Truth About Me
what i am
all do not know
if you did
i doubt youd feel the same
see the anger
and the fear
my scars are visible
how cant you see them?
does it make it worse
when i tell you i did them
a knife and a closed fist
in my eyes
what do you see
the true me
or what you want to see
the pain ive caused
or the ones endured
see my heated body
the things that surge through it
what ive done to myself
does it scare you
knowing i dont care if i die
have tried it before
begged and pleaded
wanting it to end
for you all to disappear
how hateful and selfish i am
taking what others want
pray for and would die for
or is it the love i give you
what i adore
the caring that can show through
how much i want to show
the beautiful side of me
as we all have one
even ones as bad as me
a simple touch i will give
anything you can have
its yours to take
living for you
but can you see my beauty
see my horridness
put them together
and still want me
Story:this poem is generally about me. and so i'm saying that i have a lot of anger and i fear a lot of things and that i have physical scars and that i did them myself and wondering if that bothers peopl. and then i go on about my eyes since you are suppose to see a person in their eyes. and i wonder if they see the pain ive caused people or the pain i've endured. and my heated body is just my anger and just how i feel towards myself and others at times and that i wanna know if it scares people to know that i brought it upon myself and did it, not wanting to be with them anymore. and i say i'm hateful and selfish for trying to take my life when some people want to live. and then i want everyone to see the beautiful me and that everyone is beautiful and that i just want to give every part of me and everything to everyone. and the last is that if people saw both parts of me and saw me as a whole if theyd actually want anything to do with me
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