my wrists are bleeding
my heart is pumping faster
i do not regreat it
i am numb with pain

death is waiting for me
it pulls me deeper and deeper
farther into its abyss

i hear voices
which side are they coming from?
i am too weak to keep my eyes open
my heart beat is getting fainter
as the blood rushes to the floor

i will not be missed
i was not loved
i have no fears now
i feel no pain or hurt

i still feel the knife
lying in my palm
the coldness of the blade,
the river of blood
is all i feel now

tears flow from my eyes
i ignore them
and fall into a deep sleep
i now see the abyss
it continues to swallow me
there is only a shimmer of light now

i am enveloped in the darkness
i say a final goodbye
to all that i have known
i will miss the ones who cared
i hope they know i love them

Story: well obviously you could tell that i was very depressed. so it wasn't the actual exprience of trying to commit suicide but just the feelings of wanting to.

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