ive begged for the end
anything to take me away
how can you forgive me?
and beleive the fading
and repeated lines of "i wont?"
especially knowing
and feeling
what i am and think about?
its against you
but you wont leave
do you really think
you can make this end?
i really hope you can
so i can be free
and the razor scrapes
blood drawn
car crashes
untied noose
only playing in a mind
filled with only thoughts of you
and you pull me away
saving me from myself
even though
no one can say
if it will do
any good
