asked for so much
needed a lot
never did i feel
too much of a leech

but now i realize
what ive done
i drained so much
asked for too much

expected many things
selfish indeed
didnt want to be left
all alone

i shouldve seen that you cared
even when you couldnt
always be there
you were there when you could
did what you would
sorry i was so selfish
and took too long
to see what i did

Story: this is just how i feel soooo selfish and always expected everything to be around me. i needed a lot of caring and sometimes didnt realize that i was hurting myself instead of someone else hurting me. I expected sooo much of aaron sometimes and really it wasnt his fault. I dunt know what had gotten into me and i feel really bad because it isnt just aaron that i did it to but to friends too. I am sorry.

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