A Father's Arms-for Daddy
i sat and cried
You hadn't spoken a word yet
My mind knew though
A blame would be put
On only me again
You spoke
Familiar words flowing through
Didn't want to listen
Sick of it all
Yet my mind comprehended
My heard didn't want to
As I whispered that i did nothing this time
Question after question
secrets and lies told
tears ran on
pain surging on
how dirty she made me feel
never did she care before
when i laid and cried
calling out for her to help me
why me
such a misunderstanding
everything taken wrongly
no more can i do
I am nothing more to you
Just a scratching post
For your tyrany
As I wanted to run
Away from the words
the past
but as i stood
you brought me near
comforting me
letting me understand
how new it was
for a parent to care
never did one before
i wept on
you allowed me to stay
Story:my daddy just came into the house and told me that he had to talk to me. i thought he was joking but he wasnt. and i just cried because even when i tried to convince myself he was joking i knew he wasnt and i just cried and cried even though i didnt know exactly what was going on i knew something would be my fault. and i mean i was use to it because it has happened so often and i just didnt want to hear any of it. i knew i did nothing this time yet lies were created and some things were true, but yet i did nothing. and i just felt sooo horrible and still do. but i still dunt understand why she would even do this because she has never cared before and never helped me when i asked for it. and i do feel like i am just someone that is being used to show an example or for them to just be able to be all parental on since i am the only one treated like this. and i wanted to just leave and be alone and not have to hear it anymore but my daddy let me cry on his shoulder. i felt like a lil child but i didnt care at the time.
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