This morning I woke up from a dream. It would have been a really great dream, if only it weren't about my boss, who's married. I don't know why but dreaming about him like that really just made me so unhappy, because I want to not think of him like that, it makes me feel sick. His wife was in my dream too, which is probably the topping on the cake. I don't know why I'm obsessing over him so much. I think it's just that I realize what a good guy he truley is, and I don't meet good guys, so I am immediately drawn to him. I'm sure that because I can't have him, it also causes for me to be curious or at least wonder how he is to his wife...god that sounds so horrible. I just need to drop it, why am I even talking about it here, this is pathetic and stupid. I don't know what to do, I think if I start to tell people I don't like him like that anymore, then maybe I won't, because I have also noticed that when I tell people i'm into someone, that attraction grows....GOD DAMMIT!!! Well, aside from my stupid attractions, I hung out with Max for the majority of the day, we watched Catch Me if You Can, it's a very interesting movie, I know that we had started to watch it over at our friend Isaak's house, but I believe I passed out before it was over. I enjoy Max, he's a good guy.