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Almost Really Doesn't Count

~*~The characters are paramonts, but the dream... the dream is mine.~*~

I almost told you how I felt today. I almost kissed you in front of everyone, it could’ve backfired I know but for an instant I didn’t care. I forgot who we are, where we are, and when we are and I liked it, but then I remembered and I smiled at you instead. I almost wish you had kissed me then. I almost want you to now.

I saw you looking at my earlier, I wonder what you were thinking. I’ll probably never know but still I wonder. The look I saw in your eyes was something I’ve been wishing for, for years. But it went as soon as it had came. I almost grabbed you right then, in front of everyone and kissed you. It would have been great I know it, but I’ve almost kissed you so many times before and just as I always do, I don’t. I almost think you want me to.

I see you watching me now. I can see what you’re thinking, you want to kiss me and I want you to.

Am I imagining this? I see the desire forming in your eyes. Desire for me. Maybe I will kiss you.

You’re moving closer to me. Should I stop this? We are in front of everyone and knowing these people as I do, everyone in this universe would know in a millisecond.

I can see it wager in your eyes, I see your doubts and concerns. Maybe I shouldn’t.

You stop.

You stop.

We must look like idiots sitting like this, so I move back and you do the same.

I send you a message; “It could have been nice.”

I read your message and reply frowning slightly, “It should have been.”

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