Notes to My Sister-for Carla
my younger sister
how are you these days
i cant decide how you feel
you never tell me
your outsbursts confusing
no matter how words sting you
i know what damage i've caused
if i could protect you i would
but youve been a stronger one
weve grown up differently
in the same home
you have always been the smarter girl
sadly to say
everyones favorite too
do not become me
dear sister
i am not one to follow
be a better person
take the better road
as you have through life
until recently
be careful
things will be tough
but whenever you want me
or anyone at all
look for me
i'll be there
always looking after you
even though we fight
i could never hate you
times you were all i had
why cant you let me
be there for you
dont keep it inside
wont do any good
i will always be your best friend
never do i want you gone
Story:this is a poem i wrote for carla. its just that she really doesnt tell me how she feels about anything and purty much yells at me a lot. and i know that pepl have been mean to her.. me included. but more so that ive created lots of probs in our home and i feel bad bout it. and that i would protect her but i dunt think i could. and she was always treated differently than me and i'm kinda jealous that her life was easier than me and that shes more book smart-considering grades- than i am. and i dunt want her to turn out anything like me because i've destroyed my life and hurt lots of pepl. and that no matter what i will always be there for her and she was there when i fought with pepl or i lost david and aaron and i want to return the favor if only i knew what was going on. and i didnt write how much i take her for granted and just how much of an absolute bitch i am
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