I always wonder
would you get tired
of the life
that has been given to me
as i told you
what happened that day
i didnt know how to decide
to tell all
or hold back
scared that youd leave me
if it went too deep
i had to tell you
i promised to be honest
my life has not been what i've chosen
but i hoped you understood that
as the details dripped on
just needed you to be there
to hold me when i was scared
and to say you love me
so no matter how bad
i could say
"I still have you
i'm not all that bad"
but still it was hard
not to know
how it made you feel
but you stood with me
i somehow knew you would
Never should i have questioned
what you had inside
Story: My life has been kind of messed up and when mine and aaron's relationship was just started i was really scared that the things that went on would scare him away. i didnt know if it ever did make him wonder if it was smart to stay with me with my situation but eventually i saw that no matter what that he was with me and that i really shouldnt have ever thought hed leave because of the things that had gone on and that were going on. and really all i had to do was think about him and the things that went on didnt matter too much and i would go on.
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