Day 2
Well, yesterday was Day Two of Lacrosse. I know, I shoulda posted yesterday, but I didnt really feel like it then. So yeah, it was rather rainy and sh-tty outside, so we were inside the 7/8 Gym. It was actually a really good practice, I didnt feel quite as slow as I had the day before, but I know I'm still like, incredibly behind everyone else because I stopped conditioning. This became evident when we did the hall runs. It was 10 half-laps of the inside of South building, with each even lap going up the staircase and down the above hall, and comming back on the bottom floor. This were actually hard as hell, and i soon fell far behind the rest. Oh well, I may be a little sore but I think that kinda kicked my body in the a-s enough to hopefully get my metabo up quicker. If not, I may not make it through cuts -_-.

Day 1
Well, today was day one of lacrosse at wonderful Watchung Hills. It was well, a mix of bad and good. Bad being that im fat as f-ck and out of shape, and now Im kicking myself in the ass for stoping conditioning. As Apel said its too f-cking late to do anything about it now, so I'll just have to push harder and hopefully I'll make it through the cuts. Yeah, cuts... 3 days.. I guess I'll know by Monday at the latest. I walked home tonight through the fog to my house. It was quite surreal. Its amazing what we miss in life, I never knew powerlines made noise. Kinda scary, its all crackly and you can almost feel the power in them. Walkin through the woods with all the fog and stuff, little light reminded me of a cheap horror movie so needless to say I got out of the woods fast. Its so weird, its like... actually, really silent in the woods, again some small detail I missed out on. So yeah, the reason I walked (not that anyone gives a f-ck) was to think about the season... I did think, and now I'm scared about being cut. I really enjoy playing but its my own f-cking fault I'm not ready. Tommorw's another day though, so hopefully it wont suck as much. As a mater of fact, it won't, Stef's commin over . Unless some mega-exciting thing happens, this is all for today... till tomorrow Day Two O_O

HSPA
HSPA stands for... this test sucks! see what its doing to me? I dont see why we need to be tested to make it out of high school, isnt that what actually going to class is for? I mean, we get tested in each class based on what we learned, why do we have to take this blanket exam? And besides, its tedious and I so hungry in the mornings. Still have that strange feeling that no one reads this sh_t... oh well.
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Random Linky Thing: Cat With Hands (kinda creepy/cool independant short film)
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Empty
I have a strange feeling no one reads my site........................................................................................................................................................BLEGH! see? nobody

Beat Boxing
Wow, i just stumbled across this guy.... this is so sick... i didnt think this was possible.. i kinda dont believe it though. See for yourself Beat Boxer

Return to Lacrosse
Today marks my official return to lacrosse conditioning, after about oh..... 1 month. Its my fault I stopped going, but dammit. In that one month, I have reversed all good I have accomplished since I started going. This really sucks, and now the season is going to needlessly be harder because I decided to be a lazy pile of sh-t during that one month. But then again, it gave me some time off and I also had a chance to enjoy the company of my friends more fully. Well, atleast the ones that didnt go to lax conditioning . Thats life right? Well, I'm back now and I'm gonna try hard to get sorta back to shape so I can perform during the season. Last year I got in shape like, in the last week or so of the season because it was basically the only exercise I got. Bad timing -_-;;

Baaaad day -_-;;
Well, today sucked hard, for the most part. If you werent me for today, youd probably find it pretty funny like i do now, but it still was bad. So i get through school, and im dog tired and i go to the SADD meeting. Absolutely useless, but thats fine. We took pictures and left. So when Im walkin down with Stef to the bottom field, i kinda run into coach. He glares, and drives on. So im like oh cr-p... Then it gets better, i get punched by almost everyone running on the hill. More embarassing than anything. Then when i get home, i go to eat. So i take out the remainder of the fried rice and put it on my desk. My f-cking keyboard tray breaks and i spill about 1 pound of fried rice, and part of a calzone on my friggin floor. Took me an hour to clean and repair my keyboard tray. That was classic, pos particle board. This weekend ill make my own tray and fix new hardware on it. But yeah, after that i went to lax, and i played another horrendous game. Go team awesome, we are 0 and 11, one game left. What will happen? Who knows? Not I, and i dont care cause winter league is still the sh-t, win or lose.
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Poconos 5
Today i went up to the poconos with my family. Good thing i brought my digital camera, i got some mad footage for my stupid little music video idea. Its just life from the car window, with some cheap effects, and bangin beats. So yeah, i have a short, rough version now. Its 90 megs so yeah, only if you have cable will i give you it. I also got some stuff from the house like some books, a poster that looks like Queequeg (go Moby Dick ) and a whole lotta other shiz. It was kinda depressing, but its over now so thats good. Im hungry O_O off i go.

Poconos 4
Yeah, tomorrow i go back to the poconos with my parents to help them clean out all the stuff and close the house. It closes monday, so we dont have much choice as to what were gonna do. I have to read 20 chapters and do response logs for Moby Dick, which is quite possibly the worst book ive ever read. Last night Stef came over so that was good, and we watched Ever After. I was suprised to find the movie interesting and i actually didnt fall asleep or anything. I wouldnt watch it again of choice, but it was fairly good. The locations were sweet as hell. Random linky thing for today:
Ferry Halim-The Sh-t in Flash Games.

My Aunt
My aunt went in on monday morning to get a stomach operation to help her lose weight. I think its a staple or a rubber band plus some surgery to the intestines. So, yeah... thats kinda scary, but shes doing alright. Of course shes in shitloads of pain, but she's not feverish or infected, and apparntly will heal well. Shes lucky because her daughter had the same operation, and its always good to have someone help you through stuff like that. She got home today from the hospital, and now begins her long recovery. Its just good that shes okay.

Poconos 3
So yeah, I drove half-way to the house at the Poconos today because my permit only allows me to go as far as the NJ border. So no smuggling runs for meeeee :-( But i did get a few books that sound mad interesting. I got Catcher in the Rye(already read, great book), the Golden Knights, and some other books and a sweet carving of a myth from the Islands. So all together, a pleasant journey. I love driving so much. I go back (or do I?) next weekend to help my parents clear more stuff out. I dont really wanna go because the whole idea is kinda unsettling to me, especially with how everyone becomes kinda violent toward each other when the stuff gets divvied up. So I dont wanna go... If i stay hopefully I can go out with Stef for a while, that'd be cool. Only time will tell.
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Poconos 2
So yeah, we are not actually closing the house this weekend, but rather setting things up to close the house for next weekend. Yaaay. So this means that i have a shitload of work to do for tomorrow, and that I won't have as much time with my girlfriend next weekend. Its a lil frustrating as you may imagine. But I'll figure something out, because there is no way I'm not seeing her. No way.

Poconos
Yeah, unfortunately we're getting rid of our house in the Poconos. This really sucks, cause I wanted to go up there again for vacation one last time, but the buyer moved to get it now. So tomorrow I go up to help my parents take the stuff out. I can't believe its actually going. Granted, we barely used it, but none the less, it was a very comfortable and picturesque spot. And now... no more. This sucks, I loved it up there.

No Snow
Well, i was massivly wrong. It didnt snow as much as it had looked, and I indeed had school. So I didnt study for my presidents test. But god had other plans for my GPA apparantly, Mrs.Falvo decided to just extend the test like that. I was so happy. Of course, I didnt deserve this extra break, but hey im happy.

Snow!
Yes, winter weather advisory for our area people! W00t! You know what that means! No school?! Sera possible? Hell yeah!
Visit our local school closing organization here:
Weather For:07059

I failed already -_-
Im already bitching about my life to the internet at large. Go me! I'm a loser!
You may have stumbled across this song if you read my short story, Desperation. Im workin on frames so that that will be my official site music. It so cool.
Cloud Surfers-Lasgo.mp3 (64kbps, Mono)

History Test??
Aw f-ck, i have a history test. Well, at least i got out of it for today but still... Its tomorrow! Eek, the first 14 presidents. But i wonder.... what does this matter? It doest.. as a matter of fact, it does not relate to anything except just general history trivia. Wtf use is knowing the political parties of the first 14 presidents? None...its almost as bad as math, but hey, i sometimes need to count on my fingers so its useful

First Entry
Well, welcome to my abyss. I cant possibly think of why the f-ck you are here, but wtf right? I doubt I'll ever talk about what you would think i would, this being a Blog and all. Personally, i dont feel like bitching about my life to the internet in general. Ill probably just put some funny stuff here. Or nothing. This is an abyss afteall, they usually tend to be big, black, empty pits of daeth O_o!