when you asked me what i thought
i didnt always say
didnt want to hurt you
didnt want to make you mad
never did i want to control you
only to love you
when i began to tell you
just how i felt
how afraid was i
that it would make you unhappy
still i did not want to be controlling
only wanted you happy
never did i want power
did not need it
just couldnt handle everything
you were handing me
hope you understood
what it was i told you
never went to hurt you
wanted to show
that i really do care
not about things or actions
but simply about you
Story: This is about how i would feel bad if i told aaron that something hurt me or anything like that. I didn't want to hurt him or worry him and was always afraid that what i would say would sound controlling. I wanted his happiness but in the end i had to take some away even with the fear of being controlling so that our relationship could grow and be honest.
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