Never Enough For You-for Mum and James
no matter what i've done
even if it was good
did it matter to you
imperfect and pathetic
i was seen in your eyes of black
no matter how hard i tried
i didnt try enough for you
always was i to do better
no matter what it caused me
at least thats what youd say
acting and talking to me
as if i was stupid
thinking youre above all
who are you to judge
you are just like everyone
an equal
nothing more, nothing less
would it matter if you died
will there be a mark left on this world
no to both
only a scar on my heart will remain of you
and the insecure thoughts
piling up in my head
as i scream and beg
Story:this is just about how they always want more from me no matter what i do and that they make me feel so imperfect and pathetic. and that i've tried so hard but they wanted me to do more than just try. and even if it caused almost my whole life-it didnt matter-as long as i did what they would want themselves. and they just act like they are so above everyone, but they arent and they treat me like i'm a lower species just because i'm younger. and they are equals and they are not the ones who can judge others. and really it wouldnt change anything if they died. theyve already caused me enough pain that it just wouldnt matter anymore. i've cried plenty enuff
tears for them. and theyve already done the damage that will probably be
a burden on me for a long time-if not the rest of my life
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