i count each one
as i think of the years
remembering what went wrong
the foolish things i'd done
he is the 1st prime example
ended it all
because of one weekend
here comes another
possessive, conceited
what number are we on
5, 6, 9, or 10?
now here comes the freak
he followed me around
his touch made me sick
secrets to be found
only 3 girls other than me
they can have him
no fool will i further be
finally, i win him over
stupid really
he was just a cheat
wanted to change me
i didnt want to believe
Next was a joke
it was all on me
under the influence?
nah, another liar he be
but the joke was on him
when he really wanted me
the worst
abuse there was plenty
every form it came
what was i thinking?
maybe i am an airhead
and other
things that he said
he was nice
i barely knew him
only a friend of the past
strange when i gave him a chance
it was blown away
he was cheating
later on
something worse happened
harrassment began
for whatever reason
i had known him for years
sweet, cute, cuddly inside
so who wouldve known
my curiousity would wonder
and find the girl in his shadows
no here is the last
how i fought for his heart
when it was over
i discovered i wouldve missed nothing
the names
the fights
it got no better
those are the relationships
the ones i'd rather not have had
it's funny now
how foolish i could be
and none of it
was ever necessary
but it's in the past
i lived on
laugh at it now
but still wonder
was it me
or was it them?
forgiveness to all
but lesson learned
Story:this one is just simplying a lot of the bad relationships i've had since 7th grade. adam broke up with me because i couldnt do something one weekend. adrian was soo possessive and conceided that it drove me crazy. he also threatened to kill jason. I went out with him a bunch of times for no reason. elliott was just really freaky but he was a good friend. he cheated on me with 3 other girls.. 2 of them were from another city from what i knew. he stalked me for almost 2 yrs after i broke up with him. justin was this guy who i really liked but we only were together like 2 weeks and it turned out that he was already dating some girl he knew from church.. he also didnt like that my life wasnt as purrfect as his and that i wasnt christian. alex was this guy that i dated for 1 or 2 days and the only reason it was for that long was because we didnt see each other until xcountry practice and he broke up with me saying that he had taken speed the nite he asked me out and didnt know what he was saying. but eventually he started really liking me but i wouldnt date him. jordan physically hurt me, didnt care about what was going on with me he just cared about himself, and he use to call me names and stuff like that. i barely knew billy but he said he loved me so i gave him a chance.. he ended up already dating kat. i also gave him a 2nd chance and this weird harrassment thing happened.. now thats a nice lil story. jon was this guy that i had been friends with for a couple of years and i had this crush on him.. well he emailed me and some other pepl.. this one girl had a similar email addy to his so i checked out her profile and it ended up being that he was already with her. someone.. he was in love with someone else but i cared about him....finally i got him to love me,but the only prob was that he had some problem with jealousy and we would always fight and hed tell me i was a slut and stuff and sleeping with someone else. and well ive just decided to forgive all these pepl for what they did to me but not forget the way that pepl can be.
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