Name: Erica-Marie Cochran, but i basically go by Apple anymore... so call me apple

Nicknames: Bobcat, Feline, Erka, Erkie, Aikie Wakie, lil one, Aika, Angel, Super Spaz, Calico Kitten, Spider Monkey, Sexy, Crazy, Erie, Er, Murrie, brandons girlfriend etc etc
Porn Name: Marie Cherokee

Location: Ocean Springs, MS & Hoover, AL..
School: The disease infested Ocean Springs High School ((and thats the truth.. ::cringes::))

Grade: 11th BABY!!!

Born: Keesler Air Force Base Hospital, Keesler Air Force Base, Biloxi, MS

Birthday: October 15th, 1983

Height: 5'3 1/2" but i could be shorter b/c people have been telling me that i look like i've shrunk... its not uncommon for me to do that...

Weight: between 90 and 100lbs.. right now its about 94...
Eye Color: Brown ((they change different shades though so theyre sometimes light, medium, or dark))but i have neato blue contacts so theyre freaky blue now!!

Hair Color: boring darkest mohogany brown.. but it will change..

Complexion: pastey pale.. gotta love it

Best Friend: Tiffany Dyan Harris ((aka Dyan Roberts)). We've been friends for about 8 yrs right now.
Jennifer Dianne Sherwood ((Eibhleann)). Shes my twin and we are almost EXACTLY alike. She means the world to me and has a great boyf ((Keithy Weber)). She deserves all the happiness in the world. I respect her and admire her for her strength. You cant help but love her. I do.
Brandon Presto Phillips. My true love. Not only is he my love, but one of the bestest friends I have. He means everything to me... and completes me in every way. He fulfills my need for love and my need for friendship. What else could i ask for?
I'd like to thank them all for everything. I will not and cannot ever forget any of them no matter where i am or go in the world.

Love: Brandons.. or Leprechaun or my lil boi or boo boo or bug eyes or watermelon head or anything else i call him((but im the only one who can call him any of those things :o) )). I love him more han just love. He is wonderful and purrfect. I can't express what all he is and how he makes me feel. Nor can I express quite how i feel about him. He is my life and I would do anything for him. ::kisses:: and so what if hes only 16?? I don't care.. hes the best thing that could ever happen to me. I would never leave him and I have complete trust in him and could never do anything to push him away from me. I never knew that I someone could love me as much as I know he loves me. I am toooo lucky.....
Fave Music: Alternative, Metal, Classic Rock ((i luv the 80s)), Ska, classical, trance, new wave, emo, and Punk

Fave Artist/Band: Maynard is God and Tool and A Perfect Cirle!! Ozzy Osbourne!! and Manson is Awesome pawesome too. I also like: Metallica, Fear Factory, Coal Chamber, OLP, RATM, Sevendust, Machine Head, Virgos Merlot, Meatloaf, Black Sabbath, Slipknot, Staind, SOAD, Kittie, Drain STH, Blondie, Blink182, Aerosmith, Soundgarden, Fuel, JCS, Live ((oldie smoldie kind)), MxPx, No Use For A Name, Orgy, Orbital, Silverchair, Static X, Incubus ((in heaven too)), STP, Tonic, GNR, Type O Negative, pantera((i will always love cemetary gates)), crazy town, deftones, fulldeviljacket,homegrown, save ferris, one man army, propagandhi, guttermouth, the cult, the cure ((yum!!)), toadies, 3doorsdown, the pixies, the doors, switchblade symphony, acid bath, social distortion, agents of oblivion, soundgarden, eminem, reel big fish, REM, RHCP, taproot, radiohead, NOFX, no doubt, natalie imbruglia, mozart, handel, beethoven, bach, lawrence arms, fiona apple, everclear, cream, Eel, candlebox, bad religion, KISS, Poe, juliana hatfield, reggie and the full effect, coldplay, etc etc.

Fave Movies: The Lost Highway,Detroit Rock City, Mallrats, A Clockwork Orange, Dazed & Confused, Braveheart, the crow, the crow: city of angels, the craft, The Patriot, fear & loathing in las vegas, welcome to the dollhouse, etc etc...

Other: This is where you really learn about me.. you must read it to really understand me:I love writing ((poetry, lyrics, short stories, novels, and beliefs/thoughts)) and music and being around people that make me happy. I use to think that I was open to the ones that I am close to but now I see that it is all a lie. I can't open up to show all of my feelings-I dunt like to be so open. I dunt know why-maybe I'm afraid to because it makes me vulnerable.. i do not know anymore. I get depressed easily. My depression can be sparked by the smallest things because I am afraid to be abandoned and afraid that the people I love and care for no longer or never have felt the same for me. I might not have had the best life, but I think i am strong for the most part. Lots of things I talk about are just the general stuff, philosophy, and everything else. I am a purrfectionist, a thinker, a lil more selfish than i want to be, and i worry a lot but in some ways it's understandable. I am also sooo afraid of so many things. I have more phobias than most people do. Heres a few of my fears: fear of being alone, fear of dark, fear of light, fear of life, fear of death, fear of abandonment, fear of future, fear of past, fear of being vulnerable, fear of old age, fear of not being good enuff, fear of trust, fear of people, fear of nakedness, fear of not being loved, fear of regret, fear of failure, etc etc. I dun't care much for the sun. You'll rarely see me in anything that shows my legs even though i occasionally wear boi shorts. I love the night, the moon, the stars. I wear whatever i want to. I don't have a label and hate to be labeled as anything. I'm not "grunge" "alternative" "punk" or "gothic" or "prep" or any other label. i just wear whatever and seem to dip into lots of different styles. I like to think that I am open-minded. i'm really note sure what I want to become later on in life. I am choosing between a professor of lit, a psychologist, or a fighter pilot. Talk about wide range of interests :o). I'd love to publish a few stories and poems one day on the side. I am strong in my beliefs and will not change them for anyone, not my parents or to fit in with people. I did it once and lost the person anyway. I know what I want out of life and in life and will get it. I want fulfillment out of my life. I will reach it no matter what, even if people would rather have me not do the things I do. This is my life and I will become happy and fulfilled.. even if I don't think there are enough years to reach what all I need. I dedicate the things I write, believe in, and feel to everyone that has ever taken time to listen to me without judging me wrongly and helping me through my problems. I dedicate it to the ones I love and my true friends. I dedicate it to the ones who trust me and that I trust in return ((which is a hard thing for me to do)). I would probably not be me without every one of these people ((Jenn-to listen to me all the time and just be herself and love me, Brandon-listening to the very hard things like jenn did and understand why i feel and say the things i do and allow me to love him and giving me the love i needed)). Thank You for being there, here, & everywhere. I will love you all forever and I am always with you no matter what.

Ways to Contact me:
Email: AikaBear@juno.com, NadayaBladelock@aol.com, ILickLeprechauns@aol.com, MilkmensMistress@aol.com
AIM: NadayaBladelock, MilkmensMistress, ILickLeprechauns
ICQ:40513860
Fax: (228)872-1229
Cell: (228) 326-1117