All Alone
confusion sets in
demented and sad
knowing not what to ask
or say
to you
all alone i fight this battle
all alone i make my silent wishes
alone i want and need
all alone in my confusion
decisions and losses
pulling away
trying not to remember
sickness comes
aches set in
everything horrid is real
yet i cant make the choice
he cant be forgotten
Story:this is about how confused i am and its sick and sad that i am and i dunt know what to ask or say to someone anymore because i turn out to be a bad person if i do. and i feel alone in everything that is going on and theres no one who can hear my wishes or wants or needs. and i'm having to deal with my confusion and decisions and the things i have or will lose all on my own. and i'm just trying to stay away from everyone and everything right now because i dunt want to think or remember anything. and i just feel sick from this whole thing and my body is hurting. and i think the worst things are just coming into reality and i have to forget about all that and focus on what i have to do but its hard because i cant leave out being close to someone even though we're no longer together. i just want a chance with him. a real chance
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