He did a horrible thing.
It hurt me deeply.
Once, I was strong.
He has made me weak.
Death shall greet me.
Another victim to envelop
Into the dark abyss.
He makes me think this.
He’s pushed me down.
Never turned to help me up.
Doesn’t believe in me.
Don’t believe in me either.
How could he do this to me??
Do I deserve this pain??
Am I truly the one here
To blame??
Won’t anyone help me??
Am I the outcast
Or are there other like me
That he has done this to??
No longer have faith in myself.
No longer believe in anything.
No feelings for anyone.
Dead with a physical body.
He is dead like me.
Everyone is dead.
No one can help me.
My life is over.
Devil looks up
From his chambers.
God does not stop him.
No one understands
What is happening.
They act like it is normal
To be hated this way,
To feel pain,
and torment.
Cry myself to sleep at night.
Is that normal??
Wish death upon
Myself or him.
I am not that lucky.
I must continue
To feel this pain
He has caused me.
Will I ever love
Or be loved??
My heart is stone cold.
Someone please release me
From my prison
That he has locked me in.
Help me
So I can feel again.
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