This weekend has been a little bit too extreme for my tastes. People hitting their girlfriends then threatening me isn't exactly what I call a good time. Then ex-boyfriends telling you things that really just makes no sence as to why they are saying it, since they have a new girlfriend that they've had for awhile that they love or whatever. Then your boss, whom you want, who is also married, makes these hints that your not sure how to take them......God dammit! I want my boss so bad, but he's married. I thought that was a catch, but for some reason he is making it seem like me wanting him is ok, and that if I want to kiss him I should just ask! What the fuck does that mean?!?! Is he willing to cheat on his wife to indulge in a fantasy with two 17 year old girls....I don't think he actually would...but what the fuck did he mean???? God I'm going crazy. He knows we both want him, he knows we did the shotgun hit, cuz it was basically like kissing him.....I've fallen so head over fucking heals for this guy that I thought I couldn't have, then he says, "Well you could have just asked." He is going to hang out with just the two of us again. We are all going to be drinking too....I don't know what will happen, too many possibilities...God I hope I don't turn into a homewrecker.