Poems
Come back,
I'm lost to everyone,
Even myself.
So many emotions
Crossing my mind,
Love and hate,
Hope and grace,
Fear and anguish,
Anger and happiness,
All are trapped inside
Hidden from the world,
Behind this cold facade
Tears slide down in the dark,
Tumbling without stop
Come back
Lead me out of this place
Please don't leave me for fate
Living in constant fear of
Rejection and failure,
of emotions gone astray,
Perfection is the standard
of my hate...
Lost and trembling
Unknown to many as a person
But known to many as my mother's daughter
Wishing for an idenity to call my own
Hoping and praying to find
The true me.
Wanting the world to at last see,
a girl of confidence and cheer
Instead of this huddled, little crouching child
This child with long, matted, tangled
hair,
Dirty face, and loveless embrace,
This child of hope and fear
This child of blood and tear
An outcast of the world
Like a chipped pearl
Lost the beauty and grace
That is so prized within this uncaring world.
Come back
Release the little girl
And set her free…
Falling,
Tumbling, Spiraling down,
Darkness is gathering all around,
Where am I falling to?
Is it Heaven or Hell?
The comforting light is slowly fading,
The darkness remains drawing nearer,
Becoming darker and darker still,
Will it remain becoming darker forever?
The darkest night does not compare,
To this, my dark despair,
Suddenly the light grows bright,
And I go on to my paradise.
Lost
my life
Within time
Hidden from this place
Within my mind
No
room to live
Or find my way
Trying to find you
Every day
Tears
are falling down
While my eyes seem dead
Can’t understand the world
Or what it said
Child
of Darkness
Child of Light
Child of Hope
And Grace delight
Hate
and fear
Rule my dreams
Screams of pain
From nowhere
With nothing to gain
Hope
and Grace
Lost in the space
Of summer dear
A lovely place
Stained with tears
And loving embrace
Here
I lay
Watching you
Holding you
Praying that I can
Keep you here
My
heart is pounding
Like I’ve run
Please hold me tight
And let me know
It will be alright