There is coldness
All around me.
I feel nothing.
I am dead.
They are all dead.
At least to me.

Nothing can warm me.
My heart no longer beats.
I feel no pain now
All there is is fear.

Nothing but darkness.
That’s what life really is.
Darkness that masks as light.
Life no longer concerns me.

I took the easy way out.
Didn’t stay to fight the fight.
I am a coward,
But I feel no pain
As I did in life.

No tears left to cry.
Used them up
When I was alive.
The coldness and darkness
Are better
Than feeling the harsh pain
Of reality.

I miss him.
I feel all alone.
The only feelings I have left;
Emptiness and loneliness.

Wish he could be with me.
I had to get out.
I no longer feel the pain
That others have brought.
I’ll never feel
The tenderness of his touch.

Death, like life, is unfair.
At least I know,
Someday I’ll meet him again.
Unless he has met another.

Why must my misery follow me??
Thought death would cure it.
Now know that it won’t.
Now I feel regret.

The coldness clings to me.
Darkness blinds me.
Dry sobs choke me.
At least I won’t be hurt.

Story: more about depression and how i was going to miss someone that i loved if i did die..

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