Disappointing You-for Everyone
now you know
what i am
all ive done
still i wont admit
your approval i still want
ive done too much
messed up too many times
how could i be loved
if all i do is disappoint
only average will i be
doing things to look down on
slash after slash
action after action
words and more words
will i ever stop
you ask for something
nothing i can give you
i prove to you
how worthless i can be
no use i am
dont ask anymore
you know the outcome
let me be
help and love
those arent mine
and never will be
Story:this is for anybody and its basically about me and how i disappoint them all the time. and especially that people are finding out stuff about my past and stuff. and i mean i have done things and messed them up even when i tried to be useful and helpful but i was never good enuff and just disappointed someone. and i feel like i am nothing but average in every way. and that i've done tons of stuff before and now that i deserve to be looked down on. especially when i'm a hypocrite. and then i just said that the things that i've done to disappoint are the cuts and just my actions in general and my words and i just dunt know if i can stop being that way. and when someone asks something of me i cant always do it so i feel worthless. and i just dunt think that i'll ever be helped or have real true love
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