too busy with web work to do either.
We inducted yet another player yesterday, hope to game as a group this coming weekend. We'll see.
Seems D found us another artist to do a group pic, Mike contacted the artist yesterday, hopefully we'll get a response soon as to why we haven't got our pic.
Along those lines though, D has asked for the char descriptions, gave him the ones I had, but Mike can't find his. He was so upset that he stayed up past 3 am to rewrite it that he became careless that he hit the delete button instead of the backspace and everything went blank. So all that extra time was wasted and we both only got 2 hours sleep, he'll probably be too tired to try again today. I hope D will understand and be a patient for a little bit longer.

Anyhow I'm off to web work and daydreaming of Mike. I miss him very much...

Mood:  rushed

Originally posted on March 11th, 2004

Been a bit since I last wrote, not that anyone reads this stuff anyway.

For the last few days I've been too tired and worried to write..and before that was a week's vacation for Mike..so of course I took a "vacation" too.

The week went well, though it was strange..we did nothing but RP and web work. We didn't go camping and we didn't go to Pennsylvania. Mike seemed not to mind, we didn't talk about it. I just hope it doesn't bite us both in the ass later. It was his decision alone.

Mom fell of her horse while camping and fractured her back. Hence my worry and stress. She can't pick me up and she has a hard time dressing herself, much less me. I hope it will get better with time, but at this point..it's uncertain which has me afraid.

In other bad news I lost a filling in my tooth last Thursday and will be going to the density on March 23rd for them to clean and drill me. ::shivers:: They take my insurance so have to pay them by cash, hope we can afford it as I'm sure they'll have to drill more than one obvious tooth. I brush my teeth every day sometimes every other day..not as much as I should do and I haven't had a checkup in over 7 years. The reason: Because it's so hard to find a dentist under my insurance.

Needless to say I think I have at least 4 or 5 cavities, so the 23rd will not be a good day for me. I'm terrified of the numbness and pain, plus the gross stuff I know I'll have to swallow.

Maybe Mike will make love to me before then, I hope so, vacation was nice, he was a lot more loose and intimate.

Now time for me to try and catch up on some web work!