SOCIAL DEVIANCE #23

Social Deviance is a forum for your thoughts. Your SUBMISSIONS make it work.

You see them
just before you
close your eyes,
you see them
just before you
wake. When they
enter your mind
you shiver and
quake with fear.
They scare you
when your young
to the point of
running in terror,
and when you grow
up as well, but
when you got older,
there's no onet ot
run to. Who'll
save you from these
thing? A knight
With a gleming
white steed.
He chases them off,
then sheathes
his sword.
As he removes
his helmet,
you see he's
one of them.
You can never escape
your nightmares.

I'm sorry. I'm sorry my mind is not enough for you. I'm sorry the only kind of relationship you're willing to have with me is a physical one. I'm sorry you're so selfish. I'm sorry that the option to sleep with you is a prerequisite to being your friend. I'm sorry I'm alone again. I'm sorry the only siginficant thing I could bring into your life was my body. I'm sorry I'm not more than that to you. I'm sorry all the time we spent together was wasted. I'm sorry you need a body more than you need a friend right now, and that if you can't get a package deal then you're going to cut all ties and move on. I'm sorry she doesn't deserve me as much as you do. I'm sorry I'm so stupid. I'm sorry I thought I had a really good friend in you. I'm sorry I thought you saw me as a friend. I'm sorry I'm something that can be walked away from without a second thought. I'm sorry there's only one way to love you. I'm sorry I don't love you that way.

In your kiss I taste gloom
in your love despair blooms
love me for a while
give me tarnished serenity
for my restless heart
gloom girl dacing into the grave yard
Trying to raise the dead
with pagan prayers
I feel twisted naked and confused
I feel the hurt in you
My skin burns for you in painted agony
drown us in what used to be
dying virgins still searching for true love
Vampires overdose on tainted blood
and your eyes are a sad tragedy
how it brings me tarnished serenity
I feel so bitter
I regret as I remember
like God - I feel angry
So I damned you
So you can beg for redemption
one kiss bleeds like the freshest wound
In your kiss I taste all your whores
Its your gloom I adore
May I surrender to tarnished serenity
May you become broken just like me