as i lay on a couch
lost in thought
wishing for certain things
wondering how i got like this
i remember what happened
i think of what might come
know what i've been hiding
yet i can only be euphoric one way
i make up a time in my head
run to the door
then warmth
it took the coldness away
then sweet words flowed
first from my lips
once again i shook
the vision was gone
back to reality
wondering if it will happen
then boom
a sign and knowing
it wont
atleast not the way
i wanted it to
Story: One night not too long ago it was late and I was thinking about how much I missed Aaron. then just the pain of what happened with my mum came through and i let what i was holding back out. And all I wanted was to see Aaron soon and give him a huuuuuge hug and tell him how i felt about him. But now that we are no longer together it can't happen.
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