How it feels to be Exorcised
We, at the Aware Foundation, are lucky that one of our client, Tara, agreed to share what it was like to be exorcised. Tara is a young woman that has been plagued by demons most of her adult life. At first she did not know that she was being attacked by demons. The only thing she though was that after many years of physical, mental and verbal abuse by both her parents and her husband that she really had no desire for life. Her home and personal life ware a complete mess, she had gained over a hundred pounds and had no self esteem. She absolutely did not care what she looked like or even if she lived or died. She contacted the Aware Foundation almost by accident thinking that somehow we might be able to help her. After our investigation, Reverend Larry did an exorcism and things began to change for her. She began to care about life and her appearance. Today she is living a normal, away from her abusive husband and parents. Tara explained to us what happened while she was being exorcised. She began seeing and hearing the demon. She described them as heavy and humpback. Its beard was made up of snakes and horns. The demon's face was like that of a Neanderthal ape-man. It had huge sinewy arms that ended in huge talons. She told us that the demon was sitting below her. Above her was this, as she described, beautiful being with white wings that seemed to glow like iridescent material. It was dressed in a long blue garment and had long blonde hair flowing from his head. As Tara was seeing both of these beings, she felt an overwhelming sense of anger and sadness. Her body felt as if it was being burned by fire. As the exorcism continued, she saw that the demon was becoming darker and darker, like a gigantic shadow that seemed to devour the creature until she could no longer see it. Then all of a sudden, a tremendous paid shot through the middle of her back but seemed to grow less intense as the exorcism continued. At the end of the ritual, the feeling was very peaceful and everything got quiet. Tara described the beginning as a war that is going on over you. Which is the basis behind demonic possession. The demonic force is fighting against the angelic forces for the human's soul. Tara said after the ritual, things seems to be distant and fuzzy almost surreal. She was exhausted and it took awhile to focus back into reality. Tara says that she now feels much better. The voices that she heard in her head have faded and have been replaced by her own thoughts. The demonic attacks were caused by the abuse she was receiving in her life. The low self esteem attracted the demons and thrived on her depression. Now Tara has a reason to live. |
